http://slow.writerscafe.org/mum The original writings of author mum en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776215579 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I've created a monster and I don't know how to stop her she use to stay within the linesI've created a monster can't hold her back for much longer it's all roses till you pull the blindsI fueled the monster not knowing what could come you ignored the monster and th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/2039534/ she's so overwhelmed and the sentences won't form can't storm together words He feeds the beast and she needs moremore than seconds she needs thirdsHe's hers tucked away in someone else's bed she plays scenarios in her headwondering if he's playing dead&n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1953721/ He only wants her in doses like thorns with no roses I don't know if she can snort anymore of your bullshit with bloody noses giving her advice like you actually know who she is I've never seen someone run so fast we were kids having kidso but she admires you .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1908465/ If i could drain the fluid away from your heartI'd lay it out upon canvas and display it as art confuse who you are open the wound where feeling used to be and play your veins like a guitar tease the feeling f**k emotionthen store them in a jar forget to love .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1890832/ If I could draw you in a picture I would draw you on a lakeIn a heaven that's fake where the dirt is white and the s**t taste like cake once your out of your skin there's nothing at stake a forbidden region where questions don't need answersthe only feeling is rapt.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1890820/ There's no denying me I've lived in society where the birds are bums and flowers run hide from the heat its like we are on repeat and the path we want to follow is uncommon with our feet this tune is another beat and you are something else your like .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1887445/ She defines all things impossible and clarity response if only you understood the bond that leaks through her reason I'll find my strength within her put together with perfection flawless hesitation now I'll never be alone wrong decisions are corrected an.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1887442/ I'm surrounded I'm bursting at the seams their screamslike missile sirens defining killing silence I just want to be me I'm grasping at the hollow darknessit mocks me I'm surrounded inches from drowning just throw me a fucken linereassure me it's not wast.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1887431/ I'll never tell her you quit calling I'll never make her wonder I will never tell her when its her complexion she questions I'll speak lightly hold her tightly I'll show her its okay to give into cryI'll never false fill her or hold you to blame I'll keep it h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1884006/ It's the bitter taste underneath your tongue the way she studies your every move till you have noneor how you avoid confrontationit's admiration lets not give into hesitation and go blindly having nothing to lose lets stand still for a century let life run by me I'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1883898/ Never mistake a boy for his age open the door to his cage no point in giving into rage when there is a little one to raise hollowed out by the sweet complex inebriated with overdue sexalways stay mysterious never let him know whats next clutch his undeveloped spine.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1883879/ off the top of my head... ready. set . go http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1883685/ I took the chance you could love me imperfect qualities look at us from afar then we are found in the distance I knew within an instant the words are hard to find because I live outside the mind beyond unexplainablesensations unreal when i would feel your.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1883461/ I could hear you breath a life time even if its only now don't ask me how just say yesfind forever in the death of things I don't want to be left lingering take the words I singI believe we were already there pretend smiles and facades for days I gave up kings and .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1883457/ Its a vision within a dream the truth you could expose for me your hands are just a memory bring me back to life...let the pressure not decline your pores are open we are just a pass of time I am captured inside a rapid feel of desire  and need calculate .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1882009/   I hate the silence between us because your lips perspire to tell the truth I hate that the silence is you a hundred objects neglected related in the room I love that i am the last one you consume a safe place to run toobut if you only knew the demon ins.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1881987/ Its almost perfect but my lungs won't expand mutilating fragile creatures is something nature never understands flaws occur in mid translation killing live conversation its not polite to die in public hang on to the script in the end I'm sure you'll love it&nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1881930/  I no longer want to lay in bed beside him our emotions no longer connect constantly injected with false promise now I am sickI've struck a point where memories no longer stick and not even bath water could sooth meits hard enough for me to turn my back because i still .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1881923/ This is for the not paying attentions and the miss communications for the past wishing it never took place this is for the stupid b***h that said second chances were a must this is for the a*****e that didn't get enough this is for the ignorance that never meant to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1881699/ YOU can pretend it doesn't hurt you hide the sensation, tucked away paint your mornings perfect only she knows their grey what would your body say ?relapsing one time over another your a story bare of its cover and you'll never love her she showed you what it was t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1881682/ You'r so perfect when your blurry beyond beautiful boundariesi can bare to be bound like two allied countries you stand in front of me and speak a language i could recognize tuck away all the need to apologize its flawless for the moment a passage of power to begin the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1881666/ Your movements have left me speechless the words have gone far from me still at times you are hard to believe i often wonder what your laugh will be like and if your cries will destroy me if you will be as open minded as i wished to be you will be beautiful be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1881650/ he said she was a porcelain dollher face already painted on her touch frail and thincolored the perfect shade of skinbut what he did not knowis that she was hollow from withinshe was not built to love him he placed her nice and high something for him to admire he never even thoug.