http://slow.writerscafe.org/unique1217 The original writings of author Unique1217 en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776096773 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Little ramble... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/unique1217/1858866/ When there comes yet another time where you realize you have reached a fairly significant bottom and you think it could be worse but then again you can't say that as soon as you do another piece is added and feels like u cannot take anymore at allPeriod. I've just learned you can't think any situati.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/unique1217/1858863/ Disclose the root and dig deeper every which way in the most uncomfortable, skin crawling, ego attacking, challenged so big individually that only few survive sanely maybe with an honest soul reaching.... being only means for hope for maybe another day fighting this fight but this time not alone wit.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/unique1217/1858860/ Event unexplainable to this day I believe was the turning point and trigger for this disease to take a full swing. Our parents make us stay busy because their parents did and so forth but in the 90s is when it seemed to fade out with a large majority following. Growing up in a society where drinking.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/unique1217/1855523/ This part of my journey I have begun more a quest for deeper meaning beyond our universe... Smack dab in the middle of the Bible Belt in 2016 yes still a dry county even... I decide I'm a free spirited hippi from my Cali excursion that here I find myself staring at what may appear as stars some but .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/unique1217/1855522/ For real this time... "Chapter One"Seriously f****n 33 and I'm layin in vibrating Swedish bed completely on its way to collections and attached is gmas SSN of course where my credit card is again maxed out headed for charge off...least of my concerns right now because truth be known sanity is in que.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/unique1217/1855521/ In over my head... Learned over years that simply when we make him or her our higher power or put them before God that is like putting Him on the back burner for when it is convenient... And if one is doing this than more than likely to add onto the sick nonsense the other is doing the sam.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/unique1217/1855519/ A chapterWhy does it always feel like you attract what you do not need Biggest epidemic could be treated in various ways mostly death jail loss of kids mentalIllnesses suicide poisoned relationships loss of self loss of feeling empathy at best very little hope exists Survivors step forward.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/unique1217/1855517/ These will be a series of writings that are mainly free flow writing but in hopes for reaching not just suffering addicts but family and friends of those suffering through these trials. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/unique1217/1855513/