http://slow.writerscafe.org/nzahran The original writings of author Nadia Zahran en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776106267 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Cradled in warmth as I tiptoe past the voices of uncertaintyWalking precisely so as not to force the wounds to rip openTo keep the stitches in tact So we can’t feel Keep the stitches in place So we can’t ooze out  Blo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/2007148/ Ripping the catalyst out of my palm so that I can feelsomething real So that my bone can brush up against my check and slice So that all of this nonsense wasn’t for nothing  I can’t seem to find normalcy appealing I fight i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/2007146/ Leather stuck in between my teeth so that I can taste everydecision you’ve ever made I can taste the apprehension within my own glands Spitting out every notion I’ve ever had Regurgitating what I believed to be true-Which, now, is oozin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991315/ When I go through the checks, I have the distinct privilege of looking European- lookingwhite, so no one glances, no one second guesses their decision to let me through. Myname-Nadia- probably Russian, probably not one of those deviants. Yet, my broth.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991307/ It changed almost instantaneouslyI felt so cocooned within the comfort- so wound up, but emotionlessBack then, I thought I was so consumed, but now I realize I was merely biding my time with empty fillersAnd that realization in itself is terrifying-To not really know your own emotions is like gettin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991305/ I can still hear the cryingI can feel you inside me, but ripped apartNot a part of mePainlessIt was so painless, that procedureIt was as if nothing happenedIt was as if I couldn’t see the gleam in your eyesEven though they weren’t there-they weren’t yet thereBut I see themAnd I cou.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991302/ Contradictions are often spokenRarely exemplified in human formBut you, Sir, have mastered the artThose robes will not save youYour speech and nonsensical chants will not replenish your soulFor you, dear Sir, have given up your right to be adulatedYou have wasted too many pure souls and sacrificed t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991300/ I should be writingI know I should be bleeding on this pageThe drywall is cracking and Iʼm doing all I canIʼm trying my best not to knock it downIʼm trying my best not to disintegrateI always felt superhuman and now this blatant truth .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991299/ Dazed in the hazy silhouetteAnd I’m confusedAnd I’m abusedBy misinterpretations of miscomprehended versesAnd my verses slurSlur so sporadically that rhythm in noncompliant with beatAnd I beat this drum with miscomprehension and fallacies of misconduct And I hitAnd I hitAnd I hit thi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991297/ As your lips drip incomprehensible rhythmic patternsI am reminded of the cellophane existence that separates usI am reminded of the cedar inspired lacquer that liquors us upLiquor me up so that the bright lights blind my incoherence Criss-crossing, to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991295/ The details of last night escape meTattered dreams torn apart in misshapen, tattered clothing drenched with perspirationand anxietyThe sheets look ironically perfect nowConsidering the very imperfect state that led up to this perfection I don&#7.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991294/ I can’t believe how foolishHow injudiciousHow incongruent with normalcy I could have been Sorry is not nearly enoughCan never be enoughNever was close to reaching that minuscule fraction of the word that makes me content Never feeli.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991293/ Crumbled faces deteriorating normalcySo clear as to why I fight the causeKill the ignorance that once filled your head Strawberry ecstasy filling your heartSeedlings evaporating into a new cherry completeness An archaeological existence .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991292/ Coffee stained lips suffocating your burning cigarette Blue fingers scratching at flaky skinAn almost cryptic sense of euphoriaEuphoria so enigmatic that it vastly occupies this air As I tear at all the negativity Pessimism that is nonexis.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991291/ I look down into the darknessAnd see someone I don’t envision myself to beMy mind climbs to great heightsTo reach that minuscule of a personI am losingA voice from the back of my mind whispers, “food for worms”I think of the worms in my mindThat eat away at my brainAnd kill my soul.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991290/ Never before have I wanted something So intenselySo immenselyGrasping for you Visions of you Visions of me Visions of us Wrapped up Closed off Closed in Yet- so open Open to everything Open to thi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991286/ It’s really quite humorous how everything falls into placeI can look into your eyes and feel like nothing’s changedLike everything that has happened was a mere figment of my imagination Visualizing everything so perfectlySo wrapped u.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991285/ Encompassing your irreverent actuality with something so pure So clear cutAlmost indescribableYet plexiglass like Complex only by what is misunderstood Misinterpreted by fallacies of falsehoods Falsehoods stemming from brotherhoods.