http://slow.writerscafe.org/cleithren The original writings of author Independent en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776092340 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 not my best http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cleithren/765365/ This webOh this twisted web you weaveMeant to deceiveI know betterOh how I know betterThan to trust so openlySo willinglyBut I took a risk to let you inAnd with this I was greetedNo heedingNo warningJust like the restYou say you testBut we all strive to protect ourselvesIf you didn't want meYou coul.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cleithren/760518/ After the break up http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cleithren/743373/ According to society's idealsI have a problem.Should I be sorry I don't fit the mold?Should I go seek help in the ways society suggests?Or stick with self medication?For hours I lay here.Pondering the questions swarming.Those eyes bore into my soul,Cold and judgmental.I reach out for the compassiona.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cleithren/738696/ I'm sorry for being selfish,Honestly, I wasn't thinking,I hope one day you can forgive me,I can't say at the time I cared,The thought never occurred to me,Tomorrow would never come,With the choice I decided to make,But it's so easy to run,Yes, I am a coward,I hope you can forgive me,It's not that I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cleithren/737713/ What would you say if I told you I still think of youwhat would you say if i told you I still love youwould you look down at me and laugh?or would you show compassion in your eyes and tell me it's ok?not that long ago you had all of meand you still have mostI can't handle it, I wish you'd let goMy h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cleithren/737707/ I want to feel deeplyTo experience the sorrows and passionsTo endure the emotions givenTo feel with not just my mindBut my heart if willingTo open the doorsFor the one wanting to enterTo implore as to the reasonsI cowerNot use me for pleasureAnd toss me like trashI'm valuableI'm worth itIf only they.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cleithren/729351/ I loved once.Truly.Deeply. 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