http://slow.writerscafe.org/Shawdowturtle11 The original writings of author Kat en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776067681 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 umm... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/843432/ Someone helpHear my criesSee through the yelpsNo one ever triesPlease don't abandon meLike the restHug me, love meTell i'm at my bestIf i cry harderIf i feel weakerBe my guarderBe the seekerOf my happinessThat slowly got lostBecause of the abandonessI guess it was the costI wish it was still happyBu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/771358/ Ring Ring Riiinnnggg!!! What? Oh it's Reign. I picked up the phone. "Hey Fruit Loop hows it going?!" "Why do you guys always call me that?!" Reign said into the phone laughing. "I don't know..... But whats up?!" "I wanted to know if you wanted to hang Lillys already here! YEAH I AM!!!! LILLY SHUT U.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/765078/ A knife! I thought This may be the stupidest idea ever but its better than nothing. I picked it up and made the cut quick and easy. Hurry make up an excuse!  "Alice sweety are you alright! There's blood all over the floor" Mom asked "Yeah i accidentally fell and the knife cut me, But what were .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/762246/  Sense that night I've been putting up a fight From all these tears But its just as i feared My heart is broken Because you have spoken "Its time to move on" But if I do I won't live on My soul is dying But you are still trying To still be frien.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/761531/  Staring you in the eyes My knees suddenly go weak "Please, Just don't leave me" Is all that escapes my lips I drop to the floor My vision goes to a blur Screams fill the room Your hand holding mine as if saying "I Promise" My soul leaves my body&nbs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/759440/ "Wha-what" I whispered. The body fell on the floor. I stepped back and turned it over. "Step father" My eyes grew wide. There was an ax in his head and blood all over the floor. It has to be true everything that happened back then I thought. I took a look of what was in the closet. Pictur.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/758383/  Why can't we just stop? This fighting is getting old Look i get it Mom you hate me I got it the second you hit me in the head and called me a mistake Stop blaming me its not my fault your marriage didn't work out Can't you see anythin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/758371/ Heart beating fastMy face turns redand I start to blushI love him so muchthat he doesn't even realize ithes so beautifulwith those blue eyesand blonde hairbut he doesn't like me backand probably never willso it kills"its time to move on"is all my friends saybut they'd never understandthe feelin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/753153/ I never thoughtthings would endthis wayThings left unsaidOur relationshipcrushed to piecesUnbearableyour words stung my heart"I don't hate all of them just you"I felt my heart crackjust a little moreYou were everything to meLately after you ended our friendshipthat started three .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/745095/ "AHHHHHH" I screamed my head flung up from my pillow. "Was it just a dream?" I rubbed my head. "But it seemed so real" Golden specks of sunlight came in through the window and danced on the floor. "And ever sense I've found that necklace that keeps appearing in my dreams I keep having tha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/744728/  Beep Beep Beep  "Huh what OH NO ALICE" Amanay screamed. She quckly threw on jeans and a T-Shirt then ran outside. "AMANAY!!!" I screamed "ALICE!!!" Amanay started running towards the car. "Shut up!" Mom demanded "No!" Mom grabbed my wrist as it started raining.  "ALICE!!" She scream.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/741677/ "Alice! Alice" her words spoke softly "Alice where'd you go?!" "I'm right here Amanay" I said laughing "OHHH you scared me!" her eyes were wide and she was smiling.  "Haha you're okay right?" "Yeah! But I came to ask you if you wanted to go to the tree house?" "I was coming to ask you that!" I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/741672/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/741623/ "NO BROTHER!!!!" I screamed It wasn't supposed to end this way I thought click click I swung around "Now you're next!" as I stared  into his eyes fear washed over me as I flashed back to 2 yrs ago when this all started 2 years earlier  "YOU F*****G B*****D HOW COULD ANYONE LOVE .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/735493/ Sense the 4th grade My life changed foreverThats when I found myselfand the people I love <3~*~Giggles and screamsLove and friendshipEverything was wonderfulI was at my happiest pointthat I've ever been atIt was when i metJessi and Maddyall becauseNiki introduced me to themNew game.