http://slow.writerscafe.org/BlackCl0ud The original writings of author BlackCl0ud en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776036117 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 ~If only fire was like a cockroach andso never die no matter what encroach upon its humble destructive creativityBut, alas, it is a frail and mortal divinity~My hybrid day dreams have wandered downa path of destructive envyAn illogical and unethical infatuation with uncanny beautyA desire for flam.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/772095/ Your eyes like burning diamondsA smile reeking of chemicalsMy monster romance, my demon loverYour arms wrapped around me securelyI breathe you inI wash my soul with youYour skin the warmth I need after a blizzardA laugh chiming the bells of the silent symphony My monster romance,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/760972/  Iknow I haven’t always been the best friendOr have been the one you run toAnd I want you to know that’s put a hole through my existenceFailing �" to be someone you need***I know I have hurt you through and throughOr have hurt myself running away from you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/757569/ Yesterday is past, today is today, but tomorrow is undefined. ~ Unknown http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/755100/ My greatest ally wasmy penNever leaving me to feel utterly aloneBut I wonder sometimes why I botheredBecause it could never speak for meAnd I never could speak for myself***In the halls, shoving past idle studentsThey would point and laugh at my clothesMy hairRumors about my .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/752467/ With ink the colourof April flowers sown across my skinA unique and calming exert of mistakes and regretsFriends I choose, friends I name, friends that I let inThey may never fly but in my mind at the uncomprehending smiles they get***So bright, so bright, against skin so pale and du.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/748677/ Autumn:These leaves cascading from their perchOutlining the winding path to a haven forestThese leaves cascading to the cold dead groundThank yous and apologies drifting . . . Winter:No sun to warm an ice encased dreamWhere rivers wind through dried tearsNo sun to shine on this froze.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/744654/ Aside glance makes �" my heart quiverAnd your smile �" gives me a shiverYour hands are �" warm but mine are �" always coldAnd you make me want to �" be something you can �" holdTrying to give me �" my very .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/743270/              Holding handsPretends to understandLying, lyingAnd I’m dying***Pop two more pillsHappiness tears spillTell me it’s alrightThe fake smiles too bright***I can’t stand this acheI .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/739116/ When I say I want to bleedJust remember what I really needis a hug so I don’t have to live with outknowing someone cared enough to save me from the doubt. ***Take a look through my reading glasses forjust a second and wonder what its like to beme and have no shoulder to cry on anymoreeven thou.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/735672/ Wind rustling the stoic pondRipples curling out from a central attackLily pads leaping from sleep so fondThey waver and twirl to spots backFrom which they twisted away to comeTo the edge of this October plainBy ice that spreads from center out and numbTo their roots of April rain http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/734904/ Heart bleeds out the agony wounds inflicted by raven clawsPurple word infections leakingThe green forest breathing out, pointing out humanity flawsAll while Death haunting, Death is forever seekingIts own depression savior to rescueThrough summer shine and winter snowflakesThe bodies burning and the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/732329/ This smile creepingover bleeding lipsdrips cascading to the floorsplashing into puddleslike small children playingon just another Saturday***This smile creeping over a face bruisedby shadow handsreaching out of cornersto snatch awayjust another Saturday***This smile creepingbehind my maska small joy.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/729024/ Why even bother to tryThe words do hurt and I cryWhy even bother to tryThe tiny smile given a lie***The looks and glances all aroundYet I bury my truth in the groundThe looks and glances all aroundAnd the tears leak without a sound***Shrug my shoulders and ignorePretend to be such a boreShrug my sho.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/727889/ I didn’t say a word of untruth to youYet I’m pinned and pricked with things I didn’t doThe trust is gone, stripped awayNothing left but lies that stay***I didn’t act on impulse or violenceI stayed in my corner with an air of silenceBut when you asked whose fault it was All fi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/726804/ An unjust peace is better than a just war. ~ Marcus Tullius Cicero http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/726692/  The purple shade of another duskhanging from the walls of tomorrowstretching out like an alternate universepromising redemption and apologies***The hungry night prowling the dreamsweeping away its life in rednever imagining a place without a scaror to bleed to smile***The sleeping morning hu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/725734/ Remember the words                by painting them across your canvas                          .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/725050/ Midnight howls gave way to wailsAs bent trees began to riseOff to despair the nomad sailsWith tears in his ever clear eyes***They shouted hate and pushed him aroundHis skin was torn and he bled them blackHe never had a chance to be truly foundInstead he wallowed in untrue facts***Did they see his ge.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/724959/ Though I’ve felt the lick of flameThat’s come from the load of blameI don’t mind walking awayAs long as tomorrow isn’t another today***Though I feel the sky’s tears just like anyoneI think of that sky’s pain equally mixed with it’s funIt may not seem a notab.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/724575/ These petal windsgrazing the sunset meditationmurmur naive theblack ice imagination***Colour down thedusk skylinewith a dab of greyand a splash of timeentombed beside the angelshadow days***Star skeletons weep thesnow angels' burninginside the cocoonof spring turning*** http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/723942/ Cry me a rainbowof this cloudy dayGet them all in therethe blues and the grey***Blue is the wireto stitch up the shadow bleedsAnd grey are the ash tearsOn which despair feeds***White holds the handof the shivering sunWhile black is beggingfor just a little fun***Violet is watchingthe leaves dance as.