http://slow.writerscafe.org/Courttt The original writings of author Courtney en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776009771 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 maIve been here before, ive seen similar curtains. You almost have the same door, my hand prints are on the door knob. Your walls are the small color as theirs, filled with my confused thoughts. Your bed is just as inviting, your pillows pull me in. Your mouth is soft like theirs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Courttt/1984044/ It all looks so distorted. My face, my body, my soul.I can't recognize my reflection, the mirror shows something else.My body is bigger now, filled with emptiness. My hair is messier now, tangled with loneliness. My eyes are dark, sunken in with tiredness. I don't know who I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Courttt/1953063/ I can see everyone else around me moving, but I can't. I can see everyone else around me breathing, but I can't. I watch everyone feel full of life, full of peace. I sit in this dark, emotionless room and try to make the walls give me hope.I sit in this suffocating, caged in room and .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Courttt/1951015/  There is nothing left inside of me. when I felt too full, I wish I felt less. Now I feel less than less. A kind of less that makes me wish I felt anything. Pain, anger, anxiety, anything. There is nothing left inside of me.  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Courttt/1951012/ I feel so small lying next to you.The bed is so big, filled with crumbled emotions.The blankets swallow all the thoughts I want to say to you, the pillows suffocate all the sound I try to get out. The sheets wrap around my body so I cant move closer.I'm stuck, I cant breathe.I feel you nex.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Courttt/1950380/ You swallow me whole, and then ask why im not moreconfident. You suffocate me in your words, then wonder why I cantbreathe. You tie ropes around my arms, then are curious as to why Icant move. You push me to the edge, then wonder why I want to fall. I give all of myself to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Courttt/1950130/ I stare into your eyes, and pretend you’re looking back and seeingstars. I stare at your body, and pretend you’re looking back and seeingbeauty.  I stare at your lips, and pretend you’re looking back wishing to kissmine with the same force I wanna kiss yours. .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Courttt/1950125/