http://slow.writerscafe.org/Tana-Ray The original writings of author Serenity en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776096778 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 You cannot see The wounds inside of meThe pain that my heart must feelThe cuts that seem all too realMy skin white as snow Hides what you need not knowPieces of my heartThey crumble as I break apartI'm stitched so effortlessly togetherPain that you can't seem to measureYou can't .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1512505/ Dear person I still have a crush on,I hope you read the entire letter, but I know you probably won't even glance at it.For some reason this letter has me stumped, debating if I want to tell you all the things I want to say to you and all the things I want to hide away. You want me not to care, a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1506368/ "You are perfect for me"Words I never thought to hearSo angrily yelled I could tell he immediately wanted to take them backStunned into silence I stoodMy hand across my chestMaybe I had misunderstoodWords were what I lackedHow could one sentence render me so uselessMy head spinning.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1503667/ I'm insecure.I keep my feelings locked away and watch you from afar.You could never love a girl like me.And she is everything that I wish I could be.Hide behind my smile as I steal a glance.Cry by myself when I get the chance.Started writing this before that night.Wishing I didn't stan.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1503556/ I can feel it, pulling on me, calling me home. It is worse when I am by the ocean, the waves crashing and echoing the moons desperate cry. It's light shines down bathing me in its full beauty. Caressing me, it whispers guiding me to the sea, guiding me home. I float, relaxing in the embrace of the s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1496333/ The choice was mine, until it wasn't. I had so much to look forward to. My whole life ahead of me to figure it out. My options suddenly dwindled in the fear of permanent damage. The choice could suddenly and very realistically be snatched away. Forced to deal with the truth that so many others face... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1491680/ I understand that that is what they are supposed to say. They are supposed to try to make their daughters feel better when all they have been wanting to do is curl up and disappear. That's what fathers are for. They are there to tell us that we deserve better than her, that she is selfish and that a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1477375/ She was the moon. Beautiful, and constantly changing. Her bright green eyes with hints of sunshine dancing through them haunted my every waking moment. When I closed my eyes the smell of her lingered if only for just the briefest of moments. Hours after she hugged me I could still feel the places wh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1471970/ I sat there on the bar stool at my friends house, watching the clock on the television slide so easily from one number to the next. Counting down the time remaining until the New Year began. Funny how New York had celebrated the end of their year and the beginning of another already. The New Years p.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1466003/ When I first met her, I thought that we would be best friends, that I had found somebody who was just as weird as I was. I thought that we would both shine just as bright as the other, I never thought that one day one of us would out shine the other. I always tried to be independent but she was alwa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1452075/ I want to wake up in the morning with your arms wrapped around me, but I know that will never happen. I want to hold you so close so that I would never have to be without you but let's face it, that's never going to happen either. I want to kiss you softly, gently, passionately and whisper sweet tru.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1428320/ Drunk words slur together, forming sentences and I have no idea what I am even saying.My thoughts are jumbled and my head is aching, my body both hot, cold and shaking. Confusion running round and round.I sit there crying not making a sound.I'm not really myself.Or maybe I am a more pure v.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1410916/ Why are you asking me? I question as you stare at me expecting a different answer. You are asking me if it is okay for you to kiss her, why do I have a say in what you two do? It's not my body, and as much as it's going to hurt me, I have no control over either of you, I'm not dating her and even if.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1396543/ When I hear people say that "they wish that they could go back in time and tell themselves what they know now", a hundred different things flash through my head. The first thing I picture is how different my life would be. Instead of standing there talking to you, I would have run. I would have run .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1379792/ I can't do it anymore, I thought that I could be happy just knowing that you were happy, but I can't. I need to go out and find the feelings that you make me feel but I need to find them in someone else, because these feelings for you are killing me, I have to move on, to try and forget how I love y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1379238/ You look in my eyes and I can't hide, That's where my secrets hide, where my demons lieI can't do this anymoreLeft shattered on the oceans shoreI have a love for the seaIt is a part of meYou have a disgust for the seaAnd therefore a disgust for me.There is nothing I can doAs you lo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1375551/ Welcome to Atlas University where we accept everyone from pixies to werewolves and trolls to Gods. