http://slow.writerscafe.org/DDee The original writings of author MoonChild en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776343746 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 It’s 3:09am I’ve been sitting in the dark for hours on end. My head is full to capacity, and still I’m thinking of you frantically. A love once lost but bonded again through time. A love that ultimately was my demise. It’s 6.30am and I dreamt about you again. How sad is it .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1999892/ My time here has come to a bitter end I’ve tried I even tried falling in love again But the darkness inside is too strong I don’t have the fight to carry on I don’t owe any of you an explanation This is my choice And I do it without hesitation Everything you think a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1998835/ Did you forget?Your failing to see My powers go way beyond youThey reside in me I am the all knowing I hear what your thinking I see what your dreaming I can feel your conscious beatingDid you forget? Your failing to seeI can see everything going on behind the scenesMy .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1998024/ Leave me alone Stop asking me to talkI don’t wanna face up to the problems that I’ve done so well to ignore Just let me be with the thoughts in my headI’m still here aren’t I? I Haven’t killed myself yetTake a step back and let me deal with this the way I kno.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1989640/ You don't owe anyone any explanations It's your life to live, live it with no hesitation Follow your heart and listen to your instinctsbelieve in your dreams and you will go the distance Dance to the beat of your own drumNever need to rely on anyone You are all that you need to get to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1981788/ I look around me and what do I see? AngerLoveHatredPositivity It's a whirlwind of emotions I pick up as I walk out the doorI feel everything you do... and more Sometimes I confuse your emotions for mineSometimes days I do just fineI can loose control and let my thoughts get to me .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1979654/ Your moods are so unpredictable Your life is so beautifully miserable So long as no one sees behind the closed doors Where lies the cracks and the flaws So long as you never look the fool So long as your life always looks beautiful The consequences to your actions leave a mess so critica.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1978230/ I warned that you that my head was too dark of a space to enterI told you I'm a f**k up - right down to my centreI warned you that I am broken Emotionally and mentally, I'm a burdenI guess that's why everything is all about meI have these impulsive tendencies If I feel fear or doubtI.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1977795/ F**k you, your a cowardDoes my pain make you feel empowered?How dare you silence meHow dare you ignore my plea's F**k you, your a user That's all you will ever be Preying on vulnerable emotions Throwing it all away once you've stolen the devotion F**k you, you make me sick Thinking.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1975368/ It's all out in the openYour secrets and lies have been spoken She now knows who you talk to at night Who it is you have in your sightShe has read the messages you have sent She read the things you said about her while you vent It was the perfect opportunity to set us both freeIt cou.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1975084/ I don't care how you are in my life I just need you here I miss you more than any poem can say I ache to talk to you This pain won't go away I say things in a moment so fierce But I'm only human my dear The feelings I feel are real and true All I ever need Is you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1975028/ So much passion in your fight Your words are cruel but it brings me much delightYour power fuels me I soak you up every time you abuse me Your words don't bring me downThey won't change who I amFor it's the passion you give that gives me light in knowing thisYou love me. You can't li.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1973956/ I know you have never loved me You lied from the startBut your lies where so beautifulA work of art So step back and revel in your masterpiece Watching as I fall apart Piece by piece http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1972834/ Rain crashing against my window The smell of a storm in the air I'm feeling electric This moment I ache to spend with you Laying in bed held in your embrace Feeling the warmth of your affection Feeling the love in your light Hold me close and never let goStay in this moment with me f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1970959/ I'm left here broken and sore I've found myself back on this floorYou promised you would handle my heart with care But where are you in this my moment of despair? The connection we have will never fadeBut the memory of you is too hard for me to takeI can't deal with this heartache anymor.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1968792/ Life has taken me the long way around From the age of sixteen it all started to go down My first ever love, he beat and abused meTrapped in isolation he damaged every part of me.Friends and family did every they could to help But they couldn't take away what he did to my mental health Dr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1962328/ I'm mentally and emotionally drainedI've given all of my love It's been all used upI don't have the fight in me to carry onThis pain I feel is too strong I act out impulsively Kind words repulse meNo matter how much I need itI just can't feel itI'm uncomfortably numbStupid & dumb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1959843/ I'm feeling sad, bitter and rawI've thrown all my emotions out the door My absence you haven't noticed Preoccupied with stress and sadness Too busy chasing dreams failing to see what is falling apart at the seamsNeglecting those you love until disaster makes you seeThere are problems in .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1957825/ Moving to this path was an excellent manoeuvre A key to a brighter future Through this life I have walkedListened more than I have talked Now I've learnt my lessons I stand here and preach For what I know, no one can teachI've seen the magic in front of my face I've felt itto.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1956930/ Don't blame others for your moodHowever you react, you choose.There are billions of people on this planetAnd your going to let one person change your habits? If you only give out love and light That's all you will have in sight.Don't be a slave to the machine Go about your life and kee.