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991279/ Crawling up these stairsSo childlikeRug burn at my kneesSo much dust that I almost sneeze Sneezing away childish daysReminiscent of sandboxes and handle barsLate night stories and closing doorsOpen arenas that cloud my perceptionFinger p.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991278/ Supersonic waves of tensionSqueezing your every muscle To formulate anything that emulates normalcyNormalcy doesn’t comeJust blank awareness of a complacent existenceExistence that for once 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you Inside my mind Killing my senses Overtaken by febrile sensations Undertaken by calming gesturesCutting open temptationSlicing apart f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991272/ Why can’t I retract?Take a step backTo hopscotch realityTo photographic sublimity Why do I always let the stereotypes win?To a point where winning is having the upper handA greater command than what my naïve state accumulates .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991270/ I can’t control my insidesInside of my abridged lifeBut I’ll accept that my insides are deadDeadened by affinityAttracted by anomalous loveLove that feeds on paprika sprinkled on augmented breasts I won’t accept anything less.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991269/ Lusting for inescapable releaseRelease the teases controlControl that feeds on splintered fingertips Condensing your spiritCondensing your lifeAffinity to this knifeKnife that cuts your beliefSlice marks in your teeth The craven way you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991254/ Social roles are twisted IntertwinedUncomfortable in my own skin Due to YOU ScrapingEveryMorselOf my dignity Every time you grazed my skinEvery time you felt you should be withinI can't even begin to articulate how degradi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991253/ Controlled by the subtlety of this flightIf the soft ivory condenses your sightTo see the boastful deafeningTo hear the light crash as no one hears a sound As the silence forces you to go down Into the sea of masturbationThe river of self-m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991252/ Insecurities of idolizingDon’tIdolize meOr mySelfish waysDon’tIdolize the fact that I amUnable to hold stillThe fact that I amHolding on for stillnessThe fact that ICan’t expressExpressways of my brainInto myExpressive.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991251/ Absolving your innocenceYour innocence is what drives me to youControlling arduous tasks to find a newNew middle groundNew silence all aroundCondense my speech because you’re not concernedCaring is malformed to youAs long as the illicit is ba.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991250/ I’m misbehaving as flesh is eatenEating my respect for this lifeLiving in the decay of my raceRacing this fuel obsessed dreamDreams that conquer misconstrued raps and screams Screaming as my voice is muteMute to your footsteps .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991248/ Sinfully accepting the hateBroken mirrors of condescendencePressing my body down because it’s my fate Teal skin under severed bloodBars holding back grinding teethAs the sea salt in your bed causes a flood Diseased by .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991247/ I’m sick of the hateful ways You refer to the pettiness of my lifeI’m tired of the cold, sardonic morningsYou so tenderly cut open with your knifeI’m alienating the lustful remarksTelling me how succulent her b***s areAnd howI don&r.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991245/ You’re the filler to my addictionMy pseudo fictionMy sexual contradictionI am impotent to your embellished wordsWords of you enticing meYou inside meInside my furtive skullMy fingers reaching your mud flushed skinMy futile need to replace thi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991244/ I knowYou just can’t stand the factThat IExceed what you knowOrStunt youFrom your growthI knowI must enervate your styleOrCross you as vileBut your irreverent taunts just push meTo f**k and write that much harderSo that my striden.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991243/ Bare-naked as we stand staring at the erosion of filthFilthy in my bucket of self-respectToo intoxicated to be in tactIs it a fact?Fact or fiction?Just share my addictionGive me the carI remember that girl that wants to be screwedProvocatively, she.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991098/ Stop doing this to meFeel the cabbage-stained fingertipsPublic restrooms are places for filth-infested s***s As I walk by crying walls And dying eyesWith a faded voiceThat is corrupt by choice Do what you must to my blood filled th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991096/ Screaming through closed doors Cold, stiff The chill chaps my lipsLicking the dried skin slowly Healing them temporarily Involuntary jaw movements Spread my skin outPut me on your cold metal table So you can feel free to takeI .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991095/ Cold, condescending wavesDreams of days stifled from my hands I know you’re still there Waiting for me in the rain I know you still want me To take away your pain Wrinkled and confused You stand there Longing .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991092/ Feeling your frozen steamMy body is drenched in your pity I am anything but clean The energy I maintain is chilled Stored for later useMy passion is slowly being killed Circles represent iceComing out in passionate embraces&nbsp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nzahran/1991090/