http://slow.writerscafe.org/PandaPeaceful The original writings of author PandaPeaceful en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776086397 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15             Upon thatwillow treeI find myancestorscarved in,It wastranquilWind~interlockingwith strandsof my brown hair,I whispernonsense,hoping myhellosreceive repliesfrom soulslong passed. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/2151021/ I have a fascination withall things love,Daydreams constructing expectationsand a daily need for a thing whichI have yet to experience,It's an obsession which hasevolved into a fear ~Fear of a broken heart,of a lonely life,of distracted dreams.~ Funny my ability tooverthink. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/2150588/ Time I find, is fascinating,able to remind youof failures longpassedRegardless, I question whether my future unhappiness will derivefrom failed dreams,Perhaps I'm being delusional, perhaps it's the sweet pessimism lingering on my tongue.  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/2150478/ Oh, the power of words,Ain't that right, sugar?How they travel down a page, beautiful,don't you think?Remember that night,in 1983 when we crossedthe lake, smiling fromear to ear?How you read each vowel,each consonant, each sound,with a gleaming glee?Don't you remember, sugar?Oh, silly me,&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/2115547/ There he was,A brush in hand, A palette in the other,A vision in sight,And I, his muse,Moving I mustn't be, Still, I must be,For my beauty wasundoubtedly of a degraded Mona Lisa,For my skin, was thatof a lesser Aphrodite,And a mind, surely,of a woman-Mustn't worry,men learn oncecows fly. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/2115544/ Sharp turns, Bright smile,Pointed feet,Beautiful face,Tall posture,Straight arms,Technique. "It's all about the technique."They said. Constantly. Screams in my ear. Doubts of skill, of capabilities. "Hair up, watch the posture!" Whispers in the corner. Ju.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/2114427/ The way he wrinkled his nose,and stared at the sky,The way he chuckled at my words,and rose to my high,The way he nervously touched his hair,When I kissed him goodbye. The way he watched me stay, As he went miles away,The way he called night and day,when I slowly slipped away.The way he cr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/2113827/ Anxiety. It consumes you. Rapidly. Suddenly.You look ||||||||||||||¿down. S  W     E        A           T.Th-th-thumping heart. Racing thoughts. You feel everything. You hear everythi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/2112797/ A beating organscours the silencedwinds. A moment. A time.A shrunken image of lost times.a fantasy.A contemplation, A choir of curiosity,A careful quiet. A realisation. Dig. Dig. Dig. Discoveries forbidden.Bury. Bury. Bury. A world of secrets hidden. A wind. A pass.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/2111204/ I'm FineYou're lyingI'm FineYou're notBut I am.I am Fine.I'm so FineI could laugh the loudest,smile the brightest,pretend talk the                                       longest I'm Fine.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/2110305/ I don't think. I don't act. I don't do anything. Lost. Dead. Afraid. I don't know. I don't know anything anymore. There were times I felt I knew it all. Empowerment cursed through my veins wildly like fire. Like a spark. Like a need to improve, to believe in myself. But I feel it all cascading down .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/2109333/ Lights flickeredBlueRedYellowWe were inSyncMusicBlaredA hideous Melody capturingUsIt was violentSexualBeautifulWe became one.Dancing on eachOtherLaughingSweatingMoaningBut it was allA game.A bet.Because alas,I was easy Money.I was his ticke.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/2103085/ It's coldIsn't it?I wouldn'tKnowI've been meaning to understand. I've been meaning to study youTell me your name.Or is it supposedto be a question?Shall I be politeOr direct?Should I carvemy skin?Become the beautyyou desire?Or should I becomethat youdespise?Let me .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/2101508/ Heart beating, fast breathing,mind wavering, I reach for my feelings. I’m nervous, anxious, scared. Music exhales into me.I am wind. Following each melody with my fingers. Pretending to be a ballerina. Pretending to be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/2101506/ I've never felt this before.The sadness, the pain, the need toget outI can't complain though,People have suffered far worse,I should feel lucky,I really, truly should,So why don't I?Why do I feel like leapinginto the ice cold water?Why do I feel like ending it all?Why do I feel at all?When I'm gone,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/2095030/ I don't know anything.My mind twirls and spinsdrastically.I feel the world moving around me,beside me,within me.But I'm still here.I haven't moved. I haven't looked at the mess.The Chaos.The heartbreak.But I must look up.For I feel a gloomingshadow taking overme.I feel it possessing mewith a ha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/2069086/ Beneath the ground,heat suffocates.It slithers past stonesAnd tempts the desirable. It lingers on your lip, Until the evening melts.And yet,Its presence never fades.It wants more for It craves the touch of skin.It awaits The obstinate moonWith the burning gaze of a Lonely ma.