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Does she really deserve it?

There was once this girl, she didn't have the highest self-esteem, but she tried to make and keep her friends. She had a bad childhood. Her dad left when she was 3. Well, I say left, he got taken away from her by what she thought were monsters, but turned out to be the people that took the monsters ..

To look life in the face

I took a look at life itself and hated what I saw,evil spreading faster than light yet it is such a short war. Such evil lies in an ugly place, a hell where there's this end, it comes at quite the fastest paceA life you just can't defend.This world will take your every breath,w..

what I'd do to have you

Just a thought from a long time ago...

The Devil just won't leave

Darkness filling inside my headI wish that it would stop.Feeling like there is no hopefrom feeling so on top.The devil broke into my lifeto drive me to an end,I hope he knows it may have workedMy sanity will not mend.It just won't leave me the f**k alone.These feelings and thoughts shall kill me,unt..

Once Upon A Time...

Once upon a thoughtful timeI'd sit and cry all night.Nothing ever made me smile,nothing was ever bright.But then one day a star soared by,and I wished and wished and wishedto hope my life would blossom and growand sadness would leave my wrists.Time went by and nothing changed,still I remembered my d..

My forever lost father

First poem I have created in a year or two now... hope it's okay <3

I can't do this...

I can't deal with all this painIt's simply just not rightBut when you hold me in your armsI feel like we're such a sightWe argue and fight a lotAnd then my world falls downYou ignore me all the timeYet theres just this one small soundIt comes from the fragile skinAll around my wris..

I'm so sorry..

I never did realize how much I hurthow much I changedpushed you to the dirtyou were my babymy perfect matchI messed it upI lost my catchyou are so prettyand perfect and sweetyou deserve more thanthe girls who decieteI'm sorry I hurt youI should have thought more..

This emotion

This is emotion, its hard to explainHow I feel when I hear your nameFriends forever, never apartDid we know how it would go right from the startHe's with the one who still owns my loveBut you two are the couple that are sent from aboveIt hurts to see him smiling at youBut it makes me s..

Ssshh don't tell them..

broken hearts and lonely soulsnow you look, low and beholdlonely souls find broken heartsmake them whole like pretty artboy meets girl or boy meets boygirl meets girl and causes the joypeople meet their loves of livesand make that world a happy sizemake the partner happy, not cr..

not over her..

I guess I have to face the truth before it kicks me downI'm really just not over youmy love never came aroundeverytime I see you smileit makes me wanna kiss youand when we don't speak a whileI really f*****g miss youYour eyes put me on this spellI wish there was a curebecause after this hurtful..

for her <3

smiling is a wayto push those tears awayyou can't help but wonderwhat lies beyond yonderfields of green and yellowmakes my heart just bellowI wish it was easyas lemons so squeezyto escape this lifeof pain and suck strifeso give up my world to see me with herit makes me so happy when she is..

no idea

It's true what they say, you know?you have no idea what you had until it's time for it to gothen your life turns bad.The fact I took advantage ofthe best thing I'll ever holdyou held me when I had a coughand hugged me when I was coldJust wish I kept hold for longerbecause I feel so dumbI could ..

for the strongest girl

you fight through pain and heart break and morebut forever your hopes and wishes soarI admire your loyalty to any situationyour thoughts travelling across the nationlisten honey, hear my true wordsyou're the strongest girl in the worldI wish I could be a lot like youto be able to do the things you d..

my fault..

When I kissed you, it was like a shocksomething I've never felta spark of love lights in my heartand all bad memories melt.It was like an ice-cream on a sunny dayit's weird how it all worksI don't understand how I feelbut having you has it's perks.I did love you, don't say I don'tbecause your eyes c..

sorry means nothing

I'm sorry..she screamed as her girlfriend dieda gun to her head, found on the kitchen sideshe shouts about cheating and lying and morebut she's not the one shaking, dead on the floorshe's obviously dead, no doubt about itbut what if there was a chance? maybe a bit?Her girlfriend layed dead that nigh..

screaming apart

i don't f*****g care anymoreyou rip my throat outsteal my coregive me a reasonI shouldn't run because when I see youI just wanna slit my throatwatch my blood drip downand laugh at the world I leavebecause all I see is evilI'm sick of itit makes my life shitI don't f*****g care anymoregive..