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1881605/ I am never present to watch her kiss the suns beamthe only glimpse she receives is me deep concentrated in a dream you only remind meof why I chose to leave why my muscles were soar from all the kick and scream and just when I thought it was all false steamI am bro.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1881557/ Somewhere around the world there is a boy and a girlwho's souls believe they cant exist without each other somewhere around the world he is sleeping aloneand so is she making body figures with cold pillows and sheets mimicking the sound of his breath there is .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1879281/ I thought the baby doll dress had been stored little voices reaching out, ignored I stand alone but floored that you could take me back there I'm here like the cable guy installing fear the pig tales reappear my baby eyes swell nightmares show and tell theirs no one to talk about silence the shout t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1878931/ He's brokenand the pieces lay scattered unaware he is shattered he can't see that he's broken he's blind to the tare within his soulthe way you love him has him convinced he's whole if he only knew the tollhis brokenness takes turns your tears into lakes you want to make him better but...he's broken.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1878881/ you were dead but appeared a vessel so alive a million days gone a tale of you and Inight surrender to the sky just two ships passing byyou rode the violent waves like there was no sacrifice no wonder you were taken by the tide night losing to the sky the most awkward  goodbye I'm no .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1878488/ Read me like..like your on chapter ten even though you know what happensin the end lets not pretend that you haven't forgotten I was once your favorite travel you held my spine in place while I listened to you babble say you've memorized me the syllables leave your lips I'm afraid they're gone but a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1878381/ Dear Intoxication I apologize in advance if this conversation travels fast but... I have a lot on my mind and I don't think Ill be kind you have stolen a lot of good memories and made moments badyou've  made me want to take moments back you've  turned so many of his days black and I don't .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1878053/ It's been ten yearsand the wound is as current as tonight's evening news as permanentas my tattoosI asked why till I was no longer amused this wound makes memories vaguesteering clear of your name like it was the only plague it made us as kids center stage I was young the mention ofa father figure s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1878047/ I remember a time ...when your wall was too high to climbwhen the world for you was an endless tide I would sit outsideand wonder if you were fineI would wonder if you were alive...I could hear the screams and the feel of the steam from your engines pushing so hard trying to cover the scars I rememb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1878023/ two strangers who happened to collidefrom opposite sides off track polished memories never given back THIS IS THE WAY ITS SUPPOSE TO BE ME KNOWING YOU YOU KNOWING MEagendas often scattered distance barley matters I know what you mean shoulders kept warm across miles and cold streets THIS IS THE WAY .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1877636/ she's a beautiful tornado headed my way nothing on her agenda just distruction in her day eyes filled like storms hearts that can't conformshe's sad hollow expectationscarried on legs unsteady she spirals out of control for the truth but she's not readyshe's the most be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1875993/ I can feel your heartbeat thru the palm of my hand the kind of excitement no butterflies would understand movements within months before your freeI hold onto the sensation wonder if you'll look like me pure and protected from the world that awaits no rush to make an entrance let my body keep you saf.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1874420/ I've been stuck in the past for far too long and it stingstied up in your lyrics waiting to see what they bring forever hesitated to see if you'd remember the little girl we created watched summers turn to December I'm afraid your voice could demolish my wallmy vision is blurred I feel I could .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1874379/ She sings a songall day long don't get her wrong she's involved partially dissolved because she fell in love behind the beautiful barricade watching fist fulls fade away while he has it made confuse her song for pain she sings a song feeling something so wrong maybe too involved she cant escape now .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1874377/ Lets say the feeling never disappears and when my poetry is awakened only you can hearlets say that our love was premature and unkindin the mix of growing up we ran out of time lets say that your sorry and that I can forgive thousand days between we found a way to live lets say we ended up wher.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1874374/ You kept me down but inspired like a forest fire burning everything in its path 10 years later and I can still do the math and you've got me childhood dreams not so distant it seemsbut every time we reminisce I'm bursting at the seams just let go and watch me travel down stream your fingertips were .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1874339/ She waits upon an empty bench ...with palms stained red from clutching the hearts on the fence messages sent that keep her in suspense ...she waits...where they use to come together moving mountains in s**t weather entangled in the air promising forevermaybe a forever that was never theirs to give s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1874044/ His verbs had me slipping like a fallen queen taking EVERYTHING but little does he know I've buried his "i love yous" and his kisses have been old news he found me on a clean slate devoured me right off his plate and as I am buying his charade he tells me to wait... but little does he know.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1874031/ Easily forgotten like the April rain covet me with one liners but no truth can you sustain so what if poetry lives within you and its lost outside your void the pain is overwhelming when I know I'm being toyed constructed conversations built with stolen time spoke sweet things but hushed your tone a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1874028/ She greets him in the doorway promptly at 7 p.m. awaiting his arrival welcoming him in cookie cutter evenings scheduled goodnight kiss she gets lost in the ceiling making sure nothing was missed alone with the darkness sleeping but not sleep he gave her the security and she still can't count sheep m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1874023/ Look at where we've ended up under sunken eyes and responsibility blurred reflections empty nights, miss guided personality clay made smiles getting you by fake to keep pushing tear ducts that are dry house wife apron neatly pressed and creased muted dinner table uninterrupted souls who feast look a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mum/1874020/