http://slow.writerscafe.org/hjaxsun The original writings of author Call Me Blu en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776006275 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 For those afraid to jumpFor fear no one will catch youFor fear you could be dead This one goes to the girlSitting all aloneRubbing her wristsWhere the knife drew its picture For every wishFor every dreamFor every hopee that was forgotten Don't feel aloneIgn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/784837/ You ar never meant to seeMy tearsMy painMy liesMy bloodYou will never see theseThay are for my eyes onlyNo matter how bad I hurtNo matter how much I lieSaying I'm okayHow much longer untilI tip over the edgeEnd what I beganYou are never mean to seeThe way I look when I cr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/772119/ You can say I am prettyI can believe youBut I will never be prettyWhen I look in the mirrorI can see my shiny golden brown hairMy perfect complexionI can see a supermodelBut I see what is on the insideA seethingBloodyGripingDepressing creatureMy body is a maskCovering the p.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/771840/ If life gives you lemons, squirt the juice in you enemies eyes. Bad people are like bad fruit, they look fine but are filled with mush and easy to bruise. The meaning of life doesn't exist, but that doesn't mean that life has no meaning. Just because you are mad, doesn't m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/771752/ Excuse me if I lose youBut you've got my mind in a whirlYou show that smile and I knowI wanna be your girlI want you to see meAnd feel the sameAnd I know if you askMy whole life will changeInstead of feeling downI and hiding my face when you're aroundI will feel beautifulFor the first time in foreve.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/771728/ What can I sayTo make you realizeThat I can't stand the thoughtOf losing him to youEven if I never had himIt still hurtsYour smiles like daggersYour frowns like feathers Since when do I hate The people I care the most about?It scares me sometimesThe feeling of dreadWhen I nev.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/771550/ One wordOne simpleCrazyMeaningless wordAnd my life fell to piecesIt was never uttered aloudYet it hung thickBetween me andYouThemEveryoneNo one could escapeIt blacked out all the loveThe glow had left my lifeIt felt like someoneWas killing me slowlyDraining out my lif.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/771259/ You'll never knowHow much you hurt meDoing what you didThought you were being braveLook at where it's leadI still like        love himBut you got to him firstNow I cry empty tearsThat will never Quenche my sorrows thirstWatching you two laugh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/771249/ Doesn't anyone see how much he torments me? Day in and day outIf I scream he shoutsBut I am never heardIf I say not a wordLet him fall to the groundIt's my fault for not being aroundThey only see the goodHis angel face and  all they shouldBut I am the bad oneThe one who tu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/769003/ Is this how I'm destined to beWatching from the back seatAs my best friend falls in loveA match made in heavenLighting straight from aboveI told her to ask him outShe didWe all started hanging outThats when I noticedSuttle as the sweetness of a lotusThat she didn't love him back.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/766732/ Three way chatAlmostI was the copy and pasterNever said a wordI said finallyJust talk in a 2 wayMy best friend said byeMyy other friend said nothingAlways the go betweenNever in On the conversationThis always happensThe saddest partIs that they were talkingAboutMe http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/764594/ Little I amAnd proud to beGirl of course(Genetically)Little girl I am notAlthough my appearance disagreesI have the mind of a poetAnd the devil and I share a soulLittle and girlNot both as a whole http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/762260/ I have a secretI can never tellSend me through heavenDrag me through hellScare me to deathLove me to lifePut me under featherPut me under knifeI have a secretI can never tellYou should knowIt's doing wellBurn my handsSoften my feetGive me bitterFeed me sweetI have a secretI can never tellWatch me ri.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/762250/ Just close enough to feelHis heartbeatHis breathJust far enough to feelThe distanceThe desireJust close enough to wantHis approvalHis loveJust far enough to wantThe distance to closeThe gap to fillJust close enough to seeHis perfectionHis indifferenceJust far enough to seeWhat will never be mine http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/762249/ Every person in a crowdSeems to stand outEvery name a faceEvery person a placeAm I that easy to recognizeOr do people just blankly stare with searcing eyesAm I distinct in my featuresOr only to nerdy fat creepersAm I as pretty as her or herMy face as unique as a wolfs furCould an.