http://slow.writerscafe.org/SunshineBaby3034 The original writings of author Farmgirl en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776022496 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 just emotions .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1947061/ a tale of mixed emotions going to meet my father http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1947026/ a poem of friendship and conversation http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1946997/ You say you if I  want respect from  you I got to earn it but no matter how hard I fight to deserve it you treat me like im not worthy of itI fight for it all day long wasting my breath with words that go through one ear and out the other I spend most of my nights crying and.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1946951/ I have tried to write this poem several times and each time it reset itself and I had to rewrite So I am going to start over one last time and if it doesnt stay put this time im going to take it as http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1946674/ A Little here and a little there longsuffering is not easily beared you think you can you think you can endure but more and more you grow weaker and weaker your mind is beating your tolerance level completely You go in your room and you pray for strength as God enters in from you crying he softly wa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1943139/ <iframe width="560" height="315" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/fXtlWmBM-HU" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>When I suffer hurtful words from others and dont rise up because for a moment due to their words I became broken and shattered once more I do it for you Lord When I s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1942765/ took in a family member beyond broken ... 16 is his age ... But its okay.... I love the Broken ones and their are no Orphans of God . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1942489/ Not my day it seems ... And this heat has me going from 0-60 in temper . Enjoy my rant and humor pray for me . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1942121/ A TESTIMONY http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1941977/ Ive been praying and waiting as of lately But nothing seems to be changing speedily as I continue to hope for Funny because the things I am praying for a change about I am experiencing at home now almost as if God is trying to show me something through actions of others But I am not doing well in ge.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1937415/ Have you ever been burdened and troubled so much that you cannot figure out whats bothering you? And you ponder ...and ponder...trying to make sense of what it is that's causing you to feel so discouraged.... but nothing becomes clear about any of the emotions that you a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1915187/ You have declaredperhaps I am ignorant of some things i choose to review at timesbut let me tell you something out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaketh and even if ot is coming from the mind writing its still coming from the mouth out of the heart that it speaks from and there is.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1914811/ Everything has been Chaos today because Serenity is coming Wednesday Church service begins and always right before a blow out service the devil starts in whether it be within situation or circumstance or even just with finances and disputing It never fails right before a good service is upcoming the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1914672/ I can't have this I can't have that every where I turn to pick something up or hold onto it its conviction this or conviction that I understand why im not to no longer have access to them but telling my flesh that and getting it to comply is a never ending war inside I try to remain humble and obedi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1914302/ So much to say here today things are finally beginning to look up and become bright for me I never imagined just how much God begins to heal a life of hurt and brokenessonce it reaches the point of full surrender because of a hopelessness that resides within  there is a healing taking place in .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1912731/ I'm stuck in the abyss it seems always scratching and clawing to reach the surface that never comes for me praying constantly on my knees for clarity or just any kind of  spiritual battling relief I told myself I would no longer speak of these things but it seems that is part of the cross that .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1909770/ Story of my life http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1909685/ A poem to a witty character depicted here that I'm coming to know as how they want to be viewed ... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1907489/ A Poem of Spiritual Warfare http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1907445/ You ask me how I'm doing I smile and say fine But deep down im screaming at God in confusion Feeling I want to die You ask me how I'm doing And it angers my heart everytime you never see my eyes that fill with tears and dark rings under my eyes from being so tired .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1891143/ So many times my mind fills with questions seeking out answers that never seem to come I've searched and searched for a solid response but all I seem to get are parables And remain stuck in the dark trying to figure them out over and over becoming more insane and unstable When will my.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1891131/ Cold or Hot ?Make up your mind this time will you please !I get so tired of the change in temperature within this body .What is really going on with this weather lately?"SERIOUSLY" it's so Bi- Polar it seems ... Or is it just me ? Somebody RESCUE ME I'm freeezing!No wait " it's so .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1887240/ You think you know me but you don't The only side of me that you ever see is my looks You don't pay attention to my heart and my deepest desires You don't see the passion that is overflowing from me about my writing None of my hidden talents even interest you faintlyI can't belie.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1887216/ Poem of love loss http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1887211/ You know what its not like you to turn on the ones you love so often well okay maybe a fewbut  it has never been me that you see as out to get youI am sorry that you do not get things your way today lets act like a baby okay  I knew I should have taken my business to a different place.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1884747/ You hear about these things all the time You know diseases that come and take out your loved 1s And you never think it will happen to you Until it does.. your sitting at home and suddenly your (( phone rings )))It's your mom ... it's not good news !And when you hear the news yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1880703/ This is for all of you ! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1879374/ Why does it always seem that in something I'm trying to understand I begin struggling Why does this blockage in my head keep hindering me from progressing forward in the goals I aim to achieve What is the reason for this madness and when will it leave me be It's become total insanity .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1876600/ Here I sit annoyed again this feeling has been more common lately since the recent life changes have happened here And the winter season isn't making my life any easier I feel like a prisoner of my words when expressing myself to be heard here or acknowledged by anyone who will listen.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1875546/ I'm stuck in the cold of winter it seems both of my vehicles have quit working normally this wouldn't be such a big disturbance to me but since I've been stuck here with no Xscape every little thing keeps annoying me the slightest of noise irritates me my peace has left me I tri.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1875138/ Stuck awake I cannot sleep my mind and heart is circling with worries I've prayed and spent time in my faith But still no sleep has come to me I keep trying believe me But there truly is no rest for the oppressed and wearyI wish somebody would just hit me right upside my temple s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1870990/ Today I am just venting I was working on what I believed to me a Masterpiece of all my writings and just with one click it was gone everything oh the deep war that happens sometimes with just The Keyboard and Me I do not understand how it all just went away where did it go is it possible to retrieve.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1870730/ A tale of noisy birds disturbing my sleep just as my eyes were getting heavy http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1870197/ A poem of Letting go & Starting over http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1870138/ this story speaks for itself in my writing you will see it come alive when I begin to speak http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1865528/ A poem of love loss and God's Amazing Grace http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1851539/ A poem about being confused http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1842356/ A poem of Struggles within learning http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1829121/ Inspired by my niece asking me a very deep question about my place within the church http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1827818/ If I ever lose you I don't know what I would do Whenever the thought of it comes to mind my heart sinks and my eyes cry and I can't breathe instantly anxiety arises in me I cannot imagine having to live without having you to wake up without you every morning I wouldn't want to Every.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1827269/ To whom it concerns YOU ! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1827188/ Kazi's returned safely ( God gave her back to me ) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1810306/ My cat is missing and my dog is sick it seems Since 5 oclock this morning I noticed my Rocko Wasn't eating and My Kazi has been missing in her daily active meowing wasn't heard like normally All he has done is lounge around not moving And I walk to the door and searching the pro.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1808100/ it speaks for itself http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1807905/ Just another day from the house in the country upon the hill that is my dwelling Another day fighting !seems like now you would think that feuding amongst family spouses and loved 1s would be obselete Ha funny to think such a crazy thing !but what's the harm in wishful thinking ?.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1807463/ A Heart So Angry I will Never Understand !what harm is there in giving an appreciative compliment ?A Heart so angry filled with bitterness and guile how can you live in such denial that a change is neccessary for you ?I wonder who is the one that scorned you so deep that you are unabl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1807095/ A poem about my New Faithfulness & Dedication unto My divine ! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1806906/ I wonder what makes a man love you if he only chooses to embrace one side of you and not the other http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1805827/ A poem of church service and God's spirit moving through visiting us this evening http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/SunshineBaby3034/1805804/