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/723351/ The glass corner of another horror filmWhy does the blood flow away from tears?The never ending sickness knotIncision by midnight saberBlood red lips kiss away the fearsThe long pale fingertips tie them in a bow around necks***Willow leaf tear stains on the black blanket snowSnow angel shadows gossi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/723342/ Sunshine tears whisper another dayanother night to sleep awayunrest in the angel wing featherspillow top suffocation is a nontoxic death***Somewhere over the black and blue rainbow rest is my happiness messingmy little path to the goal But I’m still fighting***Just another sunset to overcometh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/719677/ Porcelain dolls sit on shelf above shelfEyes stitched open and mouths stitched shutNo smiles on to tug the heart stringsWaiting perfect angels***They sit row upon unflinching rowWatching with glazed glass eyesNo words sooth their endless achesStill as gravestones***They watch over and overWith no br.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/719627/ With the moonlight falling smoothly from its lifeGrazing my skin with indescribably  pleasant strifeThe eons raging battle between daylight and nightlife***The stars bowing respectfully holding close their sorrowTrembling under the forth coming of the toxic ‘morrow***The wind bewildered h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/718248/ I can hear you calling from the pastScreaming words of love and hateI remember the time I saw you lastWeeping with a sorrow we could not sate***You’d take my hand and sing us a tuneWe could dance until the windows shatteredAnd we’d lie in the silver light of the moonThinking with each ot.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/717517/ Blossoms burst from one soul’s early graveInto this world of evil and braveTheir roots are holding that poor corpse stillThose flowers leave a greater chillHow does a beautiful butterflyHold such malice to those who’ve diedWhile still every pulse of those bright wingsBring more and mor.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/717503/ They sitThey waitI comeI hearThey whisperThey yellThe wind carries songsThe brownsThe greensThey whineI'm gone http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/717500/ They are quiet, these souls; they sit in their circle and wait, wait for the angles, angles from the stars, as the sky pours stone after stone to shatter their flame of hope. They whisper in colour, these souls; purples of sky and reds of death, pink from flowers and blue born from their tears, gree.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/717490/ There's someone in my head but its not me . . . ~ Brain Damage, Pink Floyd http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/717375/ With help from Neva Flores and one of my favorite books "Wicked Lovely". http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/717084/ There's a broken butterfly in my sightScreaming and fearing in such frightI wonder how it came to beThis butterfly should die in front of meWith wings of rainbow ripped at the edgesNow flying high as it should is dregdes Butterfly bleeding colours without a soundBroken little butterfly falling .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/717062/ Eternity twines within my soulA comfort small but daringly soughtTo fill in for loose controlAnd waver on facts without a thoughtThe songs in my head tell only half-truthsConstantly exploiting my inner turmoilBy exposing me to feelings uncouthAnd bite with venomous ease as they uncoilI can only .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/716968/ *Sigh* http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/716476/ Dig my grave by the old fallen treeSo there in sleep may I forever beLie me down on a bed of its barkLet its roots encase me under the song of the lark***Give me time to rest silent besideEnjoying the nourishment of tears criedIf you bury me in autumn then you will waitFor the spring to arrive and b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/716319/ “I want to be somethingYou love so much you’d cryBut I can’t be somethingYou’re missing . . .”The little girl wrote downDo You Like MeDo You Hate MeAnd the answer never got her through . . . The pictures worth a thousand wordsWhen the fake smilesAre worth a million tear.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/716300/ Rainsdrops are runningNo flowers sunningThey know malice coming***In the thunder's breathThe lightning screaming deathHere for a grand theft***The spiderweb frostWeaving over bodies lostScenic view ice cold cost***Dance the trees deadLay the butterflies to bedLet it pour red blood in head***Leaves o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/716262/ Everybody knows the captain lied . . . ~ Everybody Knows http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/716255/ The cool ocean wavesRippling over my feetWashing the sand’s rough edgesDownThe soothing sigh of its intakeLetting it out for me to feelDrop after dropWatching the moon’s white shadowNo place to hide from this fireChasing me awayFrom my oceanThe red beginning of dayInto the trees I runSha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/716244/ Part of me wanted to see youbut you had no clueyou were angry tooboth ready for something newI said hello to our good-byesput an end to all the liesburned and broken tiesour friendship dies http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/715900/ Fire in the Window:                     Andria was lazing away the too hot spring day in her “fake” boyfriend’s library. The window was cracked open just a smudge to let in the soft and t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/715859/ Help me pick a name. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/715857/ Behind the sky blue eyesThe wooden lady insideHolding her tongue with the liesBehind the wooden lady hide***Swallowing these obsessionsThe wooden lady rotsThese greying fingers her only possessionsand waning quiet thoughts***Beneath this bright smileThe wooden lady frownsIt is eternal dark in her ex.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/715276/ Hating myself right now . . . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/715229/ Disjointed fingers creepingBlack tears be weepingInk stabs seepingGive little bird safe keeping***Crawling up long pastsStone secrets long lastsNever answered questions asksThe ripe red bleed basks***Window broken by screamPin-prick shards dreamBlank look forgive seemIn corpse demon teem {Washing cl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/715100/ Tree bleeds oxygen blue soul searching party invitation paper cut deception bloodsplatter lace work***Horizon silhouette dreamof nooses and knives sharp edged conversationskills in the truth area***Can’t stop the collapsingpillar empire tyrant rulernever looks in subjects eyescan’t see t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/715063/ Hummingbird, hummingbird at my window - hummingbird, hummingbird I can see the life that glows below . . . ~ BlackCl0ud http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/714670/ Another whisper has come and disappearedThrough time with not but one small dreamAnother whisper has come and caused tearsBegun the foretold unraveling at the seam***Another whisper has passed above our headsWith wings wide but never strong enoughAnother whisper has come to mind in bedPreaching with.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/714651/ I need no reason to see the truth, the truth can be seen because it has every reason. ~ BlackCl0ud http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlackCl0ud/714462/