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Frozen

I don't write much anymore..

Stupid Little Memory

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Title.

I... I have no idea I'll be honest I'm so sorry for this what even is this I think I need to sleep

Days Become Weeks, Weeks Become Months

Day 1,I don't feel anything.Maybe I'm in shock.Yeah, I guess it'll hit hard later.Day 2,I cried for seven hours.I didn't even know that was possible.It stung when the hand that helped me wasn't yours.Day 3,I cried more.My head hurts and my eyes are sore.It's like I can't process what happened.Day 4,..

5 A.M. Again

It's 5 A.M.I'm texting my old friend again,the one who might be dead.I haven't slept and my thoughts are bleeding,and I'm hoping maybe one day she'll say something.I'm not asking for much, just one word or two,because all I want is to hear from you...But at the same time I'm scared,because I'd rathe..

Sitting in the Dark

Yo in all honesty I feel like crap rn

The World Doesn't Always Have to Hurt

Something I wrote over a month ago. December 11th to be exact. As with most of my writing, I wrote it to feel better. I didn't write it with intention of it being good.

Sometimes...

I dunno. A bad poem on what happens when I think back too much. I feel sick inside. I miss some people... but I won't ever get them back.

Drip, Drop

Feels Like

Heartbeat

Did you feel it?

Come Out and Play

I drew the image used for a completely different reason. But it fit, so why not.

The Meaning of "I Love You"

I don't even know if this is a poem or a song. It's just a thing. It exists. It's a message.

Swimming In A Funhouse Mirror

Crying 'Til I Sleep (When A Man Can't Dream)

Eh.

The Words I Couldn't Say

Maybe you'll read this. Maybe this can tell you what I couldn't. I don't have the heart to spit words in your face.

Eye of the Storm

I didn't make it to be good. I just made it to feel better.

A Mirror That Doesn't Reflect

If one were to look into a mirror that did not reflect, they would immediately question the sanity of said act, would they not? I don't know if this is a poem. It's a reflection of my thought.

You Can't Make A Wife Out Of A W***e

I heard the song "Choke On This" by Senses Fail and like the second or third line is "you can't make a wife out of a w***e" which made me think of someone I know. And then this happened.

I don't know 2

I don't know.

Run

...Run. If you keep going, it'll be over soon. Never give up, never stop.

Parenting

I can't figure out what to call it, so I just put Parenting.

Fire

I like fire. Idunno. I didn't think too hard about the title.

I Told You So

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Happy Birthday

eheh... ehhh... le sigh.

Sweet Little Drummer

I tried to write you a song, and I ended up with this. Typed in the car on a ipod, so there's some missing commas.

Amnesia

A story I wrote for a class. Had to rush the ending so the story wouldn't be too long. I'll fix it eventually.

How the World Works (Hypocrisy)

Don't tell me I don't know the way it all works,you show them your scars and they shove you in the dirt,if you're not a fake you're nothing at all;humans are hypocrites, they'll make you take the fall, history repeats itself, every single time,don't even try to lie, hypocri..

Just Kill Me

Soooo how are youuuu? Really? How interesting! Oh, yes. Sounds like a good old time.

I Don't Know (Love You or Hate You)

... yeah. more song lyrics.

Two-Face

... Yeeeee... I have no description. Use your imaginations.

Outlaw

I'm an Outlaw.

May You Be in Heaven Five Minutes Before the Devil Knows You're Dead

May you be in heaven, five minutes before the Devil knows you're dead. Cheers.

Ode to Who Used to Be

Was just thinking of an old friend. People don't seem to realize.. age doesn't matter. When you're pushed and you've no support, you'll crumble. Even kids... RIP, old friend. I miss you... you idiot..

Stuck To You

So that happened...

Chapter 2

Second chapter of An Alternate Reality

Warnings

What you should be aware of before reading this.

beginning quote

"The child becomes sociopathic because the normal development of the concepts of right and wrong and empathy towards others is retarded because of the child's emotional and social development occurs within his self-centered fantasies. A person can do no wrong in his own world and the pain of others ..

Chapter 1

The first chapter of An Alternate Reality.

An Alternate Reality

A story about the mind.

Promises

I worked this off an unfinished song I started writing a few months ago. Uhm. Hi. I was crying while writing this. So if there's mistakes... well yeah.

Pain, Pain, Pain

. . .

The Sad Truth

I wrote this like a year or two ago.

The Man With A Gun

My head hurts so badly...

Bleeding Shadow

Not my usual kind of poem; I prefer free write, not focusing on rhyme schemes. But eh... it's getting real rough in my brain... it's violent, and I'm afraid.

Nightmare Killer

The sleep problems are back...

I Didn't Know You, But...

Suicide is killing your life. Don't be a murderer. Just because I don't know you, that doesn't mean I won't miss you when you're gone. Don't be so selfish. C'mere, I'll give you a hug <3.

Knives, Knives, Everywhere!

Five knives in my heart, fifteen in my back, one right in my forehead and one in my mind. So many knives just stuck right in me... I'll go crawl under a rock and die now.

I don't know...

I DON'T KNOW WHAT THIS IS.

Hello

.... -cough- I thought of someone specific when I wrote this. For some reason that makes me feel embarassed.