http://slow.writerscafe.org/ZeaNorton The original writings of author Zee Norton-Williams en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776007313 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 To say goodbyebut then,to say helloTo say goodbyeit can be cruel.Brutal, horrid and more.To say goodbyeBut thenTo say helloit can be beautiful,terrifying, endearing and great.to say helloButto say hellowhile you say goodbye.Now that's a painnot many will know.It hurts down to your core.it hurts deep.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2882969/ Living with you gone,it's strange,it's different,it's Odd,it's like its hard to see past it. That's what you never understood.you would say,"you can have a life when I'm gone".but my life was you.Every waking moment,it was looking after you,it's all I've Known,all I've done.You expected me to j.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2882968/ I'm nothing specialor that's what I thought,before you kept telling me how special I was.I always thought I was fuckable not loveable..or that's what I was always told.Till you made me see I wasn't.You treated me so kind,so gentle.With respect and love.Till you saw how fuckable,but not loveable...I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2869052/ Pickup the phonecallme, text measkme how my day has beenbeingin limbo with youbetweenlife and deathnotknowing where I belong in your worldinthe in-betweenwhatam I to you?Youbroke my heart before I even gave it to you,slammedit through the wall and bu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2869043/ HereI am again,itsanother 2am night up..withyou on my mind;relivingeverything. Thegood.Thebad;Butthere wasn't much bad,Icant off my mind.Ijust wish you'd text back,thegood was so great... forme.. anyway...ButI guess... not for you?Wellit .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2869039/ You'repiercing blue eyeslook rightthrough me you seeinto my soulyou seeall of meI let youin without even knowing itI'm stilltrying as hard as I can to fight itbut I'm inthe ring with a never defeated championof theheartyou stoleeverything I had locked away.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2869033/ We couldlive a thousand life times in the seconds,I'mstaring into your eyes,happy lifejust me and you,a thousanddreams I wish could come true,but athousand life times why would I need that.when onewould be plenty,if I couldjust have you. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2869032/ silence in your breathabsence of your hearts contemptLack of gravity in your touch Tingles and goose bumps fade to chillsThe warmth of your gaze turned to dark and malice Breathing becomes hollow, out of focus, out of touchHeart beats slower, echos of the racing beats fade to dista.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2857398/ I deserve better I deserve someone who loves meI deserve someone whos able to show and prove that loveI deserve someone who builds me up I deserve so much more I deserve someone who will message me and reply to my messagesI deserve someone who shows me the same respect i show them I de.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2857397/ Id feel free,A weight off my wing,A feather so thin,Falling to the ground, felt so farNow im sprialing.How high you made me sore.With one call you made me fall,A fire ball to the ground.You let go first ,Now i cant hold on.I'll see you again, maybe when i land.Will you pick me .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2857396/ Lovingyou at a distance Oceansapart Worlds away Myheart spread through the vast distance Tornapart and spread so thin Mylife in shambles Youwere the key Nowi have to set you free Withflutters i left to long to keep Aplane so easy yet so fleet http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2843106/ Idfeel free, Aweight of my wing, Afeather so thin, Fallingto the ground, felt so far Nowim sprialing. Howhigh you made me sore. Withone call you made me fall, Afire ball to the ground. Youlet go first, Nowi cant hold on. I'llsee you again.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2843105/ I don't want to die tonight,but god it would be so nice,to not have to try,not have to fight,to not even have to wish.It would be so nice,so peaceful,so bliss http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2843104/ Playwith my heart Pullmy strings Makeme dance and make me sing Foolme with your sweet imbrace Andwatch me bleed Asthe knife you cradle makes me fade Pullme in close make me care Thenas soon as im there Pushme back sit and laugh Asim not even le.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2843103/ My days are so full,my nights so empty.i just need a breakcry, screamRUNi want to leavefly, swim... sink http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2843102/ Wheni say i feel abandoned Idont mean physically left all alone Thatsa easy pain to deal with Havingyou so far is nothing Havingyou not talk to me Notseem to give me your time Likeim a burden you only want to deal with when you have a free moment Idrop eve.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2843101/ Peacefulbliss Sweet serenity Adrawn out breath Anending plea Tranquillitybelow the madness Thecomplete unflappability as waves crash upon me spinning in spiralsdragging me down Dreaming of redemption Payingmy penance Forthis life Gaspin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2843100/ Sometimesi wanna cryScreamand yell Imfighting a fight Awar zone in my mind Itslike world war 3000 Itsnever ending ever growing Theremillions of bodies Allin the shape of me Myvarious embodiments Imcrying a scream out for help .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2843099/ I miscarried a year ago september 9 and again January 11th, i had a lot of issues surrounding both but my last was the worse by far http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2489474/ Im being hunted By the past A past that isnt mineI dont remeber that person You took him away He feel into the blackness The darknessThe never ending hole Inside my mind Inside my heartInside my soul He was stolen from meRight out of my soulRight out of my heartRight out .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2466588/ Types of abuseAbuse is normalized as being hit,attacked, beaten, but the stigma behind that has gone on to longabuse is so much more than JUST being hit.With the violent abuse there's always asign or near enough. You know when they will snap once a pattern hasformed and then it t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2173348/ He destroyed us, i got swallowed hole http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2172433/ The feelings I get when his around The pure chemistryScience thinks it can explain But everything is like a wirlpool Have they ever felt love? If they can they would know it can't be explained away Or captured in a test tubeIt's a feeling that doesn't go away It doesn't start in the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2153639/ Seeing those lines Taking that test I was scared Not scared of my life becoming about another personBut of knowing this person is inside me Growing Using me as a home Then the day came Where fear became so much moreAbout so much more The fear of losing this joyI complained abou.