http://slow.writerscafe.org/Gingerspice The original writings of author Femme en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775968768 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Gingerspice/1984179/ The window shutters would bang against the house at night, and wake my baby brother Goliath; and frighten him like a dog on The 4th of July. Mother would run upstairs, cigarette still in hand to comfort the screaming child, from his rude awakening. Pops sits downstairs, his cigarette also in hand, w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Gingerspice/1976110/ I feel as if I've done the universe wrong, and she's out to get me like a fox on a rabbit.But the universe isn't just focused on me, or my troubles. Yet why do I feel as if I've stolen some precious gem I wasn't able to touch, and the curse it too much.Is it because of all the times, I've stole.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Gingerspice/1975964/ "We don't wish for you to be around""All you ever do is frown""We don't care that you're sad""Everyone goes through hard times""Too bad!"Don't tell me to goDon't tell me to smileDon't tell me to sit downDon't tell me "stop crying"My emotions are what you make themand you're turning them badWill you .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Gingerspice/1975297/ I've been feeling very distant from myself as of recently, and I needed to remind myself who I'm here for, http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Gingerspice/1975294/ It's so funny to thinkthat all we dois sit & wishfor someoneto hear uswhen nobody canwhen all they ever areare wrapped up in their plansto become better than the othermore rich more bravenever caring what one is feeling or thinkingnot even a wink of carebut it's mighty finebecause I can saveall .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Gingerspice/1973529/ Little by little, toe by toeI begin to learn & growWatch me sproutwatch me bloomI can blossomI will soon http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Gingerspice/1973154/ May I pour my heart out to the world and say; I hurt so bad a lot of my days& I pour my hearts out to the ones I feel belittled bybut in response they only make me cry.But let's just say, at least once a dayI think about you & say"oh I wish they'd speak to me"But it's okay.  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Gingerspice/1973151/ I can tell when someone is uncomfortable, or unsatisfied within moments of them feeling that way. I feel bad because it feels like I'm invading their thoughts, and I adapt myself according to the way that person feels, like a chameleon of manipulation. It makes me uncomfortable to know someone else .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Gingerspice/1972503/ i pull up to the club, that they say you at. With that girl, on your hip and you're talkin smack. Bout my head game, and my rhymes, right behind my back. Boy ill cut your throat and that's a mutha f****n fact. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Gingerspice/1970822/ I am not just a shoulder to cry on, lean on, or grabwhen your life's out of controland you're empty and sadI am not just someone you use, get what you crave, and beat up and use while you rant and raveI am a human being with emotions tooand if you can't see that, then f**k you. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Gingerspice/1970325/ And luckily by the grace of the universe, I am not who I was yesterdaynor will I be the same when the sun rises again, that is a gift I welcome with open arms.  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Gingerspice/1969186/ The beauty I wish to create is unlike yours, but it is not better thanLet us notice each others differences in ways that will not harm& we can teach each other the maps to our brains.Follow my pointer finger as I lead you to self acceptance, by allowing you a pool of solitude,to be who you wish .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Gingerspice/1969183/ The bottom of the bottle seems so bleak. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Gingerspice/1943210/