http://slow.writerscafe.org/JadeStone The original writings of author Jade Stone en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776002414 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I'm still thereI can still feel the frosted airThe dank smell of the parking lotThe fear that had settled in my bonesI can still hear myself having a conversation with my friends as we waited for someone, anyone to come out of the storeAnd the chill when someone finally didHow my heart s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JadeStone/2076895/ I don't think it's kicked in yetThe fact that I'm a freshman in highschoolThe fact that there's so muchI don't know about myself And the world.And yes I'd like to believe that I doBut I don'tAnd maybe one day I'll accept the factThat in only 14 and that Sadness and Regret arent t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JadeStone/2058678/ When I'm alone everything's differentI take off my armor and let myTrue colours be lightened up by the starsThen and only then will I let the tearsRun freely down my cheeksThen and only then do I truly existIn my true formNo armor, No war paint, No maskJust meA little girl who is t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JadeStone/2053875/ I haven't been honestAnd I guess it's because I'm scaredI'm so different from themAnd I'm scared to be aloneI don't love myselfBut I want them to love meSo I put on a mask when I see themI want this to be about themBut it's really about meBecause I don't love the thoughts that .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JadeStone/2045911/ Sometimes I hate what I writeCause it makes me feel like such an attention w***eIt makes me feel exposedLike if you were to strip every piece fleshAnd unlock the ribcage to let out my very beingBut I still feel f*****g fakeAnd maybe it's because this world isn't for meBut I pray that w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JadeStone/2029883/ That one momentThat sliver of hopeThat sometimes makes you think your okLike a dash of of colour on a beautifulBlank canvas.....But you over analyze it,Claw at it when you realizeI don't deserve thisI don't deserve to feel loved by the people around me and it knocks you on your kne.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JadeStone/2018260/ I would give you anything to feelSomething elseSomething other than the emotionsThat surround me like a whirlwindInstead of all these feelings I've Dealt with for years and stillYet to understandBut I wouldn't trade them for anythingIn the worldNot the lingering thoughts of self-ha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JadeStone/2016226/ The sad thing is and no matter howMuch I hate to admit itIt's not your faultI've hid it for so long thatI didn't even have to flick a switch anymoreIt was automaticSo how could you noticeIt's not you it's meI'm sorry it took me so long to realizeYou've tried so hard To make sure .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JadeStone/2014907/ Your words pierce into me like a knife You leave and I break,nails carving into my skin, tears drowning me like a river,body shaking, sobs escaping my throat as I focus on the pain in my hand and not my heart.You left me this way and didn't even notice but that's not a surprise. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JadeStone/2010023/ You look at me and say I've changedBut I didn't You didThe blindfold I've put over your eyesIs finally starting to slipBut the mask I've worn for years Is still on tightIs my facade good enough for youOr do I need a new one. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JadeStone/1998702/ It burns, it burns so bad but I can't Let it out because I'm supposed to be fineI'm supposed to tell a joke to make a Funny face that makes everyone laughBut behind that stupid goofy grinI've painted on my face is something Crying out to you to free me from this Eternal grief but like .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JadeStone/1997352/ I run for the lake but as my foot leaves the ground I see a glass barrier over he water.As I break through glass cuts into my skin I shriek in pain, the water is as cold as ice.I try to reach the surface but the glass in my skin moves leaving me defenceless.As I drown a burning sensation fills.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JadeStone/1992914/ Your piercing green eyes and faded orange hair feel safe, soothing even.They give me comfort from restless nights.Even though no words are spoken in this pin drop silence.I know you see right through me.And I find some odd sense of comfort in that cause no one else can.It's too bad your n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JadeStone/1992219/ This little piece of me None are able to find.Behind all these wallsA monster is hidden behind.It tears and growls itching to come aboutThis burning sensation flutters within me.As I let it out. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JadeStone/1991650/ Story of my secret life. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JadeStone/1990621/ A repeated mistake http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JadeStone/1865807/