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1374132/ I can't do this anymore, I'm broken lying on the floor, shattered, I can't, this pain is too much to bare. My jealousy is killing me and I can't keep doing this, I love you but I don't want to, I want this to stop, GO AWAY!!! Please I can't do this, I can't feel this much anymore, I can't deal with.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1371191/ I strolled into the classroom slightly early, for some reason everyone always seemed to be here before class began. College was different from high school especially the college I decided to attend. I thought I was prepared for anything but nothing could prepare me for what I found when I walked thr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1364188/ At first I thought that I was dreaming. That none of it was actually real. I couldn't believe that it was reality. But when the bus bumped and my head hit the window jostling me awake. I glanced down to find that it wasn't a dream, that it was indeed real. I could feel your soft breaths across my ar.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1362831/ I can't do this anymore. I can't sit here and pretend that I'm okay. Every snide little remark, every well placed jab at me is like another knife to my heart. I feel like I'm f*****g Julius Ceaser and all of my friends are senators, or Brutus and Casius. They are all waiting to stab me when I least .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1359017/ I don't want to feel this anymoreI can't just sit here staring at the floor I love you, but I don't want to It kills me to keep on pushing throughI'm slowly dying from the inside outI just want to scream cry and shoutEverything I do, I do for youMy heart now broken, torn in two http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1359013/ You knew, the minute you walked out of the room and saw me, you knew that something was wrong, that I wasn't happy. You wrapped your arms around my waist to stop me from walking away, you held me there pulling me closer asking if I was okay even when you knew I wasn't. And I had to stop myself from .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1358140/ When I met you I never imagined how in love with you I would be, or how many memories we would create and still have yet to make. Like me stealing your jacket, running around the playground at night playing tag, going laser tagging, Disneyland, the beach, our school dances, theatre, driving in the c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1356071/ I fought! You can never say I didn't... I fought for you so hard that it drove me insane, and I never gave up either. I always loved you, I still do and I let you know almost everyday just how much I love you. But none of that matters... You still drive me insane, your smile and laugh are the light .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1356067/ At first, I didn't realize it. I didn't realize that the girl I fell in love with back then was starting to show again. I didn't realize how hopelessly in love with you I was again. I fell in love with your smile again, your laugh, the way you say my name. Little things started to feel as if they we.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1355974/ It's the color of emeralds, moss on the north sides of trees and butterfly wings. It's the color of seaweed, steams of roses, and is found sometimes in certain fruits. It was the color of your shirt on the first day we met. Bet you thought I wouldn't remember or wasn't really paying attention. It's .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1355968/ I smile, I stall I give it my allI follow your direction My heart enclosed for protectionI help on a whimWhile you ask himMy body shakingMy heart still achingI don't want to cryBut the tears sting my eyeI wanted to go with youI should have asked you toBut I have so much bagga.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1353788/ When I dream I dream of youAnd everything that you put my heart throughI dream of holding you so Never letting you goI dream of your smile How I always want you to stay awhileHow I miss you when you go awayHow I just want you to stayI love you so muchI smile when we touch But wha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1350590/ When I say I love you... It's not cause I want to hear it back, and it's not because I want you to feel guilty for not feeling the same. I say it because I want you to know that you are loved, no matter what. I want you to know that somebody will always love you. That I will always love you. I want .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1346821/ I glance up at the sky Looking at a starMy heart hurting so I cryI wonder where you areAnd if you are thinking of me tooThis love for you never diesFor I could never tell you That the stars are in your eyes http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1340922/ Millions of tears scatter the skyAs stars seem to pour from my eye Look at us, we've come so farYou're my wish upon a shooting star Never to touch and never to see We were just never meant to beMy heart beats on in time I wish that I could call you mine http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1338970/ You give me writers blockWhy is this such a shockFeels like you've been gone for a yearMissing you while you're still hereI can now plainly seeYou standing next to meYet you feel so far awayI wish you would stayLeft alone while you take to flight Left with the memory of the kiss we.