http://slow.writerscafe.org/Lifeforce The original writings of author Pebbles en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776039371 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Some where between now ,yesterday and tomorrow I lost my way Fell short Took the wrong turning You name it I did just that Running for an escape But I never managed to get away Myself was only one foot behind Or maybe one foot ahead Which ever way you want to look at it I couldn't get away And .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/1340284/ You held me closer to your  skin than felt comfortableCome on we are only passing strangers There's no need for all these niceties Pass me a cigarette and be gone with youThe moon is high and I'd rather be alone with my thoughts of who you might of been Sober for a change I wipe your sweat.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/1340274/ Funny how life takes you to places Where people write upon your soul They show you themselves in colours so true Then stamp their feet like toddlers out of control *In valleys so deep I found my heart He stood there arms wide open He had been waiting such a long time And yet never faltered in his.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/1340270/ I knew when I woke up this morning   That I wanted to do something special I wanted to entice you   And your taste buds seemed the perfect place to start I told you dinner would be at 6   You said Fine love now I'm going to be late for work   I have a late .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/1340268/ Go figure The writing on the wall is so clear But still you fail to hear the warnings That swirl around that confused mind of yours Newspaper print simple You left your mind behind whilst Contemplating your next agendaShould of been easy to understand It was there right in front of youOpen your eyes.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/1340264/ Etched within reason I knew the truth But decided to ignore it all the same Don't try to sway my opinion I'll nod my head Smile And move towards the back Yep your opinion counts But I'm not interested It bores me I'm fundamentally proud whatever that means But hey I watched them plant a willow tunne.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/1340262/ I walked away from feathered pillowsWith what i thought was a new understanding of self When now I find myself longing for a new understanding Because what I thought I knew Has changed The pattern doesnt fit the slot The thinking doesnt fit my heart And my soul is left aching For fea.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/1055507/ Rosie held the vanilla envelope in her shaking hand.The familiar handwriting, the subtle fragrance of musk, the one smell he knew drove her wild.Rosie knew this letter would arrive one day soon, but she wasn't sure she was ready to hear Eathen's heart broken words. The heartbreak she had left him wi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/792024/ In my darkness There are no cracks No rays of light Trying to peek through Only helpless moments A shadow of the one I knew before Looking back I know I lost myself long before I even noticed The look on your face When meeting by chance Says a million nothings To a man that has forgot.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/791946/ some souls have met before im sure of it or maybe they are yet to meet im not sure its just a feeling .....lily this is for you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/790253/ I must leave alone these soothing words before addiction becomes my friend and I end up living in shadows that belong to another man, When evening comes and i find myself alone within  myself.Children sleeping,cat by the fire, that warms not only our hearts but our toes and our souls  .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/790240/ Somewhere between insanity and perfection Lies the truth The wise look inwards The shallow skirt over the surface of what’s real The fool pretends it just isn't happening The addict reaches for another escape for they don't want to understand their painful existence The lovers wrap themselves .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/788941/ In which realm does love lie Quietly waiting for the dawn Come forth from the minds ofSmall  minded fractured individuals  Who in fact have never felt the pain But life fragmented them with its greed Such a shame Such a good family Yet still Maybe they justed loved too.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/788937/ Stop your wollowingPeople comeand go'I will tell you a story my son come sit a while' An old wise sage once said to me 'life is nothing but a lesson'But sir i said 'I am lonely and need a friend to keep me companyA lover to hold me tight A wife to call my own'He looked deeper into .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/788898/ SOMETHING HAPPENED As i walked behind him I felt the uncontrollable urge To DANCEYep right there IN THE MIDDLE OF THE STREET  He was whistling SNAPPIN HIS FINGERS  to a tune playing inSIDE his head Oh but i could hear it FLOWING THROUGH MEMy shoes seeming to tap in just the right way Seemi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/788382/ She wants to feel the softness of feathers upon the tips of her toes  Reaching out for comfort that will surely comeCaresses the moments before midnight With suger kisses so sweet Like honey coated forgiveness She smiles into her lovers eyes of crystal dew Beyond Her sences reeling Twirling, da.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/788324/  Suspended momentsAnimated life frames And I held my hands high and prayed for rain to Come and hide mine tears For it has been so long now And still pain drives deep the sword of love I Hold fast One day she may journey back to where we left our hearts For now Another man holds tight the love .