http://slow.writerscafe.org/Cucumberlime The original writings of author Cucumberlime en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775442941 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 My everyday life http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Cucumberlime/1838742/ Sometimes I hold a bullet in my hand,Contemplating. Whats stopping me?Sometimes I grip the steering wheel,Contemplating.I can’t control these thoughts.They consume me.I look at everything and wonder how it could be used,An extension cord, the glass in a frame.Everyday items full of uninte.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Cucumberlime/1838727/ I don't really know how this is happening. This unsettled feeling of longing and severe mourning. How can I be home sick when there isn't a home anymore?No house, no photo's of us on the wall, no loving words spoken between us.The home I ache for no longer exists. It will never exist .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Cucumberlime/1838522/ Love is not something you fall into,You jump.Maybe the drop is such a surprise you felt pushed,but no, you jumped.You may have closed your eyes,Even held your breath,But it was something you wanted.Even if the whole way down you knew in your heart you would collide with the ground,The rush of the pl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Cucumberlime/1838489/ Shut me downBuild me up.Throw it all back in my face.Mistakes you've made,There is no escape.In jagged shreds my heart beats, It is always me that you defeat.I bare my soul,Acceptance is all I askBook of lies I have devoured,The author you.Did I fill the pages with expectations, or was it .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Cucumberlime/1838486/ Persistently I have inquired on if what I feel is better left unsaid.If my experience should be kept to myself.If my words are a waste, so be it. Try to listen, Or at least pretend.Get caught up in my words the way I have yours.Inhale them like a last breath.Reach the place where all contr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Cucumberlime/1838484/ Through out my life I've passed judgement on women and men in relationships filled with empty promises and consumed in lies.  I was amazed at the amount of, what I thought to be then, blind and stupid people who settle for less than what they want and need, or even deserve in their significant .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Cucumberlime/1838483/ Sometimes I hold a bullet in my hand,Contemplating. Whats stopping me?Sometimes I grip the steering wheel,Contemplating.I can’t control these thoughts.They consume me.I look at everything and wonder how it could be used,An extension cord, the glass in a frame.Everyday it.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Cucumberlime/1838478/