http://slow.writerscafe.org/boredpanda The original writings of author frozensakura en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776173072 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15  I should have just said what was on my mindShould have said I'm a mess and I'm breaking downI need a hug and stop asking what's wrong Shut up andlet me crylet me cry until I can't cry anymoreBut of course I didn't http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1159677/ Dimension is added to writing by the use of ironic devices. Having that in mind,  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1148490/ Yeaterday fell asleep taking to some amazing people and talked wiff my kitty <3 myu I luff him Meep today was random o.x Sis found out and meep oh well Went to the posada and mall wiff her today nd met up wiff mingming-nya  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046797/ Meep yesterday was one of those fucked up days... I'm glad it's somewhat over meep. Wolfy and Bri and Jordan came over :/ erk that kinda didn't help,, made things worse. And stuff amd meep. knowing me if I wrote about everything else imma just start thinking bout it again :/ Nya talked wiff Ty for a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046796/ Been having an awesomefultastic week ^.^ aside from finals and not having wifi,, it's been great. Luckily have been able to spend alot of time wiff my kitty,, who I luffles very mucho. He's the only one who can make me smile and laugh so easily without a care in the world <3thankies so much to my.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046795/ Good day myuback wiff my kitty Nya ^.^ Nya missed himSweepy and can hardly keep my eyes open but have abunch of hw for English v.v eh... Algebra 2 and history ish evil too D: oh wells,, hopefully can finish it tomorrow >.<talked wiff Ty and glad everything ish otay now myu Suprizingly at .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046794/ 1---he poked the back of my coat"wha-""come here..." and he pulled me away we took a few paces away from everyone"remember how you wanted to talk?...lets not" and he leaned into kiss me"lets start over" looking into my eyes "will you go out with me?"i hesitated.. and finally nodded i painted a .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046793/ Have you ever noticed how she looks at you? How she smiles and laughs at almost everything you say? How she gets happy around you? How can she sleep whenshe dosent want to stop taking to you? Why can't she stop thinking about you? But she knows that your just her friend,, she dosent know wether to l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046792/ Wonderful. Just freaking womderful. Lunch was fun. Got my appetite back so was nomming on meh fwiends foods. Was gunna walk. Didnt happen. Why am I not suprized? Whole ride home got yelled at nd stuff for things I didn't do,, like always :/ ehh saw meh walking buddies. Wish I got out of teh car and .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046791/ Good day :3 schOol was such a drag -3- myu but walked after school wiff nick, Val, strawberry and ty. Hung out wiff them and stuff. Got to hear Ty play piano... It was really beautiful. Got lokisa package today. Yay. so confused. Why is it that I get all smily and giggly when you're around now?.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046789/ nd the Xmas countdown begins. So much happened today... Merp :/ Horrible morning, skool, usually stuff. Afterschool, picked up by my blood father -__- erk got mad at me and kicked me out of the car. Joyful. Walked by myself downtown to the studio to get something to eat and hopefully a ride. Fo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046787/ [edit] | [delete]Lolita fluffed my hair and put it in piggie tails hehe think imma do that tomorrow too. Wore razor necklace--I prefer it over the one I keep in my dresser. The necklace won't cut me. Mountain of homework im not gunna do again. Myu lunch was just darn weird. Erk tired to talk wiff ki.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046786/ oday, worse than yesterday,, but better than tomorrow :/ nyanothing good i can say about school so why bother try writing anything about it. "Dad" picked me up... well that was interesting. i no longer know why it suprizes me that he gets mad at me for the simplest, most stupid things. myu oh well. .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046785/ Ive been replaced. I no longer feel accepted among my friends. I find myself farther away from everyone wiff each passing day. It's getting to me. And I dislike it. Yea, I've gotten use to being woken up every day by my "dad": being told how useless I am in life and being cussed out in spanish is a .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046784/ You say you lover her, yea you know that she does to. You say you mean it, but she honestly has absolutely no clue. Words of "I love you", "I miss you" and things like needing her sprinkled in. Not the same without her? Well, you keep proving her wrong.. You seem so happy and everytine she sees you .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046783/ Wow. Strange day. Stayed up last night watching clannad nd highschool of the dead nd only got an hour of sleep haha stupid me, knowing I had to work at the craft fair and and parade >.< burned my left hand and lost most feeling in it. decided to bandage both cuz i was bored. Nya got there at 1.