http://slow.writerscafe.org/Midnight96 The original writings of author Midnight96 en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776010959 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Haven’t been able to sleep for nights,so much to handle all at once. Not knowing where to start is the first problem.The struggle of a loved one holding on for life,and my feelings for a person I hold dear. Things have been so complicated.My recent love still wants .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Midnight96/1363362/ As I turn to look at you,you turn away,At one point in time we were close,as we got older we started changing. You saw how I was growing,that you weren't the same or "mormal".Taking your anger and jealousy out on me. Your envy got the best of you.All you are now is mise.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Midnight96/1005427/ When you needed someone,I was there.When you couldn't trust anyone,I was there.Even when you felt like you had nothing to live for,I was there. Don't you get that I've been here for you all along?Been here when no one was there,when you really were alone? You act now like nothing ever happ.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Midnight96/872896/ Friends have come and gone in my life,leaving me alone and feeling empty.Always getting blamed for every problem. I had a best friend,shared everything with her.Her and I changed,became different people,before all that I met you. Getting closer as months .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Midnight96/817880/ A year has gone by since I met you for the second time, I'm starting to feel something different.I've been in love,but this here isn't love. Being in love right now isn't what I want,I want to be happy and care-free.Just to hang out and take it slow. I don't want to rush into anything this.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Midnight96/815790/ Loss of a best friend http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Midnight96/815001/ Would've been a year today, a year since we started dating.time went by, things happened. We thought we wouldn't ever be together again,surprisingly we thought wrong.We were together again,happy as we possibly could be. Anxious for school to start again,to finally see each other after.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Midnight96/806004/ Everyone thinks something will last forever.Not scared of what will eventually come.Being happy with your life without a care in the world.Then you finally get to that point where things change.We thought we were going to last forever,both happy as ever.We were each others worlds.A.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Midnight96/799795/ You tell me you love me, that I'm your world.That without me you can't be truly happy. You say things then act upon them differently.Talking like you don't give a s**t about what people say or do,then when something happens you try and cover everything. Makes me second guess everything abo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Midnight96/796246/ I try and do my best.To make you proud of me.It's when I disappoint you,it hurts the most. You have high expectations for me to meet.Whether it's getting on the A Honor Roll,or just being the perfect girl without any flaws. I help you.I let you in when I don't let anyone else in.Letting yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Midnight96/792617/ I feel like I'm losing the people I love and care about.Like I'm all alone in this big world.People say they care about me,but I don't feel it. Even the close people around me feel so far away.Everytime I talk to someone it makes us further apart. I used to be this happy, carefree girl.Always s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Midnight96/787750/ A little choppy. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Midnight96/787386/ What I felt/wrote last night :/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Midnight96/787367/ Violation and depression running through my veins.Not knowing what to do,wanting to redo everything from the beginning.Feeling trapped inside my body, wanting to get out.Waking up sweating for nights,having nightmares.Replacing everything that happened on April 14th.Trying everything t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Midnight96/762459/ You said you loved me,cared about me.Made me believe you only wanted me.Took me away from my friends and abusing me.Messed with my head when my friends knew you were wrong.I trusted you, loved you, actually cared about you.Your feelings towards me were not the same at all.Where are y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Midnight96/715243/ You made me believe that you were the one.The one who cared about me and loved me,but when time passed I started seeing things. People saw right away you were wrong for me.You took me away from my friends and changed me.As you treated me like just another one of the girls,the girls you just mes.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Midnight96/703333/ I know you love me,I can feel it everytime you kiss me.Knowing that when i'm with younothing will ever hurt me. Knowing your secret changes things.Making us closer to where I neverthought possible. That day I helped you I knew that I loved you.The way you treated me, the way you lookedscar.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Midnight96/679205/ Thinking some things could never be possible in life,just being fictional in movies and books.Finally come into your life when you least expect it.Not knowing what to do or say when things startgoing wrong while knowing them. As you try to help when there is no possible way that you can.If you .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Midnight96/679194/ After 3 months, things finally snapped.You had things on your mind,not letting anyone in,not letting it out.Releasing your rage on me.All these emotions, racing through my mind.Not knowing what is best for mein order to not get hurt by you anymore.Crying for days and nights trying to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Midnight96/670078/ To someone special :) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Midnight96/667385/ Did I deserve to be forgotten?Forgotten by you, my own father?Just being dropped out of your lifelike I didn't even matter to you. Two years I didn't hear from you,wondering why you were out of my life.Crying for days and nights.Asking myself, "Why would you just leave me?" "Did you e.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Midnight96/666895/ As my life goes by I realize things.Life isn't about just getting through it,it is so much more. I wonder things like,"Why am I still here?",and "Is anything worth living for?" When I think like that,it's like nothing in my life is,or ever will be good enough to live for. Thinking tho.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Midnight96/666556/ Why did everything have to change?Three years you have been separated.The first two years I didn't have a father.If this never happend, would I have hada father in my life those two years?I feel like I am being torn apart.Not knowing what to believe.You tell me one thing,the other tells me another t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Midnight96/666506/ As I sit across from the guy I just met three days ago.I ask myself, "What is it about himthat makes him so different thanthe rest of the guys I know?"He sits across from me, acting like I'm not here.As I look at him I know he is hiding something, something that no one knows.A secret?, or maybe a di.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Midnight96/666483/ As time passes I feel more alone and forgotten.I want to believe that people care and love mebut everytime I try, I fail.Sometimes I wanna cry, others I wanna scream.I know why I feel this way,I want to let it go and just be a faint memory, but it's like a curse following meeverywhere .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Midnight96/666482/