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/750354/ The heat of the sunThe cold bite of the waterThe rush of the strokesThe prick of the whistleThe feeling of knowing your firstThe feeling that you belongThe friendsThe fightsAll right there http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/750194/ Theres nothing I can doNowhere I can turnNo friendly faces greet meOr so it feelsWhen you fall into the pitThere is NO escapingUntil their done with you the little monstersWhispering in your earTelling you to just jumpI am going to dieThat's how it feelsAnd no one caresTruly .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/749984/ I miss herShe was clever and niceNever thought twiceThe weight of the world was off her shouldersSmallest pebbles weren't treated like giant bouldersThat all changedCan't tell you the dayThe time or the yearBut it wasn't hereIt wasn't her faultSome dark thing stirredAnd from a .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/749971/ My heartMy soulMy lifeWhere have you hid itYour heartYour soulYour lifeWhat have you done?Your blood My tearsYour painWhat have they accomplised?My worryYour freedomMy painWhat are they worth?Your smilesHis tearsYour loveWhat are they part of?His loveYour cr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/749959/ Want is like need but worseWhen you need you know you will either get itOr end up comfy in the back of a hearseWant gnaws at your soulPicks at your mindLeave your heart where only peices are wholeNeed twists your gutFreezes your skinPuts your mind in a hallucigenic rutWant plays tr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/749956/ Life wasn't meant to be fairBut stillMust you torcher me by giving me a friend in this worldA small virtue when you are newAnd then you grant my eyes the sightOf this boyHe is none to handsomeOr properBut something about him....I spent the hours daydreaming of us togetherSilly of.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/705235/ Everytime I do something wrongIt's like I just burnt the house downYou say I should be able to do thisWell maybe I can't tell between 21x and 12yAnd maybe you never gave me a chance to askIf you were done with your water Before you saw the last glass on the table and blew upAnd I wish .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/693644/ The line between right and wrongIs like a chalk line drawn by a toddlerUneven, bumpy and filed with gapsSometimes a storm washes it awayAnt hat toddler has to draw it againHowever it is never in the same placeOr the same lengthSometimes you have to cross the lineTo make sure your fut.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/692256/ The worst kind of broken heartsAre ones that were never touchedI thought I had a chanceWell it was all in my headYou broke my heart without ever touching itBut what hurts the mostIs knowing that theres some other girlThat will get to know you betterAnd love you foreverI will never .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/683251/ The gut wrenching feeling you getWhen you relize no one is comingNo one is trying to find youNo one is going to try and comfort youNo one is going to catch youNo one cares http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/680098/ Have you ever wanted to run awayJust to see if anyone would followHave you ever wanted to cryJust to see if anyone would noticeHave you ever wanted to ingnore everyoneJust to see who would try to comfort youHave you ever wanted to dieJust to see if there was a godHave you ever wanted.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/680094/ I text you againI know it's pointlessMy phone buzzesI can hardly contain my joyI slide my phoneHit viewAnd start cryingThe message is from ATTTelling me that I still have unlimited textingBut haven't been using my planYa I knowIt buzzes againI look downI had hit the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/674882/ It started out perfectWarm sand and sunBeautiful wavesBoardwalk stretching for milesWe played in th sandAnd splashed in the wavesWhen the day was doneWe sat and watched the sunsetAnd held hands foreverThe as we were leavingYou kissed me sweetlyAnd we left with the sunset on our.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/674179/ People accept assumptionsNot beliefs http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/673887/ I look at my phoneIt's screen is darkI carefully slide itAnd I want to cryNo new messagesEverI'm not worth texting I guessNo one cares anymoreI'm just always thereJust in caseWell this timeIt' my turnTomorrow I will not answer themThey say hiI walk awayI need them to se.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/673443/ She was laying there in painDying slowlyMe and my cousinWere the only ones thereEveryone else abandoned herWe held her handsAnd stayed strong for herWhen she finally left usWe broke downAnd cried forever it seemedThen we heard a cruel laughAnd standing in the cornerStood the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/673278/ Can I ask you whyYou made me fall in love with that guyOf all the fish in the seaYou sent him to meSo see now I love himBut I'm going to go out on a limbAnd guess it was a misfireBecause now my situation is direI should hate him with a passionBut now hes as hot as new fashionI ca.