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046782/  hate Feeling like this. Tired of being treated this way. Worse part is, it's getting to me--and theres nothing I can do about it. I'm barely holding on,,Such a thin strand of thread stained wiff crimson. The temptation to let go grows stronger . My grip on this is weakening. Why try to hold on.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046781/ Roast a birdie day. The day were suppost to give thanks for stuff we have in life. Only thing I'd actually mention that I'm glad to have in meh life are meh fwiends cuz theyre like my family Nya cuz I fit in when I'm wiff them. Went over to Amis and ate for dinner. Nick came over nd we sang nd stuff.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046779/ I give up. Theres no point in trying. Just can't do anything. Eh just great. It's getting tO that point again -__- stupid emotion instability kicks in... Fawk. Almost getting as bad as last year. Erk emotional breakdown lasted well over a month, around this time too..!! My minds full of unanswered a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046778/ Stupid Ty...! Quit messing wiff my mind :/ your just confusing me more that I already am. Quit pointing out my flaws and insecurities--I know what they are. If your not going to help then stay out of my life. please just stop this nonsense. Now you've got me thinking. Should i listen to my heart whi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046776/ I give you my heart dearIt now belongs to you But I think you should know..It's been broken befor Time after timeStiched back together bit by bitit's fragile and weakmissing pieses And such I admit I'm frightenedI don't want it to break I leave it your handsYou have such a mighty.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046774/ Sick. Don't feel well. Was forced to go to school. Not good day. After school, had to go to the plaza. To my suprize, I met up wiff strawberry :3 Nya so instead of work I sat outside and talked wiff her for hours.yea.. It started raining on us lol we talked about almost everything. I could have swor.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046771/ Walked wiff kitty and gazzy after school today. Sat at the plaza for about four hours by mi self listening to music and tring to sing. Talked wiff a few of my fwiends after. Meep. Caught a cold. Didn't think anyone read my journal entires nya and the one time I actually write what I'm thinking merk... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046770/ Was too tired to write much yesterday Nya guess I'll write about that too myu.11/15:spent most of the day wiff kitty. Fun time at lunch, lil ninja beat nyan cat score though. Walked wiff kitty after school to his place, cuz he was gunna let me try on some jeans ^.^ I ish glad they fit hehe myu befor.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046769/ same dream, except today i awoke coughing up blood... besides that, cant get it off my mind.beat kittys score on nyan cat game, and hair cut. almost another panick attack during school this time. not fun >.<and found this tucked away in a book:dont call me by that name-we are not the sameits n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046768/ Today was just blah. Guess it was about time, it seems that mOre than two good days in a rOw are difficult to come by. Keep having the same dreams, nightmares if you would call them. Each begins the same. I'm back in LA with Ryan talking about weird stuff, he sings a song for me, then I start to cry.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046763/ nteresting. Didnt have a panic attack or throw up today. Smiley face Nya. Sis and I kidnaped the little ninja. It was a horrible fail myu fOr he was in his pajamas and we needed to wait for him to take a shower -__- meep saw Kaito as we drove away from lil ninjas house and got Florence nd big ninja .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046762/ Veterans day, national metal day, and early thanksgiving. Called my brother for the first time to congratulate him and stuff and then cleaned and cooked and stuff. My so called "father" left for most of the day, whIch of cousre made today enjoyable. Friend came over and played weird games/karaoke la.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046760/ Today was one of Those days :/. One of those horrible days I dread. The kind of days when you wake up with a "why the hell am I still alive?" and "why am I here?" kinds days. Did a somewhat good job at hiding that through smiles though. The day was unexpectedly cold and I shiver like a chihuahua eas.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046759/ Not use to writing about good days often. Should I be glad about this? 1st play went great, then headed over to the little ninjas Place. Kidnaped cupcake amd ice princess. Jade, ninjas lil sis, was all excited someone came to visit and I got stuck playing with her the entire time. Instant ramen and .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046758/ Actually have something to write about today. Spanish is stupid. I hate being Mexican. "cultural experience"? Just a lame excuses for a party. Anyway,Gaz broke a bottel of ramum and I finally got the glass marbil. Glass shattered everywhere amd ended up in the grass were we play ninja during lunch. .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046756/ Long day. School, drama, then work. Only good part about the day was being able to spend lunch wiff kitty and my friends. Not o mention their akward poseses while playing ninja... Not much To say except that spellcheck is annoying me -_- http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046754/ This is gettImg out of hand. So much has been happening and I can't cope with all the drastic changes- mentally nor emotionally. Insanity is forcing its way through my conchens, driven by the undecicity within me. How I long to have that "someone just for me" to whom I could confined to. Or at least.