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/2038410/ Desire is burning me-All steps taken remind me of his eyesI've seen them shining beneath the sun,I've seen them glaring at mine,but my mind feels blurry.It was a matter of flowers and temptations.It was a matter of forgetting and repairing,but his voice awakens me,and I feel it entering me like.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/2013804/ Tranquility was seeping out of him.He was calm, serene, silent.It was like a spiral of pure imaginationhad devoured him slowly.He was contemplating his every move,carefully.Almost like his rough hand could causedestruction through a single touch.From the outside, he was a mystery.But, I wasn't foole.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/2011301/ I had promised my handTo never touchAnother’s. I begged my heartTo never beat forYours. For you breathed danger-Peril which I had alreadyFallen upon. But your eyes promisedLove Something of endles.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/2004286/ I wasn't flying in spacenor was I devouring reality,but I was breathing in the dense air.Waves painted the horizon as I watched the shivering clouds-There was serenity hidingbehind the yellow sun-A tranquility which absorbedmy movement, my thought, my emotion.Arms carried me towa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/2002778/ I was gone. Travelling the universe on a boundless star, I felt the sun's heat burn my translucent face. It was a war between the world and I. Or was it? My small eyes carved the opposing moon and I smiled. But with that, came the tear of infinite illusion. Planets watched my diminishing body a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/1999294/ Your voice urges my skin to breathe-A sense of desireremains transfixedin your eyes.For you manipulatewords-And I have obeyed-A tear burningmy devoted gaze.I watch you-and I smile.For my body ignores my pain.And my heart rejects reality. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/1998345/ She made me feellike I was of noworth.Like I was a burdenin the mirror. She would stare at me.Her big brown eyes-Shattered by theworld beneath.Although my breathfought for her consent,She fled on skin andbone,Until the shining scythe,sliced her brutalneck.My eyes condemned theburning .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/1997132/ Sometimes, I feel like the entire world is wishing for my failure. I stare at the endless sky and imagine my body drifting onto a cloud of translucent thoughts. There is so much of the world we have yet to understand and yet, I feel like I have barely acknowledged any of it. My mind f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/1992288/ It was you all along,wasn't it?The one who ripped myheart out of my chest,and promised me love.But games were your language,and I was the obedient player.Your rules trapped me.I was suffocating,breathing only for your scent,but you always smelt of her.How I wish my dignity wasn'ta reflection of you... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/1990046/ It's like a clock ticking,your ability to vanish.Your mind sets me apart,faster than any knife could.It's like your fingers,have painted a map.You know where my heart lays and yet,you make no move towards it.Why? Haven't I shown you enough?Tight dresses and perfect words,your eyes rem.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/1984984/ You see her walk away,You see her close her eyes.You see her let you go andyet, you can't seem to stop.She has given up, so let her be,as she will not come back.Not now, not for a while.So take a deep breath,for she is spiraling away.But don't forget to openthe window, as her soul must fly to t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/1984838/ Screams. Whimpers. Howls. What was happening?I was torn. I told myself it was all a dream. Something which would vanish in a breath. But it didn't. I could feel the pain resounding throughout the dark building. I clutched the soft blanket and cringed as another fit of screams erupted in the air.&nbs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/1984824/ Drops of water poured down my body, sliding and sinking into the ground like waves of crystals. I wistfully stared at the pure whiteness ahead of me. It had been two days, and nothing. Not a word from anyone. The cooks were not talkative at all, and the boys well, let's just say they were always 'bu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/1984823/ What is the worldbut a simple dream?We are the unknown evil, we always give a name.We are fear,we are dominance,and yet,hands remain untouched.We judge instantly.Acting as if we had nothing.Who are we?Are we the knights?Or are we the dragons?Or are we the cowards,hiding behind our shields?So tell me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/1983154/ There was nothing there. No color, no sound, no nothing. Just the thoughts. Just, the words and the looks and the plain goodbyes. I could feel myself fading into pure rubber. Jumping from memory to memory like a reflecting light. But, there was no light. There was only water. It's depth choking me, .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/1980166/ They rise and fall,like a constant motion,ready to destroy and sacrifice their own.Velvet runs down the fairness,enveloping beauty in its very form.For screams erupt as the smoke gathers.No more war between them.One by one,they vanish.Devoured by soiled mouths-And so, the whispers begin. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/1976922/ Like a dead man laughing, They crumbled into the nest of forgiveness. For the world was dominance,it was power and utter defiance.But the flowers urged for an escape.They begged until daylight came,Until the winds headed north,and the screams diminished.Utopia obliged to the vanishing.Drea.