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/673033/ I want you to see me crySee the hurt in my eyesI want you to see the way I amWhen no one is lookingWhen I am aloneWhen there is nothing to stop meWhen there is no one I have to beWhen the hurt makes me want to dieI want you to seeThe way I don't want to beI want to be strongI w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/673024/ Smile at the little thingsThe sound when a chuchbell ringsWhen a blue bird sings Smile at the bigger stuffLike when your good enoughTo get int a college thats real tough Smile for no reasonAt the changing of the seasonAt the smile with no reason http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/672705/ You are too old To think of him just as a friendBeleive me I don'tBut if you date himYou're a s**tWhy?I like you alotYou do toYou asked me outI said why notBut we have to be secretOr else we become victimTo harsh gossipEvery time we hideIn the back staircasesAnd you hol.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/672393/ You taunt meSitting in your cupDark as nightLeftover from breakfastStill warmI splash in a little milkAnd sipThe sink is soon filled with that sipI add some caramelAnd sipAgain the sink takes my sipI give upHow do people drink that stuff http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/672271/ Boy Dates popularGirlHates un-popularFreakLoves popularBoyDumps popularGirlBlames un-popularFreakGoes out withBoy  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/672245/ Here is what movies don't show you, the days after the happy ending. Me and Matt became the IT couple of the century, and Alice became a nobody. I would almost feel bad for her somedays, but then I would be pulled away by Matt into a closet to escape the mob http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/672239/ It was so cliche I could hardly beleive it. You went out with a cheerleader, I was the quiet one, you played football, you realized you loved me. Thats where most movies end, not mine. I refuse to let my story die, I am Taylor Deking, and he is Matt Cambell. She was mean girl Alice Walker. And this .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/672236/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/672234/ I prefer writers to authorsBut both are bothersPutting words on a pageLike an actor onstageGod what foolsThey really are toolsConfusing the readerWhos brain is meagerTrying to make a pointGoing slower than a rusted jointAnd poets oh dearPlease keep them away from here! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/672186/ Work is hardSo I try to avoid itThe best that I canAnd I doBut I can't for longCuz on comes that damn songAnd I have to change the station http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/672182/ Say a word like word enoughand suddenly its not a wordIf I were to say wordor write the word wordBy the end of these wordsWord would not be a wordBut a sound that soundslike not a wordBut word would be a wordBut you would hate the wordWordBecause no longer would it be a word http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/672176/ Have you never kissed a guy in the rainHave you never walked the streets of ParisHave you never held a newborn babyHave you never worn a clown suitHave you never eaten cricketsHave you never shot your footHave you never failed a testHELL YES http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/672171/ Hollowed eyesUnder starry skiesThey work through tears and painTheir masters enjoying the cruelty gameThay had a soulIt was quickly soldFamilies torn apartA new life they are dreading to startAll in a dreamI felt their cold it seemsI woke shivering in my bedMy stomach reeling l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/671561/ Reality is just an obstacleIf we dodge it enoughWe can avoid itHowever it will always pop back upRight InOurFaceSo we have to deal accordinglyAnd mix our realityWith reality http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/671201/ Have you ever thoughtThat when you thinkIt isn't a languageI may think I think in englishBut if everyone thought the same thingAt the same timeWould everyone think in wordsIt is almost like the meaningGets directley embedded in your brainAnd there are no words thereJust a think t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/671199/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/671194/ ............ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/671150/ What does impossible look like?NothingBecause nothing is impossibleIt is clear as iceAnd smooth as silkIt is contstantly looking for something to attach toBut finding nothingAs even impossible is impossiblesome may see it in the deadCold stares of lost best friendsOr in the ragin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/hjaxsun/671121/