http://slow.writerscafe.org/brownjonathan91 The original writings of author Jonathan Brown en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776004894 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 As always I post my thoughts and troubles as open and honestly as I can. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/brownjonathan91/2833633/ IN MY CHILDRENSEYESDaddy why are u so angry I’m trying to understand whyYou’ve been fighting with mommy lately Sometimes I feel I want to cryBeen feeling so much pain inside meI feel like it’s my fault sometimesWhat did I do to make you hate meWhat.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/brownjonathan91/2831255/ The Sea in my Mind JB You have always lovedmeThat’s what you sayGod, I know you’rehere with me, my good and bad daysI keep drifting out tosea, my emotions are drowning meHard to hang onto thatpromise that you are alwa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/brownjonathan91/1928569/ Is love and happiness really what it seems to be http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/brownjonathan91/1928367/ Stuck JB Today I entertained athought that nobody would wantI saw you, anotherman, and another lifeIt was the onlythought that almost brought me to tears just to pictureI say almost because Ican’t cry, and haven’t cried i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/brownjonathan91/1927550/ IncompletePromises JB See I should go nowI’m tired, I’m tired ofbeing stepped all overI think it’s over, it hasbeen for a whileWhy do I get this falsehope God? It messes with my mind, myheart, and spineSure,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/brownjonathan91/1927549/ ASOLDIERS WALL  JB I hate thatI have trouble expressing it, even to the ones who have went through itI know thatI’ve come back different, but I don’t know what different is because I don’tremember what or how I was.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/brownjonathan91/1927548/ THOUGHTSI wish I could f*****g cryI always have these thoughts racing through my mindIs it the right time?Why can I feel nothing but feel it all hit me all the time?Every morning I wake, I can’t feel the light of dayBut I can feel what .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/brownjonathan91/1922019/