http://slow.writerscafe.org/reaper1661 The original writings of author Beaner166 en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775991230 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 An ocean of glass next to me.Their amber water sates my rage.In my stupor I wonder,Is this how he felt?Numbing the pain,Suppressing our anger.Substance our only haven.What life we lead?Subsisting,In a world of our own sorrow.Writhing,Steeped in our mountain of inadequacy.Swallowed,By the grief of li.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/2863485/ I Won't Be You.The rage that consumed.The anger ever present,Never a moment of peace.I Won't Be You.Pity from a son who doesn't yet know.Pain unending,The strength to hold it at bay.I Won't Be You.Losing control,The fear from the one you love.Shunned by those you held close.I Won't Be You.The pain y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/2863472/ Dying inside,From wounds self inflicted.Life kept alight,By business unfinished.A love lost,Still within reach.A real life Romeo,To your Juliet.Lover burning,While life seeks to extinguish.Lasting the test of time,My love hold true.Hoping,You still keep the flame lit.Does your love persist?Do I stil.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/2778090/ My pain it pores,Like a dark red from a wound.The seasons change,But the pain remains in full.Shards of red at my feet,A reminder of what I've done.Try as I may they still fall.A reminder of what I lost, the deal I  made.The sun may rise and fall,But the ocean of red still grows.A beautiful red.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/2778084/ F**k I Miss The Chance I Had http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/2778081/ I still love you.No excuse absolves my leaving you.We were both so young.All I could see was in the moment.We were happy.Your mother hated it.Her control wayed.She retaliated.Pulling us apart.Kicking you down.I was never allowed to tell you.You were still my everything.I hid my truth,Screaming for y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/2161152/ I live life,One loss at a time.In every loss,A lesson learned.A mother once help dear,Turned a knife in the heart.A grand mother once clode,Who left you to handle the mother.A family once close,Drove apart by tragedy.Kept apart by a mellody,One sung by a mother.One crash changes everything.Lost my b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/2160591/ Do you know what you are getting yourself into?It wasn't love at first site.But you were my first love.Do you know what you are getting yourself into?Young and dumb.As I came to know you,I came to love your imperfections.Young and dumb.I came to love you.The awkward way you carry yourself around oth.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/2159185/ You never know.You only notice the dark When the light gets dim.You never know.You only know what you've had when it's gone.Prematurely ending what could have lasted forever.Letting go before you've had a chance.You only know what you've got when it's gone.Letting her go.Sacrificing the love in.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/2065622/ So this is the end?The way my story concludes.A life plagued by memory.The last act, nothingness.Alone.No one can join this final journey.Ironic.Surrounded by friends in life.Dying how I feel.Lonely.A fitting end.For one who accomplished nothing.Never amounting to anything.Will I be remembered?What .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/2053995/ . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/2053952/ Hello Beautiful.I miss you.Why do you have to be so far?Why cant we just be?My love never stopped.The flame has burned bright, unfaultering for years.I'm here.Always and forever.Though we may change,We'll always be us.Though circumstance may complicate things,My love will never wane.I see a future .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1948727/ When I'm with her, I think of you.I settled.In another life,Given another chance.Id've fought for you.I was your sun,And you were my moon.Completing one another.Giving meaning to our trials.Making our ordeals worth it.Like our paths were meant to be.Leading you to me.And me to you.Destiny? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1948716/ Time moves on.Memories fade.The only thing she leaves,Is the way you felt.I can hardly remember,Most of what we were.Unfading is how I loved you.The peace you brought a broken man.The way you hide your smile,When I'd say something humorous.So bashful over something normal.Despite adversity we fought.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1946774/ Come with me.Take my hand.I'll lead you away.To show you what could have been.What we could be.If only for moments at a time.Let our past interrupt the present.Pause our lives.Run away with me.Be mine as I am yours,Even for a short time.Let me feel your embrace once more.Give him your life.Call him .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1946434/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1910548/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1910541/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1910540/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1910539/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1910537/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1910533/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1910530/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1910528/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1910521/ My rest is never true.As I lay, motionless in slumber.Body unmoving.My soul travels on.Projecting myself where I truly belong.I stand as a guardian.Watching over you.Protecting you as you travel.You will likely never know,The quiet protector keeping you.Hidden in the veil.Tortured by his wanting.I w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1904611/ I don't know how to let you leave.I don't know how to let you go.I don't know what I want from you.Simplicity becoming complexity.Starting only as friendly exchange.Evolving into something more.Held by another, I long for your embrace.Half in on an all in game.I feel broken and out of place. On.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1899002/ I don't know what I'd do.I'm too proud to admit it.I can't think it.I'll never say it.Pain from the thought.Bliss from the possibility.A complex situation.A simple solution.A fantasy so euphoric.A reality killing possibility.Breaking down walls.Only build new ones.Offering everything.Promising nothi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1898999/ I have a gift for you.It can be fragile and shy.The most valuable treasure I posses.Though small, it caries a tremendous weight.It bares a great deal of pain.Holds tight to joy.Brings solace in discontent.Gives hope in the deepest despair.It has guided me through many challenges.Showed me how peace .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1897246/ In life there are three constants.Dictating the course of our lives.Influencing your decisions.Sculpting the future.LoveThe act of giving your everything to another.TimeThe period which you have to give yourself to others.DeathThe end to your everything.In life only one thing is certain.Death.She co.