http://slow.writerscafe.org/amandans99 The original writings of author Amanda en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776042563 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I am never gonna be enoughAlways a disappoinmentMaybe I should just give upBreak downRelapse and give in to temptationOver and over againKill the demons inside tooEventually it will stopNo more pain http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandans99/2027466/ You were a lessonYou taught me what I'm worthYou taught me I deserve betterYou showed me how much I can get throughYou made me strongerYou opened my eyes to the darkness of loveI would never thank you for itBut I am gratefulBecause of you, I made friendsI came out of my shellI may have my own issues.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandans99/1959063/ Whatdo I say?Itry to keep everyone happyButwhat happens when my happiness is gone?DoI sacrifice my happiness for yours?Mybrain says yesThecuts on my wrist say yesSocietysays help someone when you get the chanceThetears on my pillow say otherwise.IfI do help .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandans99/1958744/ You've ruined meI'm trying to move onBut your firm grasp on me won't loosenI'm trappedI can't trustI can't let down my wallsWhat if he's the next you?I'm terrifiedI still think about youBut not like I used toNow I wonder where I did something wrongI'm brokenDid I mean that little to you?That on the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandans99/1958643/ A touchThat’s all it took to spark the flameThe heat grew as he kissed meTasting every last inchChillsArousing all over my bodySlowly growing hungrier for more and moreAnd i couldn’t get enough http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandans99/1958109/ How could you?How could you sleep with her knowing I already had trust issues?Was she prettier, skinnier, better?Or did I mean nothing to you?Was she the first?Or were there more before her that I was too naive to notice?Why did I have to wait to believe until after you’re gone,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/amandans99/1958104/