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046752/ of course, i thought nothing of it. why would i? 2 friends going off to talk . that's in no way something to get the wrong idea over. right? but no. my mind refuses to think that. and for some reason i began to think of the thing i didnt want to happen. he was going to ask her ask. and i was wa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1046749/ A little over two years have passed since i last stood here with my beloved Fracture. F;ooded with memoeries, tears began to form as i cluched my half pendentant firmly in one hand. the metalic yang piece had the words "Fo http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1039085/ Characters are all based on people i know in person -A http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1039078/ Day forty sevenSaturday, August 4thStayed home with my family. although i am home i feel like i haven't spent much time with them and summers almost over.Where did my summer go ?? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1034552/ Day forty sixFriday, August 3rdI am tired after the night I had, but it was worth every minute. John and Ihave liked each other of about 2 and half years now. We talk once in a whilebut never anything more. I was with Austin and he was with his girl so we kindof let it go... there was .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1034548/ Day forty fiveThursday, August 2ndSo i called my friend, John, today juss to talk and see how he was doing. we talked for a while and then hung up. He called rite back and asked if i wanted to go mid-night bowling with him. i said yes and then he told me he would pick me up in a few minutes. i got r.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1034547/ Day forty fourWednesday, August 1stwow august already... school starts on the 8th and i am nowhere near being ready for school. i hope this is gonna be a good year.Hoping is one thing doing is another... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1034540/ Day forty threeTuesday, July 31stFeeling better today. i think i am juss going to hang out with some friends. maybe go to the mall... and lunch.slowly i am moving on with life. i am taking one day at a time, hoping to get through even the smallest things in life. If you do not hope, you will no.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1034537/ Day forty twoMonday, July 30thNot much to say... i am feeling down :(A good laugh and a long sleep are the best cures in the doctor's book. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1034535/ Day forty one: Sunday, July 29thWhat an awesome but scary day. I got up and went to church. And when I camehome I didn't do anything ... at all. I was so bored all day. Later at night mycousin called me and asked if I was still going to stay the night at her house.I was like yess. So I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1015186/ Day forty: Saturday, July 28thI was sick all day today I have the worst migraine and my back is killing me. Theonly reason I got out of bed today is because I had to pick up my youngestsister from practice and then I had to go to my aunt and get a car seat so Icould pick up my little c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1015182/ Day thirty nine:Friday, July27thAt the lake with my girls friends. I love them so much they are always therefor me no matter what. Now that hell week is finally over we started to feelthe pain and be sore... of course we were wake-boarding. It hurt so bad to tryto pull ourselves up. Bu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1015012/ Day thirty eight: Thursday, July 26thHell week again this morning and practice tonight. I am looking forward toseeing my friends. I really hope my team steps it up, they are slaking off andhell week is almost over. I know that we have a great team and we can doanything if we juss try... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1015003/ Day thirty seven: Wednesday, July 25thHell week started today... it wasn't too bad. I wouldn't tell my coach that shewould make it worse lol. But I am glad it is over. I have to go to back latertonight for more practice and working out. Yayy... There are no gains without pains. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1014992/ Day thirty six:Tuesday, July 24thNo practice today... but hell week starts tomorrow. I workedout all day today. First I went to the gym for a few hours. Then I went over tomy cousins and we worked out for a while. Later I went for a run. I enjoyworking out because it keeps my mind occupy a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1012452/ Day thirty five: Monday, July 23rdIt was kind of nice I got to hang out with my cousins before cheer practice. Wewent to practice and had fun... finally a practice that I had fun and withoutproblems. After practice I went school shopping. I am still not done. School isstarting soon... to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1012451/ Day thirty four:Sunday, July 22thCheer camp again today... I am excited but I didn't really feel like going andbeing spirited this morning. by the time I got there I got in to it and statedcheering with everybody. We continued stunting and dancing along with learningnew cheers. I am ha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/boredpanda/1009296/