http://slow.writerscafe.org/ajlaszooted The original writings of author Ajla en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775969711 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 No fear.Forlorn. The flashing screenNo gleam,only the small screen.Just us,in this frigid,tragic,dingy box.With a feathered cushion, plunk my head on it.With a large cover,atop my misused physique,to secrete me from the frosty atmosphere.Snoozing,just so I don't drown inangry assessmentsof.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajlaszooted/2001311/ I prayedIt gave me hopeI sangIt gave me lifeI wroteIt gave me voiceI spokeIt gave me honestyI studiedIt gave me fateI sleptIt gave me ideasI miss that me,Past tense,Disappearance,I miss you, me..Find your way back to me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajlaszooted/2001308/ Society can't understand methat's the understatement of my year.I'd rather drive off than talk to someone the same age as methese people don't have the capacity to understand mei don't have the patience to talk to these people .This is why I believe I should stay true to me,my mentality is much stro.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajlaszooted/2001299/ I just wanna feel something.I want love,pain,cold,happy,anything.I lost the thoughts I think I'm numb.Maybe I'm losing my mind. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajlaszooted/1999870/ Swish Swishthe air, the breeze, the windswish swish swishthe salt scent hits your nosethe fresh scentlike a candle from your living roomthe freshwater smell swish swish the kids splashing aroundthe teens jumping and racing the wavesthe adults riding with the wavesa beautiful place to beenj.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajlaszooted/1999629/ I crave your presence I crave hearing your voice I live to see you happy I live to see you livingI want you to be strongI crave your love I crave being in our bedListening to musicWatching moviesEating take-in all of it makes my life betterwhen it's with you. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajlaszooted/1998451/ All I have these days is my mindNot calm these daysNot sane anymoreIf I focus hard enough,I'll feel the Earth move.I get so deep in thought,I forget I'm actually here Forget I'm alive in my own skin. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajlaszooted/1998210/ You played with pieces of me,as if I was a puzzle piece.Left when you were sick of it,when the image you wanted wasn't as good as expected.Left when you got caught in a problem,and didn't know what went where.Instead of figuring me out,you left. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajlaszooted/1998207/ I cared far too much for you..I regret giving someone so much of meand to be used even after,made me feel like I wasn't worthy of another human with me.I cared more than another female ever wouldI shared my deepest thoughtsMy greatest insecuritiesMy biggest fearswith you.I shared my past regretsmy m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajlaszooted/1998205/ I continue to ask myself why,why do this to meto your best friendTo cause so much pain to a personwho admitted they fell for youI want to think it's because I shared too muchbut if you were real about all you saidand you really loved me backthe way you acted you did,then you wouldn't have taken adva.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajlaszooted/1998202/ I promise you,I will do everything to makeup for all the things I've done in the past.I promise I'll love you as much as you could love someone.I promise we'll be okay. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajlaszooted/1998199/ Happy MLK Day. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajlaszooted/1998043/ I don't associate with manyMost of these people are the samethey're the same dullness over and over againI prefer ones who are unique and realtrue to the heart and speak the truth.I've been through too muchto deal with fakesand to deal with people who are just talk. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajlaszooted/1997809/ Love me likeI'm the only one you think of When you see another femaleI hope she doesn't add up to meI hope you can say to yourself I'm more than worthyof any love and looks you have..because that's what I think of http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajlaszooted/1997807/ When someone is worth my timeI take the time to talk to them all hours I'm availableI try to make them happy with anything they'd like.Making love all night Talking all afternoonWaking up with you by my side..That's all I need.LoyaltyEffortand Loveis what is needed to be successf.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajlaszooted/1997720/ When I went on an adventure I felt my body danceIt felt like my mind and body were at a crazy altitudeI felt like I could do anything.The freedom I had,the things I saw, the places I went,felt so unreal.When I came back home,I thought it was a dream.It's crazy to think I had the happiness I dreamed .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajlaszooted/1997719/ I remember,once a long time ago,you told me you would give me time to grow.I thought you were like the others,and found an excuse to leave,because of my dumb mistakes.After that, I felt unbelievably alone,because I realize what I did was wrong.Yet it took so long for me to stop doingthe stupid thing.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajlaszooted/1997718/ Despite all the bad,you're the good I see.Despite the present,you're the future I call for.Despite the challenges,you're the one I will fight for.Despite the mad thoughts that roam around,you're the person I want to be around for.Despite such a crappy world,you make it seem like there's something re.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajlaszooted/1997634/ If I was in a coma,I'd want them to pull the plug.If this is a big dream,I don't want it to keep going.While I wait for these wires to connect in my brain,While I wait to awaken,I stay trapped hereLike a goddess locked away from the world.I can't make a contribution .I can't try and be happy,every t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajlaszooted/1997631/ Life..I've broken down.I think it's time to let me go,this life has caused too much.My human mind can't contemplate and understand what's going on or why I'm here,or how..It's insane that it's been the same thingswhich escalate a little more each yearcausing worse and worse time frames to live throu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajlaszooted/1997630/ PencilNotesComputerClothesAll material objectsI am not one of these,yet you continue to treat me as if I was. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajlaszooted/1997629/ You finessed my heart,and I'm proud to say I have yours too.The way we can talk about anything,despite our past we still have a relevant future.When you're aroundI feel the best high,my baby got the best vibe.I'm proud to say he's mine. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajlaszooted/1997627/ When you meet someone you want to spend the rest of your fulfilled life withat such a young age,you begin to think how lucky you arebecause others can't find that someone at an older age.To meet someone serious,loving,and calm to love this young in life,is a blessing some don't believe in.The reales.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajlaszooted/1997625/ An old love, relit. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajlaszooted/1997622/ Hopelessly writing these poems, hoping my future with you is a reality.I imagine us together,and I can feel the good vibe I felt before,I can feel myself coming back,I can feel the good times,the happiness, and the love we could have.I can't seem to get my mind over you,ever since we recrossed paths.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajlaszooted/1997621/ All that hate is for a reason, you have to be strong enough to overcome it. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajlaszooted/1997620/ I talked about my personal bringing up and how it made me into a person i wouldn't want in another life. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajlaszooted/1996668/ life is hard, and sometimes i see no point.. but the hope i hold onto.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajlaszooted/1996650/ about a heartbreak with someone i shouldn't have fell for in the first place http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajlaszooted/1996647/ At 3am when all I could think about was the abuse, love, etc. I went through, I got real deep into thought and expressed myself in a way that helped me. Here I compiled poems on my deepest thoughts. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajlaszooted/1996329/