http://slow.writerscafe.org/bethwilcox2339 The original writings of author Beth Wilcox en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776149104 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I wanna vanish into thin air.It's been a year since we haven't shown any care. Honesty is honestly the worst thing right now.I still sit here and think of how.How it all went down. We know this is for the best and we have both moved on.But seeing you today made me think of .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bethwilcox2339/679792/ Surrounded by water, here I am, your lil daughter.You walked on this, what it was a shame to have not be a witness. I feel you around me, surrounded by you.I feel your presence and I want you to know that I love you too. You died on the cross, what a tragic lost, but .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bethwilcox2339/678471/ Fingers shaking, heart racing; this is how I feel around you.Cheeks burning, words tripping; I just lost control around you.and now here I am standing in front of you,you can see the hurt in my blue eyes. but you know, you have changed my life.and I don't see how, but I still want y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bethwilcox2339/677963/ "I want what is best for you. 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You said you'd help me and see who you can dobut you just stand in the doorway and tie your shoe. I sit here in the office crying, wo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bethwilcox2339/672031/ You shattered my heart.Broke it in half. All you do is stand there and laugh. I hope you die alone. I hope you feel alone.I hope you go through so much pain that the only noise you can get out is a moan. I'm writing this poem to tell you I'm done with you.And all t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bethwilcox2339/672005/ I still wonder if you ever think about me. If you ever look at me in the halls and want to run up and grab my hand like you used to. I still wonder sometimes what went wrong. I wonder on those cold, rainy days that never seem to end. I just lay there, you know? 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