http://slow.writerscafe.org/RainbowEmerald99 The original writings of author RainbowEmerald en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776017870 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 This is a poem about growing up as a trans kid in a Christian household. This is the story of my life. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RainbowEmerald99/2944503/ I wrote this in 2018. I feel like the world needs this now more than ever. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RainbowEmerald99/2937516/ I believe souls get reborn into bodiesWether they're animals or peopleSoulmates are souls that find each otherIn every lifeThey connect like puzzle piecesDrawn to each other like magnetsThey can't be apart because their souls are formed as two halves of lifeSo when they come together, .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RainbowEmerald99/2930566/ You found a boy from a broken homeWho still had a glimmer of light in his eyesGained his trust by getting him away from the hell he was born into Told him you'd never hurt him like they didThen as soon as you had himYou chained him up You took the rest of his lightAnd let it fly away i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RainbowEmerald99/2930167/ I wrote this for myself as a child http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RainbowEmerald99/2850678/ How can a person be so manipulativeTo tell his daughter he loves herThen taking her by the neckAnd shattering her soulBut “I’m sorry” fixes everythingRight?I hate youFor turning my life into a gamePeople love to playBut nobody plays rightThe rules are bent and.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RainbowEmerald99/2769341/ Life is a lieThe promises they madeWhen you were so smallThat everything would work outAnd it would all be okay in the endIt was all a lie just to get you through the nightThey couldn't handle your emotionsThey couldn't handle your battlesSo they told you it would all.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RainbowEmerald99/2769340/ Morning dewWe wake up every day and smell the freshly cut grassAnd as we inhale the sweet airThe world still spinsAs we go to breakfastThe bacon sizzles like our heartAnd through all the sizzling and poppingThe world still spinsWhen you look to the skyYou see the swirling cloud.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RainbowEmerald99/2448531/ Black and whiteIt's the colors you see the world in when you can do nothing but hurt yourselfBlack and whiteIt's what they judge you byThe color of your skinBecause nothing else matters in this worldBut racismBlack and whiteThis world is blackAnd maybe the next is whiteT.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RainbowEmerald99/2448408/ Throw the f*****g gate openLet the blood spillWhat's the point anymoreWhen all you love leavesWhere's the f*****g hopeYou taught me would be hereI can't hopeIf it's not even realHow can I hold onIf there's nothing left to hold onto http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RainbowEmerald99/2448205/ I wrote this in 2013 when i was 14 years old, I believe its the first poem i ever wrote that wasnt a school assignment. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RainbowEmerald99/2370247/ They see happyA smile, a laughWhen really behind the eyesThere's tears and sorrowBecause you can't explain To a 13 year old girlThat her baby brother has diedBefore he ever had a chance to be heldThey see bright starsIn her eyesWhen really they're cloudedBy doubt and self-dis.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RainbowEmerald99/2367952/ They see me smileBut they don't see the tearsWelling up in my eyesBottled up for yearsIf you look into my eyesMaybe you'll seeThat the smile I let showIsn't really meThey watch me laughWhile inside I cryThinking to myself Maybe I can flyAnd as I reach the rooftopThey fina.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RainbowEmerald99/2172585/ I am the darkHaunting you as you look for the lightYou can never get awayLike your shadowI will never leaveI am the lightHidden in everything you loveYou just cant find meBecause the dark blinds youFrom my warming graspI am the twilightI rarely come out to be seenBut when.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RainbowEmerald99/2172581/ This is my story. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RainbowEmerald99/2097902/ LightIs no longerWhen your stars have expiredAnd your fire has burned outSo how can I see in front of me When all I see is blackWhere I hoped the light would beI can't even see my own hands Am I invisible?Can anybody see me?Would any body hear me if i made a soundWhen the whole.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RainbowEmerald99/2097790/ -------------------- Promise --------------------Hovering over the rocks belowShe glances up thinking"Where is the life I was promised?"And with one last blinkA silent tear falls down her faceAs she plunges to the depths of the oceanBut before she hit the bottomShe sprouts wings An.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RainbowEmerald99/2056057/ As a kid I would sit in my room with a bladeBut that blade blew into my handmade shadeWhen my soul blew up like a grenadeI was born for the pen and paperTearing words from my brain like im ripping wallpaperPoems piling up like a skyscraperYou'll say I need a job at a cubicle deskBu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RainbowEmerald99/2039559/ I have always referred to myself as a unicorn and nobody ever understands why. This is why. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RainbowEmerald99/2039558/ I aspire to see the lights in the skyBut the stars are hidden by cloudsAnd these clouds are filled with rainI could just fly up and find themBut then I'd get soakedAnd my wings would never work againOne day I hope the clouds will drySo I can live out my dreams http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RainbowEmerald99/2039556/ This was written January 31st, 2017 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RainbowEmerald99/2039542/ Why do you haunt me before you become a ghostAll I ever hear is your voiceScreaming that I'm stupid, worthless, can't do anything rightYour face in mine spewing death threatsDon't tell or you're deadYou're not deadBut you still haunt me every dayBecause of the damage you forced upon my.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RainbowEmerald99/2039339/ I am just one star Among seven billion othersWe all flickerShineGlimmerBut I am only oneSo what difference would it makeIf my light went outWould the other stars be affectedWith the distance I have kept between usBecause I am aloneAnd my gravity cant seem to pull Any other st.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RainbowEmerald99/2039307/ ---------- The Great Escape ----------Dark clouds never leaveDespite what the weather may tell youPeople don't understand You can't understand Unless you've been so lowThat surrender was the only answer This world inside my headIs the only escape I haveThat stops me from the great .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RainbowEmerald99/2039287/ *Trigger Warning* This poem contains suicide and self harm. This is something I wrote 2 nights ago. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RainbowEmerald99/2039283/ Three years and 2 months ago, I got myself out of an abusive relationship. The effect he had on me still exists. However, I'm still here. I still roam. Nothing can knock me down. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RainbowEmerald99/1960745/ This poem is about a girl I went to high school with who I still have like the world's biggest crush on. Her name is Jenah. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RainbowEmerald99/1960525/ I'm a blade of grassTied down to the earthRootedBut nobody will ever know of my dreamsMaybe my dream is to flyBut you can't hear meYou won't listen carefully enough You'll just step on me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RainbowEmerald99/1960261/ My heart always has bigger dreams than I can reach... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RainbowEmerald99/1960256/