The break up

I've took as much as I can take.Leave me be until you wakefrom this nightmare of your lifeattention seeking through pain and strife.Understand me when I say'things were meant to be this way'The pain you're feeling about nowwill fade away and somehowyou'll pick back up and then you'll seewe were neve..

You made me better

The day I realized who I really waswas the day I saw you smile.The day I looked at my reflectionyou stopped my running miles.You helped me come to terms with meand listen to my mind.If you never came into my lifeI'd carry on living a lie.Forever is the longest timeI want to share with youI'm happy i..

what you've done

I see your face, it kills me insidethe blood drips down my armsthe love I'm letting go of escapes my wristsand this is what you've done.My head is messed upit gets worse when I hear your voiceI hope you know that this is your doing.I can't breathe when you're aroundmy lungs freeze up..

forever remembered...

Every memory, thrown awaytrue love's entwined heartsput to death it laywe had something specialit will never be remadebut everytime I think of youI wish love never frayeddays of laying on the hillcurled up by your sideof wandering the streetswith nowhere to go in mindwaking up ..

My wonderland...

It's weird to think that something so perfectcould be took for granted.I wish upon every star I seewish for a life with no drama,wish for a mother with no anger,wish for a father.. in general,wish my brother wasn't the son of a monster.I just don't see what I did to deserve this...

My love for you..

Even thoughyou'e miles awayI still feel your touch and see your cute gazeI see a pictureI read a textmy stomach fluttersand my heart's the netwhen you're near meI can't help but stareyou're simply handsomeand you're also rare.The way you smilethe way you walk just makes m..

Army vs. love

You're in my arms nowI'm never letting goI want to be your girlI just want you to knowwhen I see your blue eyesmy heart skips a beatwhen I feel your soft touchand when our lips meetI loose my mindI just can't breatheplease be mineI'll never decieveI'll be yours foreverbecau..

I will be my soldier's girl..

I love you babe with all my heartplease stay darling, never will we part.I think about you every day, every nightone day with you is worth a weeks fight.I want to be with you, tight in your armsI want to be yoursalways safe from harm.It something I feelwhen I hear your name..

the meaning of arguements.

'Make me a sandwich!Iron my shirt!''Get off your lazy backside you lousey peice of dirt!'Shouting throughout every door left so wide.Arguements galore.Too many take sides.He did thisshe did that.I'd be rich if I didhave a penny for each timethis sob story was rid.It's like ..

You're the cause.

The flowers are dead.My heart put to bed.Get out of my head.My eyes are all red.I gnoring what he said.The feelings he led.The heartbreak he spread.Like butter on bread.He used to be my ted.My heart was never fed.And now I need med.Because of you.You left too soon.I love yo..

In assumption

Everytime I see you cry,deep inside I want to die.I always ask myself whyall you do to me is lie.Always thinking 'no, oh my'letting out a casual sigh.Peices of my heart I will tie'til I wish you a goodbye.I thought you were a decent guywhen I first turned to say hi.

I hope.

I miss youI hope you're safe baby.I'm worried.I'm not letting you go to the place of fights.Gunshots.Bombs.Tanks.A place where I can not talk to you.A place where I can't see you.It's bad enough you leaving me for a week.You may come home hurt.You may never come back at all...

Your...

Your eyes are amazing,with their colour changing gleam.Depending on the mood you're in they change from blue to green. Your kiss, as sweetas the first bite of a cherry,Your lips, as delightfulas the first taste of a strawberry. Your touch, as enticingas a trace down m..

For the guy who no longer loves me...

I'm sorry for everythingI wish you would listen.When I see your nameI do nothing but worry.'Is he okay?''I hope he smiles''I would do anything to hug him again' I would literally dieto have you think of me.Is dying what it takes?Then death it shall be.I'm strug..

Just because...

I don't miss you. I swear I don't.Just because I think about you.Forget about you? I won't. Just because I see you smile,and then I feel so happydoesn't mean I miss you,it just makes me, me. Just because I think of you,doesn't mean I care.I hope you're okay though.I..

Some Day.

I heard your voice again,for the first time in quite a while...How's your brother?Your dad okay?Your step-mam? I hope you're having a good lifeI'm trying to..Thanks for asking..You been up to much lately?Me? nah, just writing and reading..The usual. How's your fri..

