http://slow.writerscafe.org/victoriacasti The original writings of author Cecilia en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776099277 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/victoriacasti/1890193/ My anxiety wakes me at 7 am everyday, He holds me hostage in bed Pries my eyes open Projects these scenes onto my wallsHe Forces me to remember memoriesI don't want to visitI lay there staring up at the ceiling Replaying old conversations Different endings to each one W.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/victoriacasti/1873685/ When I was fourteen I was diagnosed with anxiety and depressive disordersI was taught a coping mechanism that was said to never fail me.I was given a prescription for medication and a happier future.I was told sweet lies that everything would be better from now on,That in five years this would .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/victoriacasti/1799404/ The first time he ever told me he loved me it was September 18, 2012. We were on the couch and it was the first time we had seen each other in a year.He had told me three months before, June 10, 2012, I would never be anything more than his best friend.Twelve days after that, June 22, 2012.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/victoriacasti/1799396/ May 17, 2014."I'm starting to fall for you."I don't think any set of wordshave ever scared me so much.It frightened me to know that this,You and I,was actually happening.That someone wasn'tseeing me for the broken little girl I am,but for the girl I want to be,and am trying to be.Never did I think a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/victoriacasti/1799393/ April 25, 2014Someone asked me today, If I still had feelings for you.  It took every ounce I had to tell them no.My heart was screaming, shouting;Yes.Begging for me to cry,And admit I still love you.But instead I said no.And my voice cracked.And she noticed.  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/victoriacasti/1799391/