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1338012/ Words flow from my memoriesTo the ink on the pageLoosing myself in my writingWriting WritingAnd writingUntil I don't miss you anymoreUntil the memory of you no longer plagues my thoughts And I can finally write without the image of you slipping onto my paper. Until I stop swimming .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1317959/ It's the tears that roll down my flushed cheeks. The color of my heart when I look at you hoping that you'll say something to make it all go away but you look away. It's feeling in my heart when you kiss her. That feeling when you are not around. It's the color of the broken pieces of my heart that .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1314590/ meant to be kind of like a spoken word poem http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1293167/ Done With ThisDon't WANT to CareMy Heart is Torn to BITSI was Caught in your SnareMy Heart AchesShattered and left lying everywhereMy Body ShakesI was Caught so Lost and UnawareI Crumble and CryMy Cheeks Stained by TearsI Question Why?But the Answer Could take YearsI Gather up the Pieces but ev.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1285653/ There once was a girl all in blue, who lived at the end of my street. Blonde ringlets curled stopping beside her rose red lips. Her eyes as light as the snow that fell down in the winter time. The dark blue ruffles of her dress fanned out falling just above her knees, and the sleeves ruffl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1280805/ You cannot hide from your pastYou never seem to make it lastYou toss them all awayUse them like the games you playToy with their heartsUsing them only for their body partsTorturing thier mindLeaving them behindNever really caringDon't like sharingMaking me sick with your pretendingNever truly unders.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1273097/ Killing her slowlyit hurts to breatheEyes follow her lead as it gets hard to seeIt hurts and so she will fleeHer vision is blurry Her heart now taintedSo she lays on the ground The walls around her now paintedHer pure white skin, her once clean canvasnow drenched in cri.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1160734/ We argued over whether or not I was taking your jacket with me, and at first I was arguing just simply because I like it when you get a little frustrated with me, not to the point where you are angry with me and in a bad mood and you get this look upon your face as you answer my questions stern.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1067854/ Salty water kisses with a burning passion the back of my eyeMy heart now broken, wishing I could just curl up and die I just wish I could meltaway to better yearsOne’s not stained by glittering tearsOne’s where the sun once shined and flowers bloomedAnd m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1064431/ Listen to these thoughts as they crowd my headLean against my chest and listen to my heartbeat instead Listen to the rythme, the steady beating tuneThe first rays of light always come too soonThe moon is high above us and I want to hold you in my armsThe way you look at me, you just kill me with you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1048837/ It doesn't matter how I feelTry and tell me that this pain isn't realI try and hideBut everywhere I see everyone can see inside of meI'm an open bookBut everyone can see right through me with just one lookI'm getting so exasperated Am I really all that complicated My hearts beating fastAnd.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1043035/ You know that feeling inside of you, when you love someone so much, but you have to let go? Hurts doesn't it? There's this pain inside of you and it just won't go away, no matter what you do. No matter what you do it'll never be good enough. Rejection hurts...it fills you up inside with th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1039722/              “Hell that’swhat this place is a living hell; they’ve got me chained up down here like someanimal, like a pet. I hear screams that echo down the halls of this longforgotten place, and I wonder if it’s j.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1018976/ There isn't much to sayDry up those tearsI wanna take all your pain awayAnd destroy all your fearsI wanna hold you closeNever to let you goI'll be there more than mostI just want you to knowThat I Love YouNo matter how you feelEven if you do not love me backI just want you to know this is realS.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1004588/                 The thunder rolled outside my window and the lightning flashed,lighting my room up briefly. A spark glimmered in my eyes as I watched from mywindow, listening to the rain fall across the ground. It was.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1004054/ The hot air feels heavy upon my skinDragging me down with every little sinThen a drop falls from the skyLooking up I begin to question why?Rain comes pouring down in sheets of toxic ashAs if guiding me down some soft untroden pathIt cleanses and wipes away the uncertaintyFreeing me from the weight o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/1004049/ I got to be honest with youI Ain't No Love PoetAnd I've never really been in LoveBut I imagine that it must feel something like thisYou don't mind texting them but you would prefer it if they calledYou can't stand not hearing the sound of their voice It sends shivers up and down your spineTheir voic.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tana-Ray/977061/