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1895081/ The nights grow long.The day become agony.Sleep is a terror.Conscious thought is torture.Lady Addiction has taken me.She holds me sweetly in her gentle embrace.Consuming my every thought with only her.Guiding my thoughts to finding my fix.The loving kiss of satisfaction is all I crave.The scratching.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1895069/ What is the worst thing you can come to in life?For me, it's a fork.Decisions.Three choices.One path is easy.The comfort of knowing your choice will have a decent end.Knowing that at the end of the day you will have comfort.Though knowing this can become monotonous.Another path is less certain.Odds .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1895067/ There can be no peace with out first sending a clear message of 0 tolerance for their shenanigans. History has shown that violence is effective toward that end. Speak softly and carry a big stick worked once, against enemies who were open to reason. It is now the time for a new approach. For an en.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1888190/ The depression settles in my heart.....My anger floods my veins.....Trying to speak but the words are gone.....Happiness fades to sadness and love to hate.....Then finally, slowly but surely my world falls to ruins.....My light turns to darkness and soon I am consumed.....My soul is&n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1887948/ The creeping feeling. Like needles rolling over my skin.  The urge to act.Without the power to resist.  Is this the beginning? Or a prelude to the end? My body is craving it. My mind screaming for it.  The stress piles on.The anxiety overwhelms... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1834044/ I have a problem.One may say, an addiction.I'm hooked and I fear there's no letting go.Once a strong proud man.Stricken by her.I pick myself up.Captivated by her strength of strength.I've had a taste and I'm hooked. An obsession has taken hold.The more she pulls away the more I must have her.It.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1798270/ The problem with me is me.I am always getting in my way.Always telling myself I can't do it.Drilling into myself that I'm not strong enough.I give up before I have even had the chance to try.I throw in the towel because obstacles seem too insurpassable.I wave the white flag before I've seen my oppon.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1573423/ I want nothing more than to take back letting go. I wish I could go back and do it differently. I'd endure any hatdship, climb any obstacle, and give all I have to call you mine again. Laying sleepless in bed, my though s drift to us.Thoughts of me holding you closely, kissing you sweetly, a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1306437/ He stalks, he lurks, he walks the night.The blood he swallows would give you a fright.He walks the streets cloaked in a fog.Your head he'll quickly chop like a log.He's a handsome enough young man at first glance.He'd probably even ask for a dance.He's a wolf in sheep cloths and if you strike his fa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1164650/ Your heart is telling you that you want me.But your mind is telling you that you have what you want.Your mind won't let you act on the want of your heart.I can hear your heart clearly screaming, it's screaming.Your mind won't even take the chance! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1164123/ Looking at you now I'm taken back.Seeing you every day.Holding you in my arms.Kissing your soft sweet lips.Looking into those beautiful blue eyes.I remember loosing myself in them for hours.Your smile.Brightening up even my darkest day.The way you'd say I love you.Making my heart jump every time.Doi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1139711/ Five years of waiting.Five years of patience.On the sixth i moved on.Or so I thought.I couldnt have been more wrong.we talk after months.You say those three words.I cant convey just how hard my heart fell.You said "Im getting married"I was standing strong.Those three words hit harder than a sem.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1064566/ It's loud.So very loud.So many people.People walking their streets.Raping, killing, stealing.I don't see their purpose.Their reason for being?Why do they still have the gift of life?Why does our God allow them the power to act as they wish?Too many people. Too loud. This city is so&nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/1037075/ The next morning the two woke to the sound of moving vans. They walk out side and see some one moving into the house next door. Then Anthony looks back at his house. He rubs his eyes And gives a depressed sigh. "To dam early for this s**t." The house is trashed. No front door, windows smas.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/974230/ Im not crazy. I just see people you dont.Im not a skit so. You just dont hear the people that talk to me.Im not psycho. I only think about hurting some people.Im not deaf. I just have severely selective hearing. Im not mute. I just dont talk to people.Im not weird. im j.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/966977/ I feel like were back in the day.When chivalry wasn't dead.I feel like I'm Romeo and you are my Juliet.I close my eyes and drift away.Away to a place were we can be.A place we can share.Just came with me.Me as your Romeo with my Juliet.Our perfect world with that perfect place.That .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/947534/ It was a foggy winter morning and Anthony was just waking up."D****t! I'm late."Knock knock. "Are you up yet? Your gonna be late.""I know that ! I don't need my sister playing mom.""F**k you then! Be late.""Fine I'm sorry.I'm on my way out.""About time.""Just get .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/829065/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/829059/ I waited.I tried.But its to much.I can,t do it.Not anymore.It,s to much.The pain of seeing you with him.I,ve held my fake smile for to long.I,m letting it fall.I get a girl friend and you yell.Do I not deserve to be happy?You have him.You have him to hold you when your lon.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/828162/ You told me, "I love you".But I have to wait.Your with him.But you want me.Your still with him?If I'm what you desire.Why make me wait?I didn't understand at the time.I was young, naive, I loved you.  Now to present day.Years of waiting.For what?Your still with hi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/828160/ You pulled me in just to turn me away.You played me and now the game is over.I mean no more to you than the gum beneath your feet. Now i crawl away.Beaten,broken,and hurt.Once you made my heart skip a beat.Now its stopped beating all together.The pain you've caused.The excrusiating a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/reaper1661/821704/