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/1972265/ Your hand lays on my cheek,Warming it, kissing it, caring for it.Your eyes melt into mine,and I feel myself fading.Like a glooming star, I see your very heart beating.For waves collide when we talk.For your very voice,conceals the fear within me.When your footsteps walk away,My heart aches and .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/1971969/ If I could swallow the universe,The world would be dark.If stories were real,God would pardon mine.If the wind were revenge,Souls would breathe in bed.If I could swim safe in the dark,Light would crumble me whole.If life were a myth,Blood would be spared.But a moment full of if's,is a period of regr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/1971935/ Bite into my flesh and find nothing,Crumble my bones and lose control,Pull my eyes. and your mind will swallow,Carve my skin, and I am gone.But beware. For my life is one you have taken.For your hands are stained,Blood red, you encounter them.You shall scream and vanish,because mistakes seek re.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/1966969/ Wind swept up my skin, Evolving into something much darker.But the wind shrilled and trembled,and yet, nothing came of it.I was naked, shivering in loneliness.There was nothing left in the dark,Only pieces of unknown fragments.The trees seemed monsters.Monsters which were ready to feed. -One, t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/1962723/ I had entered the dark hole.Tears slipping down my cheeks,I breathed in the utter disappointment.Like a small child whining,I begged for complete fairness.But the world was not fair,It was cruel, and utterly melancholic.So I hid in the midst of memories,and remained lying, screaming, crying.Until li.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/1953271/ Water collided under the moonlight, Sparking tales of the unwanted. Like a soft melody spiraling in the air, the young man vanished beneath the waves. The sirens mumbled with joy, screaming in total fascination. For the air within him had been banished, no voice, nor vote, nor warmth. He was dragge.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/1951104/ I feel myself fading away.Every cut, every tear,every breath I take,is another reminder,of the things I have done.I stand in front of the mirror,analyzing the new me.Who is she?I clasp my hands around my hair,and visualise the past.But she was gone,like a melting tear,she was gone.My eyes tighten as.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/1950053/ The softest of melodies played,ringing in the ears of the vanished.Like a flood of complete extinction,their voices flew with terrible flaw.But the world was evaporating,and slowly their voices disappeared.The once fragile tone,was caught in the stained stream.Flying and soaring above the oceans,the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/1948062/ One hit,the world went cold.Two hits,the universe shattered.Three hits,Utter blackness.Four hits,Nothing, just nothing. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/1947468/  Bentley lied. I remained on the seat for a total of threesuffocating hours. My eyelids were heavy, but the simple concept of fallingasleep traumatized me and I wouldn't cave in. Not now anyway. I lookedinto the faraway distance, not concen.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/1945429/ Look at me, I want you to see me.Watch my eyes,analyze my movements.Do you feel that?How fast my heart beats.How desperately I desire you.The world spins when we collide.The planet fills with colours and sound.It's like you create a better me, and I strive.When my hand touches yours,When our li.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/1941215/ I stood there, enveloped by hands.Ignoring all and every comment,that rose from the dark.I was a mystery to them,one they couldn't decipher.Why throw away a perfect life,when there wasn't one to start with?You see the world behind my eyes,and watch life slowly fading.You take my hands and feel nothi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/1941206/ Shouts of immortality rung in her ears,palpitating past her brain and into her heart.But although they begged and cried,her figure disappeared.There was a myth about a young girl,breaking rules and following a path.But there were three paths to choose,and only one of them was right.For she had chose.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/1937822/ Like a flash, he burned,taking the world with him.He smiled in utter amusement,breathing in complete destruction.His laughter faded and yet,he felt the hole inside him ignite.The pain he once felt, gone.The love he once admired, banished from his heart.But, the anger never vanished.Like a forgo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/1935288/ She looked into the mirror and saw nothing,the reflection which once stayed pure,gone in an instant like a drying flame.But where did she go?The girl whom saw the world,and dreamt of the impossible?There she was, sobbing in utter sorrow,Like a vanishing cloud she fell,deep into the oceans of the unk.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/1927101/ My voice spiraled out of my mouth. I was heaving, searching forthe air that had left my trembling lips. Where had it gone? I widened my weteyes. Tears emerged and glided down my pale cheeks. Blackness embraced my veryform and I wanted to leave- leave this infe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PandaPeaceful/1916257/