http://slow.writerscafe.org/disturbedgd The original writings of author Gerhardus Retief en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776043627 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Lightest of flesh and darkest deeds of shadow,walking amongst us hidden in the borrow.Complete absence of love in the wake of ash,sets the other feelings free accelerated by the lash.Born into blind inhibitions of the nether kind,why even trust into a unfortunate reality that won't mind?Witness a ma.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/disturbedgd/1813297/ Hello darkness eldest of all my friends.I've come to taste your guidance once again.Light has turned it's back on me for the last time.Embodied my eyes with Singing without the tongue of the holy spirit.Screaming in anger without lungs that can be used to soothe so many into eternity.Talking bu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/disturbedgd/890512/ In the back of my mind I can...Trust has grown its own dysfunctional eyes,after the betrayal from under the liar's disguise.Barely even a lifetime's memory eats its way out,deep down that victory is a stinging suicidal shout.Become the stranger nobody can define,yet the murderous natur.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/disturbedgd/677698/ A Bejeweled crown grips manifolded treachery.One wears it from suspended innocence.Irrelevant disbelief hoisted by the leader.Politic devastation seen out of the clover.False "prophet" of our land.Our veins corrupted by your lies.Its a miracle's singularity when society,Doesn't e.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/disturbedgd/677696/ Memories don't lie in the hurricane of a suicide.The questions were asked the answer is clear.Everybody is tinkering on the thought of your pride.Why bury the facts in a useless soul's ear?This blatant masquerade led to the closing of the curtain.But there are so many unread chapters fro.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/disturbedgd/677694/ You see I am a man of simple satisfying taste.Can't let delight be inspired by serviced waste. 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