http://slow.writerscafe.org/lankechu The original writings of author Lanke Doll en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776190608 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 It doesn't matter,I'm at a friends, I want to cut.She leavers her room to talk to a boy.I look for something to use.Nothing, I find nothing to use.I tried the scissors, but no matter how much pressure I put  on them it did no good,I sit here crying, wondering. What the hell do I do now? I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lankechu/759860/ Am I here?The only thing I feel is fear.Can you see me?When can I be free? You will never know the feelings that I bottle up inside.The feelings you will never see, the thoughts that you will never read.Look into my eyes; you will see pain. Look at my smile; you’ll think e.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lankechu/732815/ I hear her screaming,I hear her sobing.Sitting here, wishing I was dreaming,All I can feel is my heart throbing. It's all coverd with violence,She paints over her pain.For ahile there is silence,Her loss is his gain. She grabs her guitar,Trying to ger away.She trys .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lankechu/729938/ Skip, jump, spin, twirl.welcome to my world. Laugh, joke, tease, beatI get treated like meat. Sad, cry, sob, shudder.All my words come out in a mutter. Cut, slive, stab, silence.My life is full of violence. Depressing, maybeFreaky, kinda Myself .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lankechu/728249/ I look in the mirror.See no trace of me,I see what you wnat me to be. I am gone. Never to return.Now I am just another clone,another image in this world. No hope,No love,No loss. I am not me, not who I want to see. Just who you want me to be.Just some one y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lankechu/728245/ I hear you in my thoughts,I see you in my dream,I feel you all around me,though you are nowhere near.The  breths I brethe,the steps I take.Am I coming closer to you?Or am I running in the wrong direction?I feel my heart pounding,my blood races through my veins.The feel of yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lankechu/728240/ When you scram my name I'll be there for you.When I hear you calling my name between your cries, I'll be ther to hold you.when I hear you whisper my name, I'll be there to tell you I love you. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lankechu/728239/ I feel defeated, Lost in my own mind,spinning in circles and losing track of time.I've fallen hard, and it's all your fault.Thanks for letting my slip, thanks for letting me crash.You wouldn't have caught me even if you thought you could... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lankechu/725242/ You've lost me out in the open.You could've prevented it, and never tried.You call that love?All I see is a dim light that's not lit to shine for you and IOur eyes are blind. What blocks the vision?Fear? Hate? Constant doubt?My heart's not empty, but full of lies.Struggle hovers ahead for the distan.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lankechu/725234/ I hear you in my thoughts,I see you in my drams, I feel you around me.Though you are  nowhere near.The breaths I breathe the steps I takeAm I running in the wring direction?I feel my heart pounding My blood running through my veins the feel of your touch sets .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lankechu/725227/ ♥We're in the home of where she died.The overdose is what did it.We love her, we miss herThough we mush accept it that she's gone. ♥The numbers of the years pass by.Our hearts are still aching.Her story will live on.though the memories will never cease. ♥Carrying the image of h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lankechu/725013/