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2142317/ My mind breaking the bounds I've always knownBecoming something... Someone I never saw possibleBreathing as hard as ever, but with every breath a sigh, reliefa feeling of being, not just surviving.Hoping, not just coping.Color and wonder, instead of black and white, endless suffering.Hard .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2117266/ Dear BrainWhy can't you a line yourself with this body Why cant you be like all these girls you see aroundWith a face full of make up that seems to make them feel beautifulTheir fully glossed up lips Their rosey cheeksTheir shaped to perfection eyebrowsDear Brain why can't you put on .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2098364/ This is the fight someone with Anxiety will go through when in a relationship they sometimes won't say anything, they'll keep it to themselves and just obsess. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2098362/ All these things that make us who we are, the things any 'cis' person would love to have,and be lucky for, our curves, out voice, our hair, our whole look, they'd love to have it and think we should too.They'd look beautiful with it and don't get me wrong we do too but it's just no.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2092327/ My inner demons are coming free,Breaking their bounds; Breaking my strength.Day by Day a little more, they grow so quickly.Invisible to the eye, hiding in my mind.Eating me alive. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2089420/ An oceanAn open canvas But thenAn open casketYou wasn't taught beaty You didn't see loveAn ocean of magic to take you awayAn ocean of freedom you madeYou should have seen the wondersThe ocean, the world Exploring the wonders Not jumping down Sinking deep Your heart crus.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2089419/ Have you ever tried so hard; So hard not to do something every fiber in your been is telling you to do?Imagining it over and over, and over, feeling, seeing it, all over the place;in every inch of your body.Places you didn't know you could feel without running your hand over it.Imagining a knif.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2075404/ Tonight I had a big panic attack and instead of following it down the rabbit hole I opened my laptop and wrote till it was over. This is how it felt the thoughts through my head. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2067366/ Maybe the truth lies in what you write, and what you read or maybe its just looking through someone else's eyes. A secret hidden can only be hidden if those who see it chose not to believe http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2065587/ Some time there's not stories just moments,moments that last a lifetime.Memories we can't share because to there's all they are is a mental image.one they can't fully form.A memory they can't bring to words.Just a fleeting moment without a meaning,feelings without reason.A dream kept inside the stem.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2053056/ Anxiety..Waking up from the fifteen minute sleep you was so lucky to get, a cold, hard sweat,your body shaking from the cold,yet your heating is on fullsweating threw blankets, sheet after sheet,anyone would think it was a small childs bedding.pleading, praying although you do not believe in th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2010696/ INeed to know Whythe world turns round so slowly Leavingme to think Maybe, justmaybe Theworld can go faster AndI can go slower Foronce in my life Ican start a new fight Leada new life.Inthe end I'll fight for youLeadthe .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2009091/ Theday you disappear babywill be the best AndI won't regret it Theday you disappear from here Theday you go Theday you manage to Theday you manage to be without me Willbe the day I celebrate Theday I pray to,Theday I'm out .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2009089/ Holidayplace:Holidayfun Onlyjoy Livelong Indestructibledream Amazingsites Yesthem all Peopleliving Lovinglife Anywherehere Continuousdreams Endlesslight http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2009088/ WaitingFor Daybreak: Waitingfor the time to startForsmiles of those who wake so smallWaitingfor the day to startFormorning rise Thesun rising Themost beautiful siteThetime you see never stops Butit’s closer to its stopForevery s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2009087/ TheTime You: Thetime you held me in your armsThetime you told me be strong Fightthe world for us to stayThetime you told me you’d never let me walk awayThetime you told me you’d never leave my sideThetime you told me I’ll be fine Th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2009086/ TheSea Side Poem; Hearthe sound of moving feetApiter patter on the roofWindblowingRaindrops splashing on the roofFallingdown the windowsillWinterwinds seeping throughThesnoring sounds as dawn approaches Theroaring seaThesplashing tides .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2009084/ Another really old one. I recently found quite a few oldies http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2009083/ This was written a long time ago and I changed the name from you make me happy to you made me happy because the person its about did but then he stopped and once you stop you cant just pick up again. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2009082/ Tearsfalling: Tearscrawling down her faceHesits there watching Thepain he causes Shecould see Shechose to ignoreShewished what she thought Wasjust to be a miss read thought Shesat there with tears crawling Downher face one by on.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2009081/ Jetblack gaze:Ilost hope with every breath I took Andnow I take one more look Tooforget the pain you made, Thethings you took with that yet black look Withthe jet black glaze You gave to me Shouldhave known from that stare Thatyou were just.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2009080/ Fromtime to time:Fromtime to time I see the light Andevery now and again I see your face Butthen your gone Youfade away Whycan’t you just stay. Thingsgo on in your head Thoughtsspringing over head Butthoughts Flyingi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2009079/ Unknown:Thefeelings unknown, Theactions unseen,Theemotion not to be heard, Thewords you hide, Even from yourself, Amystery I wish to solve, Apain I wish to break. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2009078/ I'mgoing to fight for you Butonly if you fight for me tooI'mnot in this solo Soyou better know. I'monly fighting if you fight too I'monly working if your working too ButI'm not doing it all for you Soyou better know that's true. Myhea.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2009076/ I'mliving with daffodils Walkingmy way through life Tryingto find my way ButI can't walk another day Without you telling me Babyit will be okay Babyit will be okay I'mliving in this world everydayIsee the wonders all around. But.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2009075/ Spillmy heart out Letmy feelings known Hidingthe fear is my normal rout Butwith you I let it out Don'thate me Don'thurt me Don'tleave me Ididn't mean to hurt you Ispoke my mind Youdidn't want me to hide them http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ZeaNorton/2009074/