http://slow.writerscafe.org/myowndreams The original writings of author myowndreams en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776037633 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Maybe I'm just naive. Maybe my view of the world and how it should be stems from a life I've lived before this one, in a time period that nurtured souls and treasured hearts. I think that's only a world I've created in my mind, because it doesn't seem to exist beyond my imagination. I dream of conve.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/myowndreams/1417400/ More journaling, I suppose. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/myowndreams/785680/ ~ 8/17/10 The butterflies in my stomach gather around to tell their story, as if they know something my heart doesn't. I always find it difficult to decipher my instincts from my anxiety, so I'm not sure what it all means this time. I watch myself slip into a black hole, falling into t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/myowndreams/766750/ I long for the late nights and wee hours of the morning I poured my soul onto the page, as if the words came from some higher entity, not giving a thought to where they came from or why. Now, my mind is my worst enemy. It's critical of everything I say or do and punishes me for mistakes and lap.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/myowndreams/766746/ I really want to start writing again. I remember five-six years ago writing until 3am or being woken by my heart that so desperately needed to speak. Now, whenever I try to open myself up, my mind gets in the way. It tells me my words are not enough, I'll always be inferior to those who .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/myowndreams/766692/ I don't want to believe the world is selfish, but I never come across anything real. Others around me have fulfilling relationships, and I continue to ask myself why I can’t even find anything substantial or why nothing ever finds me. I've been told I wasn't taught how to function in the world.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/myowndreams/684533/