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/788069/ Delivered with an hour of numbness I wander round these words Some verging on insane Some meraculious discoveries of truth And some just painful reflections ~And i feel nothing Drained I need to hide Afraid of this person Sitting silently Running in circles She is the one who holds their heads up to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/785363/ I am but a moment of understanding Within the vast void which we call life I am meerly here to try to understand Who I am Within tear drops we  find sadness But also hope Within the storm our thirst is quenced And once more we stand FreeSurely true freedom is the ability to travel the ups and d.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/783505/ Sitting on the edge of reasoning I wander through corridors i dont believe to be my own How did I stumble once again into this cavern The damp walls clingingly Holding me unreleasedThe darkness holds memoriesThe ones I placed carefully Out of sight Out of mind There is music in the distance Some tun.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/783463/ Within that twisted mind she stands alone Waiting for the winter of her sorrows to end Long ago She wept for a freedom she couldnt find Behind his misted green eyes of jealousy He lost her Way before she lost herself A moment before madness took hold She held him and smiled She had.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/782485/ Behind that smile There is something he doesnt want you to see Or maybe he does Maybe he is screaming to be heard Behind the iron mask of humour He bestows upon himself It has been hard for him to read his own words Of life gone wrong In humour he found A voice A way to excape the madness ins.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/782480/ I laid out the first dead boby  on christmas eve I got my first beating the same night F**k was that a good un I sat out side while others enjoyed the warm It was easy I wanted to be cold Sometimes i would hurt myself Just so it hurt worse than what you could do Heated ir.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/782475/ She looks out the window at the rooftops  and the warehouse Such an ugly place With ugly memories She looks down on her child Playing with her toys on the rugShe smiles  Taking a keep sake from the drawn She holds it to her heart The small bound book So old now .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/782469/ What can I possibly say about this place?Colddarkno...I mean how can I manage to make you see and breathe what I am seeing and breathingThe stench from the factories fills my nosethe fumes filling my lungs and confusing my senses at least when I smoke a cigarette it's my choiceI gr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/782468/ She waits for the clock to pass the hourShe always loved this time of dayA silent moment before chaos took overthis moment in time she knows she'll missCarolcos thats her nameI think it's importantDeath is so finalShe always thought it would be differenther deathBut the time is rightno more p.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/782466/ Without your battle scar's would you have been Without the pain you’re holding in Enter the poet Young man old and story toldA million dreams crashed upon the shores A hundred maidens laid to rest A child in arms you’ve done your best Now to walk the life of a poetBeen .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/782462/ Sleep not for demonstred Where today I forgot to be wise and now dreams crumble and friends leave confusion becons but I fall from myself unable to hold on but knowing something will break and put this right Sleep willnotcome and my eyeshurt fromthe light Angels please hold me the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/782460/ To touch the hand of fateWithout being afraidTo touch the lightTo hold youIn my armsWithout fear of rejectionTo sweep you awayWith my loveBut to know you intend to stayTo journey towards my soulKnowing what i find thereWill be worth the painTo caress your frail browTo tell the truthof how i feel wit.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/782450/ As knives scratch the surfaceI try to excape this madness that wants to come forth and spit vile crapThe inpronouncable fury that I feel inside what a fool I've been to trust in words of kindness what a bloody fool to fight a cause that can only shoot me down when it has won I'd beg forgiv.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/782448/ I found myself lying cold and bare On the floor Next to the sink The one in which you were sick in on new years eve I found I could barely believe that time had wandered down corridors Which left me behind Screaming for comfort I hold onto the coldness Like marbel burning cold against my breast I fo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/782413/ I wish my name really was pebbles I wish I never had to wear  shoes because the earth below my feet would be so soft there would be no needI know you shoe girls out there are breathing deeply No shoes What a thought I wish I lived by the sea And everyday I would feel the magnetic force Which be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/781689/ I held your dream within my poetic mind I saw it standing freely With nothing between the lovers Except the breeze of a summers warm night For just a moment I saw you there Holding on to something Worth more than the beauty Of the setting sun And a jealousy waved over me As though i was spying o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/781678/ When red turns To a subtle shade of purple Which in turn Holds me in wanting Afraid to give in Give up But the feeling of failure Is runing through Every vein in my body Ive gone from Angel to demon in just 30 seconds How did it happen The buttons have been continually Pressed Over and over Again an.