http://slow.writerscafe.org/ShiEmizu The original writings of author Sei Zhu en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776332638 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 ARAW NG PAGKIKITA*Note: Parang journal ko to na ewan na kahit alam kong nakakahiya ipabasa sayo PERO SHUTA SIGE LODS HAHAHAHASo expect na taglish to and madami kemerut na akala mo nagkwekwento lang HAHAHA-------------Nagising ako 1:30 a.m kasi nga expected 4 a.m alis namin ni Dad sa house ni Lola. S.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShiEmizu/2848386/ "San tayo?" Tanong niya habang nakatalikod siya sa akin at tatawid sa kabila"Di ba sinabe ko na sayo maghanap ka na kanina ng cafe o kakainan natin?" Reklamo ko habang hingal na hingalPero teka. Paano nga ba kami napadpad dito? Paano kami nagkakilala?*flashback*"Tanginang red flag yan! Kung ako siya.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShiEmizu/2847758/ "Where are we going?" He asked me while walking in front me, crossing the road"I told you earlier to look for a cafe or somewhere we could eat right?" I sighedBut wait. How did we even reached this point? More over, how did we meet?*flashback*"What a f*****g red flag! If I were him, I wouldn't dare .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShiEmizu/2847754/ All my life,I have beenA destructive disasterA living messBut everything has changedBy the timeYou came intoMy disastrous lifeNow, my lifeIs filled withUnexplainable joy andEternal loveBecause of you. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShiEmizu/2789711/ People sayReach your goalsChase your dreamsAnd that's whatI'll do.You are my goalTo reach as high as I canYou are my dreamTo chase as fast as I can.So I will eitherDo anything or everythingTo reach you andTo chase you. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShiEmizu/2789706/ Before, I keep askingFor a lot of thingsFor a perfect guyBut then, I stopped askingEver since he cameInto my messed up lifeI stopped wishingFor a better life.Now, all I want isHim, the only love of my lifeI won't ask anything anymoreBecause having him is all I ask for. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShiEmizu/2787386/ I don't know butI can't sleep knowingYou're not home yet andYou're not here beside me.I don't know why orThe reason whyMy eyes doesn't shut pffWhen I can't feel your presence around.I don't know butMaybe because ofThe reason thatI love you so much. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShiEmizu/2787385/ Without you,I would just beA lost soulLooking for your body.Without you,I would just beA wrecked pieceFrom your joyful heart.Without you,I would just beA simple nobodyIn your world of everybody. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShiEmizu/2787017/ Even the world force meEven you force meTo leave you,I will never ever leave you.Even everything is against usEven everything is breaking down,I tell youI will never ever leave you.Even everything falls down,Even nothing seems to be perfectI will always remind you,I will never ever leave you. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShiEmizu/2787016/ The story of my lifeWas pretty dull andWas too dryJust like a desertYou coming into my lifeChanged how my storyShould go andChanged my ending.The story of my life nowIs pretty brightful andIs too embellishedJust like a dessert. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShiEmizu/2786203/ I was used to thingsLike coldness, sadness and painI was used to beAll alone and just by myself.But since the day I met you,My way of living changedThe cold ice in meSlowly melted away.Now, I'm used to thingsLike sweetness, happiness and loveNow, I'm used toBeing with you and having you by my side. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShiEmizu/2786201/ I thought loving you would be easyBecause you are my best friend tooBut I was totally wrongLoving you was such a hard thing.Loving you involved not onlyHappiness and love, but alsoSadness and pain. But,At the end, love wins.Loving you was not only a challengeBut it is also a blessingLoving you taugh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShiEmizu/2766752/ No matter how many timesWe fight,We have misunderstandings,We exchange a lot of painful words,I would still come back to you.No matter how many timesYou got angry on me,You got annoyed by me,You say painful words to me,I would still care for you.No matter how many timesYou commit mistakes,You show i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShiEmizu/2764255/ Every time an arguement ariseI wonder if which is betterIf it was better before ? or If it was better now?Sometimes now is betterBecause you are already mineBecause I could give you all the loveBecause there is no limitationBut sometimes before was betterBecause happiness is everywhereBecause t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShiEmizu/2764253/ It feels so differentChecking my phoneWithout a message from youNo storytelling duringCold nights like this.I wonder if IMade the right decisioni feel so much regretsI never thoughtI would feel much lonelier.Time passes slowlyWithout your presence hereHow I wish thisIs all overFor I miss you terribl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShiEmizu/2480516/ At first, I didn't believeA cold-hearted guy like youWould surprisingly becomeA sweet pea that I like.I thought you would neverHave a second look on meBut that was just a thoughtNow, you would always look at me.I finally believe thatNothing is impossibleEspecially in termsOf loving you. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShiEmizu/2480515/ By the time you became mine,I already got scared.Scared of losing you andScared of being taken away from me.By the time you became mine,I felt happiness that I never felt before.Happiness that you gave me each and everyday.Happiness with you in every step of the way.By the time you became mine,I bec.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShiEmizu/2480513/ I cannot waitFor the timeThat we will beFinally together.It is sure excitingAnd fluttering at the same timeWords would not be enoughTo express the happiness I will feel.I cannot waitFor you to be hereMaking our dreams come trueAs we stand hand and hand together. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShiEmizu/2480512/ Living my life was never easyNegativity occupies my bodySuicide thoughts occupies my mind.But you make all of those go away.Living for who I am and what I amAlways unacceptable to everyoneAlways painful to the eyes of manyBut will always be a star in your eyes.Living will never ever be easyCountless.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShiEmizu/2480511/ Sometimes happiness is a choice.Sometimes happiness is pure luck.It's either you choose itOr you wait for it.I thought of waiting for itUntil the right time comesBut I also thought of choosing itBecause anytime can be the right moment.I waited for the right momentTo be with youUntil I choseTo be wit.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShiEmizu/2480510/ I thought love was controllableI thought love was wrongI thought love was rareI thought falling in love with youWould lead me to more pain.But I was wrong.Love is uncontrollable.Love is always right.Love still exists.And loving you was theGreatest happiness I ever experienced. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShiEmizu/2480508/ Sometimes I wonderIf I am ever enoughIf I truly deserve your loveAnd if I am worthy to be loved.Sometimes I thinkIf I am pretty enoughIf I am kind enoughAnd if I am lovable.Even if I worry too muchYou are there to assure meAnd tell me how lucky you areTo have a unique girl like me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShiEmizu/2480507/ There was something odd about me.I felt that there's something wrong.I felt incomplete.I felt like there's something missing.I didn't know what I needed.But since the day you came into my life,Everything changed.I knew what was wrong.I knew what was missing.I knew what I needed.All this time, I need.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShiEmizu/2480506/ Never thought ofHaving you in my lifeAnd most importantly,You being theMost important personIn my life.Never thought thatI would fall for youAnd most importantly,Never thought thatYou wouldFall in loveWith me too. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShiEmizu/2480271/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShiEmizu/2166931/