http://slow.writerscafe.org/jpfly143 The original writings of author butterfly en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775984150 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I go back to tokyo under the cherry treeI close my eyes, nature and me, we infuse and I am freeThe pollen from the blossomComes in to meKissing furiouslyTo bring me eternal peaceI just thought it was an allergyBut i see I had to be bitten to truly healAnd feelThe powerOf that lovely cherry blossom h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/3129606/ I dont want to be insaneso obsessed I forget my own namei see now we are the doomed lovestill i think of usi must be stronger if its only a lustful passionwhat does love feel likeis it sad I don't knowhow did I get so damned i lost my soulfantasy and memory mergesi can still feel his lips on my skin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/3126906/ My bestie asked me if I am alrightI am dying and I wish I already diedI am grateful God opens my eyesbut I come alive to realizeI am still unchosenso brokeni want what doesnt love mei try not to want it but the more I dont want it the more i am hungrywuthering heights as awakened the doom poetryit s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/3126904/ Iam tired of this lonelinessSick of our foolishnessI tried to talk to someone newall he asked me for were more photosThere were a ton on my profileMr Right feels like the hundred mileI watch them in two pass me byand I just have to wonder whynot IWhy not one put up a fightnot one wanted to staynothi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/3126903/ Kiss me and let us be damnednow I walk this desert landdying to understandwhy catherine and heathcliff were doomedlikewise we are toohow can i live without my lifenow to be without my soulstill this doomed story is ours to holdwhen we are together we are wholeis new mexico coldwho is sharing your be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/3126902/ January ten is when I last kissed a manI guess he is my exx for the spot not to touchI always want him so muchI have become a foolbreaking every rulejust for my drugi call it loveI thought I would get a new boyI was talking to Troybut he didnt message me its Friday the thirteenthis morning he h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/3126781/ words on paper http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/3126779/ I will remember a love underneath the starsLocked and tangled up in each others armsI try not to think of you. Its impossible to doI write this love letter within my heartHopefully under New Mexico darkI am still with youif not, we always knewour destiny is doomedcan't forget youhaven't met any.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/3126778/ some are still in the dark even though the christmas lights are on http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/3121836/ i am over youI am healingI want to date someone newI am mid readylike an addict seeing if she can sit at the bari sit here without a heartthis old broken one in my my handits just to decorate its just another body partI want something better then I ever hadI want the real thingi dont want to se.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2963559/ I am the queen of my housesitting on my throne couchbraless nowin my cute Miffy Teeand pj shortiesWaiting for that prince, for a kingwho understands how to not be a scary thingwhere are youlife can be so cruelyou touched methen you vanishedi feel so abandoneddid you expect me to go onwithout a love .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2963558/ I was walking I heard heaven talkingreminding me I am never alonethe sky at night has been with golden glowlike God keeps me company on my way home http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2963557/ I was shaken upby the gun shotsby our lack of loveI want to but he only desires lustHe came to my home with iced coffeeResembling Syndromeboth were bitter sweetsome people are sent for different thingsam I only to be comforted by his angel wingsbut when I texted him he didn’t even bother reply.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2959988/ i have lost all hopeafter a 3 day training I was let goI tried hard so I dont knowmaybe working is no longer for meThis is the third time for this bad newswhat’s a girl to dowhy do so many managers expect perfectionI am a human come down from heavendesigned to err just like the doctorit is oki.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2957456/ its just a poem. inspired by some topics of the day and memories http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2955553/ what will i dono jobno lovejust this old married man calling me to say hioh please universe send me something better for this lifeI am at peaceI get depressed maybe I dont want to be happymaybe i like staying hungrythe memory of us helps me to behe left me a voice mail on sundayits like I knew he wo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2955444/ I am trying to move onforget that old lifei told you i wont be the sidei never did lieit was you he knewI try to look for the newi forget to reply who ever match let me talk to in my heart I still crave youbut what we had is now yesterdayi am empty as a drumi wont settle for a crumbif you want my lo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2955226/ why do you leave a voice mail after all this timejust to say hiwhy when its blocked does apple keep it onfor me to see, hear he called me by my nameno more princessmaybe he is feeling eternal lonelinessnow he got to go withoutbut I wont be the side cloudI am getting too old for that stageI go awayhe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2955225/ I wish I could say I dream of usI wish I could say I still feel the loveI know its gonethe magic that kept the bind is lostI dont even want the ghostI burn the memoryeverything is a lie even when it was paradiseSo I know love cant be mineso I dont live lifeI wanted loveyou only gave me lustso I no l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2955223/ I dont want to drink againI just need a friendwith a pure heartlove in their soulwho will stay in the endwho wants to know menot just touch my bodywho comes with their braveryI thought it could be youbut you chose to build a new home on your place of doomto stay does me no goodI thought you would ca.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2955221/ I used to say no too I finally went...thoughts of Amy linger http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2955220/ I have done too much work to go backHe is the alcohol bottle I must smashHe thinks he is blocked but keeps speaking pointless wordsGod holds me tight free finally from this curseyet the only thing remains is the hurtHe is in the bay area he thinks he is blocked again hope you are wellor does he want.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2955218/ They defunded sesame streetA teen walks of Mt. WhitneyA friend asked me if there is romance in my lifeI am in the saddest season of timeunemployedno boyGo to so many interviewsonly to get the email that says nobut even in this sad depressed truthI still have hopeI do not fearI know once upon a time .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2954458/ That lady Megyn KellyComes at JLO because she got a belly full of jellyYea we see her flat absher sparkly suitbut she call it porno because she cant sparkle like thatStrange fruitWhy you frowndid it make you smile to pull another lady downshe is prettier than youwhat’s wrong with sparkly jewel.