http://slow.writerscafe.org/Karipkoz The original writings of author Kari Kush en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776084836 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I rather die than keeping loving himas insane as that may sound he doesn't love me and I still stick aroundwondering what's wrong with me picking at my skin I teared myself apart Then started blaming him picking at my flawschewing at my fleshI ate myself I killed myself Now the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Karipkoz/1941344/ When I first heard you say "she never meant a thing"my heart started to scream so loud the pieces cracked but then I heard that you said to her "I wish I could take it all back" So my heart broke the pieces fell I just sat there with no words at the time I started wishing I never ca.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Karipkoz/1863621/ I'm sad http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Karipkoz/1817200/ for once its not about you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Karipkoz/1812216/ All those poems that I wrote Forget they are about you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Karipkoz/1812213/ That Sunday we kissed I "felt nothing" but lips and tasted nothing but the weed we had smoked I looked in your eyes and you looked in mine I felt nothing but tears as I noticed you look through me You looked at me, seen her and smiled I looked at you and all I could see was my f*****g refl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Karipkoz/1809967/ It's self destruct Self abuse I kiss him while he kisses you I lay across his f*****g bed knowing this is where you stay I f**k him raw He moans my name with your image in his head I know it's you It's not me He always stares but only through me Brow.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Karipkoz/1807009/ I cried for him nights and days I thought he always felt the same But months ago I found out the truth That I loved him while he loved you Now months went past and I lay in his bedReminiscing Cause it feels like nothing has changed Except he got to touch and slid inside he got to pla.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Karipkoz/1806100/ We sat in silence and listened to our thoughts mine were screaming I started to think maybe he can hear mine maybe that's why he's so quite he's listening to my insanity I'm scaring him away I thought He's gonna leave I thought I don't want him to leave Why .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Karipkoz/1803694/ My innocence was gone given away I used to dream of it happening I would stare into brown big eyes as he asked me if I was okay before he injects himself into me but that didn't happen at all It don't go as planned I did stare into brown eyes but they.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Karipkoz/1803684/ Days can go by and years might pass but your name is all I will ever have It's deep in my skin pierced in my mind the guy that took my innocence you sat and just watched me cry as naive as I was you have all of me you took the one thing I had.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Karipkoz/1796710/ I knocked on his window and he finally came. This time nothing was the same. He knew that I came for one thing. Which is why he cracked his window when I was knocking. He knew it wasn't his smile. It wasn't his eyes. Welcome back he said it's been a while..   No butterflies  .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Karipkoz/1796338/