http://slow.writerscafe.org/Aj_1 The original writings of author AJ en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776024896 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 My heart falls to my stomach.My hands are shaking, my mind is racing,Where am I?Who am I?This isn't me...I'm beginning to hyperventilate.I get in my car and I drive,away from here, away from my problemsI need to get awayI can't get awayMy focus is goneI'm shaking so hard I can hardly grasp the wheel.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Aj_1/2096289/ Never have I feltsoalonesleeping next to the oneIlove http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Aj_1/2096288/ So because I deal with BPD and I fail to have emotional regulation I decided to try and write describing the emotions that I do feel http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Aj_1/1996924/ this is honestly just a mess http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Aj_1/1996913/ You are my sunshine;but here I am, left in the darkPlease come back http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Aj_1/1996893/ It’s no secret that I have many bad habits, one of them being caring too much for all the wrong people.. I’ve given my heart so many times to people who toss it around and treat it like any ordinary play thing and I sit and watch as it tumbles to the floor and shatter.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Aj_1/1979391/ What goes on in my head. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Aj_1/1910087/ my take on borderline personality disorder http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Aj_1/1910080/