Whispering Heart

The words of a whispering heart, they'll never be heard.You see, no one ever speaks the words of love.They speak the words of a loud mouth mind. The words between and heart and mindare very different. You see the person you once loved.Your mind says ..

She took..

I'm crumbling away.I don't understand.I can see you no longer?My heart feels like sand... A friendship I thought was perfect,took from my reach too soon.Jelous over nothing?She took away my moon. She took away my sun.She took away my smile.She took away my only rea..

Be able to...

Don't judge me,I know my life ain't perfectbut it's not that bad?I've been through some bad thingsbut I've experienced some good. 'Put a smile on your face,you look better when you smile,your green eyes glisten,and you make me warm inside' 'Live life to the full,eve..

The avoidance of you

You pull me inwith your seductive stareI just don't know what to doIt's hard you know?A guy who I lovedulling me back.Being told I shouldn'tmy heart saying I should..I know my friends are right.My heart, most definately wrong.But it's dificult to avoid youwhen everything I do..

My last?

The last poem.The last words.This is all I'll do.'Cause everything I think aboutreminds me just of you.I can't do this anymore.I always have these moods.Where everyone around me,my temper I will lose.I take it out on close ones,ones I care for the most.I try and turn emotions o..

Haiku

It's destined to beBroken for eternityTypical for me.

Birds and Butterflies

I'm wishing on a starthat doesn't exist.I'm finding all the wrong answersdeep in the mist.I'm hoping the impossiblesuddenly comes to life.I'm putting an end to my wordsall sadness, pain and strife...I'm seeing my worldfall apart in my eyes.I'm speaking the languageof another gi..

All the knowledge!

We all take advantage of you,When we don't know what to do.Don't stop to say thanksWhen you give us your answers.We're stuck on a question,What do we do?Turn back, close the windowAnd ask you.Something I really wanna say,Is thankyou so much,Some day you will be repayed,For hold..

Different

It's all about the differences.Different bands.Different tastes.Different hair.Different Eyes.Different languages.Different Cultures. If we got critised for being different.Then we're all the victims.We are all different.You, me, the person you spoke to last.No one is ev..

Heart and mind..

Her heart is gone now,Given to him.The sweet kis uponThe lips of sin.She knew she shouldn't,She ignored her mind,Went along with her heart,For her heart is not blind.It saw she caredOnly for him,To ignore her wishes?It was a selfless thing.The guy's a 'badboy'Into things sh..

My Rescuing Angel

The image of 'Perfect'A picture of you,Whenever you leave,My heart leaves too. I long to see Your cutie smile,Your hair, your eyes,I'll miss for a while. The minute I setMy eyes on you,Is the second my heartIs no longer in two. But back in place,Where i..

One side crush

As your eyes so brown,Meet with mine, quite green.You're the best kind of beautyI have ever seen.Your sense of humour,The way you speak,The way you walk,Your approval I seek.It's a one side crush,Only half a heart,I know you don't like me,Just can't bear to part.So I play it ..

Fate

I think I have a problem,No matter what I do,My mind is filled To the topWith images of you. Your eyes that changeFrom blue to green,depending on the light,I think about you through the dayAnd sometimes through the night. I first saw you And I just thought 'wow'..

Been better, Been worse.

Been better, been worse,Is what she always says.When you look inot her eyes,She's somewhere out of space. She doesn't like to faceThe facts she must admitBut locks herself into her worldRemembering not a bit. Been better, been worse,The meaning of the phrase? Life h..

Pretence

Don't speak to me,I don't want your words.Don't think of me,I don't want your thoughts.Don't look at me,I don't want your eyes.Don't smile at me,I don't want the curved lips. You may be happy,When you see me down.You may be down,When all I do is smile. All I'm s..

Revenge

Revenge is sweetLike the sugary lies being poured from your mouth.I know you don't actually care,So this is why right now, My plan commenses.Watch your back, I'll be watching.You'll be sorry that sweet treacle left your lips.I'll be in your darkest nightmares,Your most frighte..

Through the screen

Blonde hair, Eyes?No particular colour..Green to BlueBlue to GreyGrey to BrownSometimes yellow?Amazement before I even meet you.Funny how you're just a personThrough the screen.Funny how I care for the screenThat shows a guy of such talent.Such words of wisdom of careAdorab..