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/734526/ You left me aloneTucked away in your pastForgotten foreverbut you could care lessThe promises of never changingBlew away in the windJust likethe memories we hadAll your friendshipswere left here and forgottenI could never do that to youeven though you betrayed meYou mean too muchFor me to hurt youbu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/733647/ Soaring through my memoriesThe days before 5th gradeWhy did it have to be you?The one that had to leaveits not your faultyou had a screwed up familyand in the endyou're the one paying for itYou were an awesome friend i hadone of the funniestbut i forgot about you until nowI'm sorryand now thinking a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/733642/ Tears drip on the keyboardI stare at the screenI knew this would happenI never wanted you to knowYou're still in love with herand never can be with meMy heart ripped outand torn to piecesYou will never love me The way you do to herYou told me to move onbut I can't from youI close out of th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/732929/ My words mean nothing to herShe throws them in the trashHer voice overpowers mineas she drags me into another one of her fightsover her own problemseverything gets blamed on someone elseother than herselfall this over a "Please be quiet!""I am your motherrespect me as you shouldI.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/732297/ 2 yearsof watching youtrying to kill yourselfwatching you dying a little bit more each dayyou said you'd love me foreveryou said you'd live till200and I believed youmost people thought it was strokesothers thought it was heart attacksno one really knewpills found under the mattressespills .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/728552/ Time getting shorterI'm getting olderHow can I lettime slip by so fast?Second by secondi'm dying slowlyTomorrow isn't promisedThats why I can't live with regretsI don't carewhat you think anymoreI'm not gonna letyou ruin meMy life is getting shorterTime is getting fasterSo much more to doSo lit.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/728050/ Overcoming this obstacleThat just so happens to be youI know I'm loosing youyour replacing uswith the girl I hate the mostI knew this would happenI miss youoh so dearlyI hate everything about what you becamebut i still love youone of kindhard to findplease don't leave meyet you already hav.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/726189/ When was the last timeI looked in your eyesand knew you were there for me?When was the last timeyou told me you loved me?When was the last timeI felt cared for?Why are you putting me down?Why do you hit me?What'd I ever do wrong?Why do you get angry at me for no apparent reason?Sense when is everyth.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/724561/ Whyis everything changing so quickWhyis time passing so quickWhyis it that you can hurt me so badWhyare you hanging out with herWhyis your old best friend you new worst enemyWhyis your old worst enemy your new best friendWhydo you hate me nowWhydid we have to fight and ruin everythingWhy do I r.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/722022/ I don't believe people ever fall out of love I believe that they forget why they ever loved that person, but I guess no one will ever get it http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/721451/ Wen i'm with youAll the pain goes awayI can be myselfand I never want to leaveWhen i'm with youEverything makes senseI don't have to worryand so many great memories are madeWhen i'm with youI feel protectedI feel like i'm here for a reasonand I feel completeWhen i'm with youI'm in love http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/721368/ I don't know anymoreevery things so confusingI feel like I failed yo this timeit feels like someone ripped my heart outI trusted you and you turned your backI was crying out in painthen you walked awaythe feelings of emptiness andsadness Collide into one andkills you insideno one will.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/721225/ The glass falls on the floorand shattersyelling and screamingthe fist in the walloh no!hes madagainand i'm home alonewith himhe's pissed off thats for surehe punches mekicks mescratches meand calls me nameshis fist is all bloodyand im cryingblurry visionsand now hes.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/720862/ At this pointyou should've lost me foreverbut i can't let go of youits something i dowe get closeand thenyou hold a peice of my heartand even if you tear me apartinch by inchyou'll hurt me badbut i can't leave youalone in the rainfalling through the cracksits the person i a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/720819/ I  hope your happyyou got what you wantedEven if it was the cost of her happinessshe treated you rightbut you treated her wrongshe was so blinded by your lovethat she didnt understandday by daysecond by secondshe was getting hurt moreshe deserved betterthan a guy b*****d.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Shawdowturtle11/720236/