http://slow.writerscafe.org/udithah The original writings of author Uditha Hettiarachch en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776080158 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Despite the many changes that you and I have had as individuals it’s always going to be you. And I know you haven’t forgotten that because that’s not something that anyone would just be able to forget. That’s not the kind of confession that someone would be able to push aside.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/udithah/2076282/ Managing....Barely..Health problems, mental problems, work problems..I miss you. I hate we are strangers. I hate that I don't even know if I can or should message you. Don't know if you still hate me.Wish I could go back in time and change everything. Managing?? I'm barely hold.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/udithah/2074839/ Meh http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/udithah/2073903/ Broken http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/udithah/2063826/ Your voice, your laugh, your smile..I miss having some I could talk to.. someone who understood..So much going on... so much I wish I could talk to you about.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/udithah/2057877/ Been thru so much s**t in my life..Travelled all over and met many a people. Friends with as lot of people.. relationships with a few..But never had I met anyone like you. Someone I could connect with, someone who i actually understood and knew what they were going thru.. Never had I me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/udithah/2056641/ Alcohol and pain killers. One numbing pain of another..A flight back, jail cell, an unexpected arrival. THC and Anti-depressants.. any thing to take the edge off, will take it where I can get it... anything to forget or not remember..Words that haunt my dreams every night..All you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/udithah/2055633/ Come undone, for I want to see you for who you are Come undone, for I want to love you for who you areShow me yourself, the self you hideShow me the fears, the fears you have swallowed with pride Tell me your dreams, all the dreams that you seeTell me if you can see you and me &#.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/udithah/2052769/ We may not talk anymore..And I don't care what Vash wants to label me... stalker or what ever..But we were best friends. For nearly a year, we talked every day.. first person in the morning and last person at night. I really cared about you... I wanted to see you happy.. do everything I c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/udithah/2051516/ I'm alone. I've been alone so long, I... I like it. You know, I hide in it. One thing I know is that the only way out... is to find something that you care about.- Frank Castle (The Punisher) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/udithah/2051511/ Goodbye http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/udithah/2051199/ Just a young gun with a quick fuse I was uptight, wanna let loose I was dreaming of bigger things And wanna leave my own life behind Not a yes sir, not a follower Fit the box, fit the mold Have a seat http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/udithah/1959104/ From the moment I met you I felt such a deep connection to you. There is something so sweet and deep in your soul that I fell in love with. A knowing there without knowing. Like I always knew you.I love your name, I love the way you look at me, I love your gorgeous smile, I love the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/udithah/1944742/ :) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/udithah/1941111/ Random thoughts!!!1 - Been with a few women, but just realized that I've never been with one I've been in love with...2- Started missing things from the past...How work was... pulling pranks in the office, hiding under people's tables and scaring them.. playing golf across the office!! that Summer O.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/udithah/1940762/ Dudee.... Think we are in one of those missions now.... gotta split up. you take the left flank..i'll take the right!.. till we meet again.. I wish there was cheat codes we could have used...I could have used! Kept playing these levels together...Still got our short distance radios... ke.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/udithah/1939406/ Why? What is the need to be intoxicated all the time? This Numbness...a feeling I've learnt to enjoy, The only way I can keep my sanity.. in this life of solitude... Solitude i did not wish for...Solitude that's slowly killing, draining my soul. Already only a shell of the pe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/udithah/1938757/ SOBER!! FFFFUUUUCCCK!!! Waking like this! I can feel again.. and its not pleasant!!! Not even 10 mins awake. Palms sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy, there was vomit already...   (YES I QUOTED EMINEM)Anything? Scraps.. left overs?! *sniff* Need to roll a joint!! Wanna .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/udithah/1938588/ Couldn't do it... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/udithah/1938216/ We were good to together!!We could have built an empire together.. You were my best friend... Sore the skies and dive beneath the waves.. Warmth, smile, joy... the thoughts bring. Cheering... shooting... racing...  Sigh.. pray.. wish.. deal... beg.. For something; for anyt.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/udithah/1938202/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/udithah/1938201/