http://slow.writerscafe.org/samurai212 The original writings of author samurai212 en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776063726 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 This is the last place I wanna be,Sitting at home all alone,Upon my front porch,Ready to shed some tears.I'm all alone,In this empty house,I hold myself,As I lay and tremble.I can't stand the pain,Of having no one,I seem left behind,As everyone else seems so happy.Life is such sweet sorrow,The suffe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/samurai212/735528/ An addiction is building,The torment of not seeing you,The pain of not hearing you,I am becoming love sick,You are my addiction,I close my eyes and see you,Among a crowd of people I hear your voice,Every second I can't speak to you,My heart slowly withers away,You are my addiction.You have a better .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/samurai212/698447/ The world is filled with hatred,The darkness is slowly taking over,We must fight to be free.We must bring fourth a new world,A world with joy and happiness,We must fight with the power of light.Expel sadness and suffering,Banish hatred and anger,Defeat pain.The world is turning to chaos,We must ri.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/samurai212/698443/ You are my angel, You are my beautiful princess, You are my glorious queen, You are my beloved partner. You are my angel, You are as beautiful as a sunrise, You are as magnificant as a summer morn', Your as bright as the shinning sun. You are my angel, Your skin is as soft as satin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/samurai212/698440/ What a beautiful suicide, The night skies so dark, The stars shine brightly, Tonight I'll make my mark. What a beautiful suicide, With a knife next to me, Alone in my room, How good shall this be. What a beautiful suicide, I'd already planned, Alone in silence, Nothing could be mor.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/samurai212/698438/ Suicide, suicide wishing I were dead, Suicide, suicide deep in my head, Suicide, suicide cutting my wrists, Suicide, suicide I am so done with this. Two days, two days let until I die, Two days, two day till the last tear I'll cry, Two days, two days until I am all gone, Two days, two days .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/samurai212/698437/ Suicide, No one understandsSuicide, No one cares, Suicide, Just end it tonight, Suicide, So no more pain can come my way, SuicideTo make the world happy, Suicide, You know I want to, Suicide, You know it's the only way out, Suicide, You know it will make everyone happy, Suicide, It's the only way yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/samurai212/698436/ I use to be sane, Oh I remember those days, Such a nice easy life. But then down hill it went, The abuse came, and pain shortly followed, Then a little later the sorrow came. After the stuff I have suffered, I don't know if I can call myself sane, I don't even think I am very stabl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/samurai212/698434/ I need love, To feel wanted, I need to feel protected. Feel safe in the arms of another, Risk getting heart broken, But able to trust that won't happen. Do you exist, Are you out there, Save me from my trouble. Save me from my nightmares, Hold me close and comfort me, lay .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/samurai212/698432/ As time goes by, Looks shall fade, Flaws appear, Skin sags. Looks fade, They don't last forever, It never seems to last, No matter how hard we try. We have products and machines, To slow down the process, But in the end, Looks never last. Looks fade, Our hair thins out, It.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/samurai212/698431/ Sometimes life seems to short, We abuse what we have, The moments we thought, Would last forever, Seem to slip from our hands. The people we love, Seem to slip away with time, Our desires and dreams, Seem to drift away, To a place that can't be found. Life is to short, To live with.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/samurai212/698429/ The blood in my vains runs cold, My heart slows the beating, The brain stops thinking. A body that stops trying, A mind that stops working, A soul that has stopped caring. Life sometimes seems so pointless, Unless you have something to fight for, What if the love of your life hurts.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/samurai212/698428/ Times are hard, Where I cry myself to sleep, Where I miss you so much, That I feel as if I'm fading. If we fade, Let's fade to the past, When times were fun and easy, I love you but can't bare to lose you. You are the angel of my life, You keep me safe from harm, You guide me back .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/samurai212/698426/ If I lose control, I lose a piece of me, I lose my sanity, I lose my mind. Then what is left, A heart without control it will give in, I need to know what to expect, Know how to prepare. If I don't have control, I have nothing left, Nothing to try for, With out control I have nothi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/samurai212/698425/ It means more to me then living, I love it over anything, It helps me through life, It keeps me warm at night. If I don't have control, There is to much to risk, To much of a chance to be be hurt, A chance of getting broken. In relationships I need control, I can't leave anything t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/samurai212/698424/ I'm in my room, In darkness and cold, I am thinking of committing suicide. I'm always alone, And never having any fun, I'm thinking of committing suicide. I run away from home, I'm no where to be found, I'm thinking of committing suicide. I have a knife in my hand, And thi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/samurai212/698423/ Love, What it takes to be happy, What it takes to feel at ease. I love you, Sometimes I want to wrap my hands around your neck, Yet other times I want to wrap my hands around your waist, Then press my soft lips to yours. Sometimes you stress me out, Making me want to put  a re.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/samurai212/698421/ Here I am, By your side, Holding on, For the ride. It was such a high, A drug to fly. Yet now I dive, A loss of life, Ready to die. You were a knife in the back, You were a pain I felt. Nothing but a witch, Nothing but a pain in my heart. You were nothing.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/samurai212/698420/ Filling my head with lies, Thinking they are truthful, Am I just a game to you, Simply wind me up and let me go, Do you like playing me, What am I a stupid fool. Falling for your tricks, I thought you were the one, Someone worth living for, Making the world go round, It was the past, And al.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/samurai212/698419/ As dark breaks the dawn, The knife breaks my skin, I feel alone, In this cold world. Such pain I feel, Suffering from a broken heart, It is so painful, I can't stop crying. Why must I endure this, My eyes burn from crying, My wrists bleed from cutting, As the blood trickles from my.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/samurai212/698418/ Being alone as always, This pain is consuming me, No one to care for me, In this empty world alone. This darkness is all I feel, All that I can see, It makes me want to go, To die and say goodbye, To everyone that ever cared. I feel so alone, Late up at night holding myself, Well I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/samurai212/698417/ A true love story http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/samurai212/697902/ A daily life http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/samurai212/697870/