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1956601/ Only for a short while did it last That warming feeling in my heart Being the first and last person you spoke to every day Making the frost around my heart melt awayBut it ended no sooner that it startedOur love partedI was not the one for youNo matter how much you loved my eyesA cry.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1956290/ You mistook my hurting for weakness I don't know how - but you made me feel this Love was a vague memory until meeting youBlinded by your lust But now I can see through I see all the way through you Through the clouds in your head and the lies in your eyes Your mask I see right behi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1955586/ I had a sinking feeling in my gut But the words I could not muster upThe image of you and her sitting upon the martial bedDid the thought of me even enter your head? Pandora's box had been openedFeelings spoke about but they were too hardened Bringing it all back to the surface and I c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1955104/ I've been hurt too many times before Too many times I've picked myself up off the floor My ego battered and bruised by your wordsYour treatment left me blurred How can I find the strength to carry on When I'm lost, empty and aloneFrom the moment you walked out the doorI can no longer.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1953851/ Your suffocating in your emotionsStuck in time with no motionYour head full of challenges you just cannot face While the world around you goes at its own pace You get lost in the emptiness that occupies your mindAnswers your desperately trying to findWith you shoulders hunched and you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1953836/ You've had a hard dayLet me rub your shoulders and take the tension awayLet me run my hands over your bodyYour mind is a haze, blurry and foggy Let me give you some of my lightLet me take your worries from sightFor the power that runs through my bloodPast down through generations .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1953602/ A butterfly from my window i seeI take no notice, it's you I need But you are gone now, resting in your grave People think what you did was selfish but I think your brave Dragging myself from my pitI sigh, breathe and think about what I've got to live Another day of guilt, another day of.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1953532/ You put your hand into my chest and held my heartBut the time has come for me to departI need to beak free from the choke hold you have me inLiving my life on your every whim From the very first lie you toldYour secrets start to unfoldYou think I'm not in controlBut it's your mind I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1953269/ Only for a moment did I think I could feel againLove & light pouring out of me like a fountain First time experiencesLong nights so lustful and mysteriousEach day my heart yearning for youGrowing more curious But the darkness that swims around inside of meIs too strong for anyone t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1952715/ A true friend, gone but never forgotten. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1952052/ She walked through life as simply as could beBut no one could see what was lurking underneathFriends and family surrounded her"What a strong girl""I idolise her"But no one could see the monster growing inside of her Years of living in regret Her love living with reject Pandora's box .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1951598/ Sometimes I sit and wonderI can't help but ponderWhen did you stop loving me?When will you ever set me free?Our love is broken that it obvious But we still live day to day with no love in usOur love had never been easyEspecially at times when you were sleazy Erotic and strongThe fi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1951141/ Alone with my thoughts, they come in waves of emotions Emptiness has taken over me, I'm drowning in its ocean What it would feel like to be loved Oh so long I have waited for your touchIs it my figure or my soul too blackIs it a personality that I lack?What is it about me that's so unlov.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1951088/ Not suitable for under 18's http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1950719/ Who am I to judge in world so cynicalPeople are mean they are CriticalTall, short, fat or slim everyone has the power to be beautiful.How many pictures until you get right?True feelings go away beyond sightFor it's the secrets of your soul that showIt's what you put out into the univer.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1950463/ I paint a pretty pictureI paint it on my wristI paint the first time we kissedA tsunami running through my bloodChanging me to hate from loveWith every punch you threw the darkness inside me grew For every bone broken my pain went unspoken The fire in my soul the only thing keepi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1950207/ Thoughts before 9am http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1950205/ As I walk lucidly through my dreamsI go back to the time I was your queenEvery time I saw you, working at the stable My body aching, willing and ableAble to handle the way that you loveBeing able to tell you when it's too muchYour cold hungry and wetBut my smile made you forget F.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1950077/ My eyes glistening a crystal blueNo one sees the darkness in me except you My body shakes at your touchThis feeling I feel is too much No one has herd my cries or seen my trauma Walking day to day as if he was watching from the corner But no one sees that darkness in me except you .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1949691/ Sometimes i sit aloneI go inside my secret domeThinking of how much time we have missedMy soul aching for your affection 28 years and still all this complexion For true love is no easy road but our paths finally crossed Melting away my frost You made it through the mist and the fog.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1949036/ As I Sit beside this lonely tree I count my blessings one, two, threeLooking up to into the branchesI close my eyes and think about my chancesFor a moment a glimmer of lightPerhaps I can have what I want in sight Dark clouds loom in the background beginning to spiral aroundRain begins .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1949008/ Your eyes looking into my soulSeeing the deepest darkest parts of me know one else knows.I've been beaten, bruised, moulded, into a different personBut you see through the pain and hurtingAlthough I've only known you not even a weekThe connection we've got is deepSo I look into your eyes.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DDee/1948892/