http://slow.writerscafe.org/Feniks The original writings of author Feniks en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776128573 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I've started to digJust a hole in the parkI'm going to digUntill it's all darkThe longer I digThe more that I thinkThe deeper my thoughtsThe deeper I sinkI haven't realizedThe depth of my pitI'm deeper in the groundThan I'd like to admitSo I look all aorundAnd think with a sighI can't get backThe wa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Feniks/1810725/ I am empty, like an empty skin,I am hopeless, my life is thin,I am torn apart, on the inside,I can't find the pieces, but I tried,No pain felt, no blood bled,No tears cried, not yet,I am lying, to everyone,Tears were cried, and I'm not done,Those words, they're like a gun,When they shoot, I cannot r.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Feniks/1804572/ To fall in endless sleepThat is all I pleaseTo drift in darkness deepTo float on all the seasTo never be awokenTo leave the world behindTo have these thoughts unspokenBecome one with my mindTo escape the world aroundTo live in dreams foreverTo lay upon the groundAnd let my spirit sever19 June 2016 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Feniks/1803565/ Day turns to nightmare,Our fears that at us stare,Every night it's the same,Playing this horrific game,Haunted that we feel like,And every moment could strike,Trapped as they know we are,Our deepest fear is never far,Then to awaken in your bed,Thinking that the worst you've had,To find that it is no.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Feniks/1799228/ Strange dreams, horrible dreams. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Feniks/1798627/ I always look for peaceThe quiet I wish to findSilence from the voicesThat roam around my mindThis chaos in my headThat fills me with despairWhich poisons me insideI can no longer bearDeath is the only peaceThe only true solutionA for me to tryTo cleanse me of pollution http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Feniks/1798569/ I bury my fears deep in my heart,I conceal my guilt, but at what fee?I bear these wounds beneath my skin,So no one can ever see.I try to hide my hurt so far,And sorrow even more,I bear these wounds beneath my skin,As I have many times before.But now my skin is pale and weak,And the scars start to sh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Feniks/1797805/ Dark heart, dark soul,There's no inside, there is a hole,Dark nights, dark fears,Light thoughts bring tears,Rotten heart, rotten mind,And on the inside you will find,Own head, own strife,Nothing but this fading life,Deep roots, deep gray,Nothing can keep the shadows away.15 Sept 2015 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Feniks/1797801/ I look around butThere is nothing to seeIn this utter darknessThat is surrounding meWhile being hereTrembling of frightI realize there's always somethingHiding in the nightI've never lost that scarednessI had as a childOf monsters and nightmaresAnd life being defiledAnd now that I stand hereWhile I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Feniks/1797794/ I don't know where I stand,I'm torn between two roads,Don't know which way to go,My head sometimes explodes.I've been here for so long,Just standing, watching, still,My feet are becoming heavy,Through my slowly dying will.I'm stuck between two roads,My body's becoming sore,I'll have to stay forever,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Feniks/1797742/ The whispers in the backgroundThe wind howling all aroundIn my lonely castle heartWhere everything is falling apartThe violins playing in my headPlaying already as if I'm deadCold strikes my fragile skinAnd lets the emptiness right inAs I sit here on my throneNothing more than flesh and bone1 May 20.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Feniks/1797735/