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/776168/ I have a secret which I can never share With another I have the secret that would change the worlds of people who don't quite understand the way I think Do I understand Im not sure Its not so black and white anymore Love Love comes and goes Love Comforts for a while then leaves Us dissatisfied Yearn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/775692/ If i run really fast Maybe i'll be able to catch up And maybe just maybe If i run really fast I'll catch up with where I left off yesterday So I pull on my blue jeans Dam the buttons I button up and look around in a hurry for Something to slip on my feet Hell I'm not going to catch up with myself&nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/775237/ Tiny feet So sweet within meaning So lost within the tide of life Sweet heart forgetting to breatheAnd as sadness surrounds them Stay close Tiny feet of comfort Within this madness There will no meaning No softness No smells of purity on sheets of silk Lay thee down on feathers and clouds Lay thee d.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/775228/ Holding tight to a dream one minute The next I see it slipping from my grasp Alone on this cobbled ground Forgotten and forsaken By the one whos love I desire Crumpled feelings of misplacement Uncomplicated in the moment turned to nothing but confusion To hold the hand so tender in this moment of de.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/769493/ Tears fall like raindrops Cascading down my cheeks Running unstoppable  Life feels so hard If its not one thingIts another Someone always ready to Nibble you to pieces in the hope That you may just give in Well my tears may be wet, but they dont show my weakness They are a release of my strentg.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/759637/ THE BOYComes home from school To his mother who is crying Cos fists have been flying Alone in her weakness She cant think past the pain She once was a beauty Too good for this man His Father is yelling throwing life in her face She was a beauty Now she's his disgrace The house it is dirty Soaked.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/758423/ There's an armchair Dressed in red It used to seat only the best But now the cat resides Where Mary used to dwell The cat misses Mary And her familiar smellWalking through her moments Treasured diaries tell Of lovers lost Never keeping all that she desired To keen to be alone With her cats for compa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/754100/ I stop still Frozen in time where did it go And will I ever get it back Sometimes I feel like a lier A fool playing at falling over Unable to excape the twist of fate The bloodyminded confessions If you just stop You can sometimes hear my heart beat Or the ticking of the clock Or the lies running ar.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/754047/ The day you get to look into my soul Will be the day you get to know the truth of all things Within me is the power Listen carefully to the sounds I vibrate and mimick my actions Until they become your own You can also be Master Unto your own desires Master To all that you create Master To no man Ot.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/750294/ Its the Summer of 1979 Its been a long time coming I guess But I hadn't realised There was anything wrong It was hard Being a girl Going up to comp Without a mum I sort of reject you I rejected everyone Decided if my mum didnt love enough to stay or take her with me Then really how much of a person .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/750179/ The anxiety inside her stomach was becoming ever noticable.She was anxcious about every thing today from the moment her feet touched the floor with good reason, she  knew today was going to be one of the worst, so she had to make a decition and fast.She hurried down to make a coffee, Kelly woul.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/749851/ If I gave u a blank canvas Would you desire That I label it withLove Set your heart on Fire Would you allow me to love as I please Or are your desires numbered With the colours that tease Hold on to the moment when hand touches face Nestle right in This is numbered with grace Scarlett on silver as s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/749237/ I found a dream you think you can steal it I found where i belong Please don't shut me out It took a long winding path to find this place Move these stones and rise this flag Why is it wrong to want more than I have Im searcing for the end of the rainbow Its almost in sight See over the hillsYou can.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/749231/ The darkness of the shadows Holds me back from myself In this moment I become again that which i detest The crawling insects Within my spine feed hungrily Nourishing on my misunderstood youth Why were you so cruel Silken being Slither onwards I have no use of your meloncoly ways Hatched from your eg.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/746833/ In dreamingU find a doorway Past all the noise of the streetsAnd the work and the hellOf another bad dayYou build dreams full of magicSo much they seem real Spreading through your worldTo distroy the decayTo refresh your sences in a placeWith no bounderiesAll can be achievedWith just .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/746810/ When I look upon the golden threads thatLay upon the sunrise I see you there between the days that sleep and rest Beauty rejoices in the glory of lifes empier Be your heart free to seek yonder valleys in which you have spent your youth Journey through the moments that bind you to the earthBe your so.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lifeforce/746793/