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2954309/ I told God if nothing good comes dont ever wake meSo when you make fun of people getting wokeRemember He wakes meHe saves meIts not just one person on their ownWhen you mock us you mock Godyou mock loveJeff Daniels had an opinionI guess we are not in the same religionI guess the MAGA folk joke Dumb .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2954308/ No matter happy or sad Barcelona Sunsets are beautiful http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2954305/ I can also fly without planes :). I am a butterfly. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2954304/ I can’t wait to hate you really hate, Yes I doI wish for you to break down like I domake you pain like I dountil I shake you offseems like a lost causeyou told me we were making lovethis frustration has me feeling a wayi just want to hold youtouch youfeel youheal youkiss it bettersee the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2954198/ you made me feelour love would never endyou are still mineeven though it dont feel like itour love transcends timei just cant let us diebut there is nothing to doi can’t breathei miss youbut stupid cupid has no love in his eyesstill he is mineour love transcends time http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2954194/ who can hear my love songwill you be enchantedwill i find where i belongin this new strange familiar landfind me in the forest of wordsonly this place can soothe the hurtso many angels cryso many women dieso many creeps killing dog walkersbeing stalkersour president a big mother fuckeryou promised y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2954193/ i know love takes time to heali know it takes timehow many more days of this samei wake up and its ground hog dayits julyi would have loved you till the end of timebut you dont rememberyou think you are a good guyyou are not tenderyou are just a mother fuckera playerwho pretends to be a loverA MAGA .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2954192/ i gave you all my loveand you took my loveand that is why women are fed upbecause you gave me nonenot even one drop in returnI let it burni try so hard not to want still you hauntwhile you move on in your crappy Stockton homeno I do not wish you welli hate you for casting your dumb love spellbecause.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2954190/ the music moves mein a way like a zombieI am so hungryI long to lovewhen will it comewhen will it be truewhen will it stayi would have loved youtill the end of timeuntil then I seek paradise http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2954189/ Angels cryAs we stand on the sidesof the endless pool of sun and moon lightbetween sorrow and starlightthrough the forest of wordsin the annex of my soulthere is a secret I keep wholeI am a soldier of lovewhy were we cursedwhy did you comewhen you had planned to play a foolish gamei am left burned a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2954188/ we went to Lake Herman Roadin the time of spooks and morebecause 2 foolish friends were still up and went through forbidden doorsfrom shattered dreamsbetween sorrow and starlightDan shined his bat in the skyI wouldn’t have minded if the Zodiac killer was there that nightI already died , I brea.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2954183/ The candle light is a blue flameWhy does the boy fadeyet missing him remainsare you just a fakewhen you are holding heram I truly replaced http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2954182/ I was listening to a friend ramble on about everything and this poem came to me while we were up late at night lol! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2954181/ I can only hope that between our hello and goodbye love was there in our lifewhen we met, when we tangled ourselves in each others body though we broke rules and are now the justified foolsit would be so cruel to know there was no love at allPerhaps if there was love he would have stayedhe would hav.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2951791/ Turning on Schitt’s creekAfter a burrata salad and over cooked pasta feastthis is the First Monday where I am glad to be meI feel the gratitude and the grace of being freeeven for the polluted air we breatheWent over to an Asian bakery, Sheng Keegot some goodies and red bean milk teathen I wen.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2951789/ I am learning the lessonsI shop for lovers like I shop for booksI will read the back of you firstthere is no getting naked so quickly in my worldHe has to impress me with his wordshis characterwe are looking for happily ever afterI won’t settle for lessso if its just a physical menuit is no go.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2951724/ always trust yourself. it is never too late http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2951723/ It was the first dateI just wanted to read the first pagehe already read the back of mesaid he wasn’t sure about a 15 year age gapbut we can still be physicalas the spike goes in to the heart of a vampirekilling all the desireI should be Lestat wanting to bite him stillgo in for that crazy kil.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2951722/ He drive us 3 hours to Big Surthe trail to the waterfall is closedas soon as we get to Pfeiffer beach he kisses mehe wants to go in to the ocean deep http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2951721/ I walk on purple sandsandstorm on my faceI want to drown in the ocean seashe just said sit down and watch me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2951720/ i am craving a wafflemaybe it can mask the flavor of reality that is awfulI am just so bummedwhere are you lovewhy is it so hard to findwhy did the universe send the 30 year old guyto bring me to beautiful Big Suronly to say i am not sure about the age gap but we can still be physicalare these the w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2951716/ for all douchebags. i hope you go extinct. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2951658/ just something in my head... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2951653/ In the end we conclude he is just another douchebag in disguiseHe tries to hide under Big Sur sunshinebut with my own eyes I see youTo  my heart I must be truewhat happened to men and guysI can’t settle for youhe said he is not comfortable about the age gap but we could still be physicala.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2951632/ I stare in to the God lightTry to absorb the solar power over the bay bridge skylinewishing for youBut alas he is just my red, white and blueDid the love affair maim him tooHe didnt even know what the word maim meansA lonely creature is meIs this my everlasting destinyI tried to fish for the cute gu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2951388/ I'll watch the sunsetand I forgetyour faceyour embraceThese memoriesThese dreamsFill this empty spaceI stare in to the star wars sceneryWondering if you still think of mewhy did you have to be so fakewhy does this life feel like eternal heartacheI see all our memoriesfloating in the bay beneaththe o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jpfly143/2951382/