http://slow.writerscafe.org/littleonee02 The original writings of author Mrs Mania en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775986535 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 ~Hybrid~By: Paige TaylorThe substance that coursed through his veins made it nearly impossible to break through his walls. Nothing but smoke seemed to fog the window to his heart and yet, I was still determined to find a way to peer inside. His manic laughter and the wild flicker in his eyes would s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/littleonee02/2903324/ Loving a narcissist who wore many faces had now left me void of emotion. I was grieving fiercely, even if on the surface I appeared to be undisturbed. It was at this point in my life where I finally understood that a person did not need to shed a tear in order to be breaking on the inside. I lo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/littleonee02/2903323/ Dark PassengerLoving a narcissist who wore many faces had now left me void of emotion. I was grieving fiercely, even if on the surface I appeared to be undisturbed. It was at this point in my life where I finally understood that a person did not need to shed a tear in order to be breaking on th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/littleonee02/2901694/ "Hello, Grief.."Since betrayal and dishonesty orchestrated a symphony of unfortunate events in my life, I no longer seem to experience any genuine emotion at all. Though I suppose if I did, I know I should consider myself grateful to be pulled away from the Grief that I never wanted to sit with, let.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/littleonee02/2900594/ Beauty in Grief?I don't believe there is any greater pain, or beauty in the world than grief.. that awful, miserable, angry thing. It is an antagonizing monster that I wish would have the decency to keep its distance. Nothing can adequately prepare you for such an incomprehensible "feeling", and you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/littleonee02/2900080/ Blue JayAfter years of not being able to see your face or to hear your voice, I find myself at times overcome with the fear that I may one day forget the color of your irises, the sound and tone of your voice, and even the humor in your dark and delightful jokes. 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Upon deep reflection, this short writing is just my own personal interpretation of Job 8:14-15. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/littleonee02/2171087/ Does God Understand What We Go Through?I think one of the biggest questions for believers is 'why do bad things happen to good people?' As we look around and watch the news, our hearts go out to people who have lost their homes and belongings due to natural disasters, such as hurricanes, earthquake.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/littleonee02/2168540/ I might come back and add more to this at some point, but please feel free to let me know what you think so far. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/littleonee02/2168311/ For what seemed like eternity, I waited with a hopeful heart. But on this day, rejection once again burned through my core. Upon deep reflection of my happiest days spent in his warm embrace, I had to come to the unfortunate reality that these were nothing more than mere memories to him now. 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It wasn’t so much that I was doubting the significance of prayer in one’s life or even my own, but.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/littleonee02/2167814/ My love,We are forever bonded.I am eternally intuned to you,In a way that can never be broken.Because we are so different,And yet so alike,My heart melds to yours, And yours to mine.Our minds are linked,Our hearts are still in sync. You are, and always will beMy partner. The man I lov.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/littleonee02/2162748/ That painful knot in my throatThat heaviness in my heart,Where hope and love lingers still.The burden of time,Tightened it's grip on faith.A stronghold Now in the confines of my mind.Embraced by your memories,And haunted by rejection. Our hopes and dreams http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/littleonee02/2162027/ "Pray for your circle, because when the enemy can't touch you, he'll begin testing everyone and everything around you". http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/littleonee02/2161911/ Written April 5, 2018 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/littleonee02/2101700/ This was just a thought inspired by an article I head read for one of my college assignments. I thought it was thought-provoking and this is why I felt the urge to share it. I hope to expand later on. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/littleonee02/2018963/ March 29,2018 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/littleonee02/2016094/ I wrote this short story, "Mike Grendon", on February 24, 2018. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/littleonee02/2007324/ I wrote this poem, "Family Portrait", on December 3, 2017. This piece was inspired while listening to these. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2uPjkhH8sFk https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7JIdJLkJ0S4 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/littleonee02/1984874/ I found a ~much~ older poem of mine. 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