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Texas vs. Madison

Texas vs. Madison. I live in a state where I along with any other woman must jump through hoops in order to have control over her reproductive health."You're 17. How the hell do you know about sexual health?"I'm 17. Yes. I'm 17, sexually active, and I've had a pregnancy scare. Would y..

My notebook.

I'm the type of girl who sits in the corner.,I'm the one talking to the devil on her shoulder.I'm the one who looks like shes 20 years older.The one with The notebook. You wonder why I'm not talking,What I'm doing with the notebook?Well here your answer,I'm writing down the inner "work"-in..

Love?

Love...How would you difine such a thing?Would you difine it as "Feelings" towards another human being?Or is there even such a thing?Is love just a disire or somthing higher?

Day 9!

9. Have you ever taken pictures of your wounds?

What hell has made.

I’ve been through hell once or twice. I can’t honestly say this place has been nice.But what I can say it’s made into the person I am today.It’s made it to where I can look at you, you, and you and think what have they gone through?Have they walked down the path ..

Letter to the broken

This is what happens when you leave me alone with a notebook an pen :)

Painfull bliss

Read the note before you read this pome!!!!

Dont act.

Don't act like you know what broken home I come from.Don't act like you know what I have become.Don't act like you know whats going through MY mind.And by the way,acting is fake.Don't fake careing.You don't know 1/2 of it...

Day 8!

8. What is the most supportive thing anyone has ever said to you about self harm?

Im speaking up & out.

I have been bullyed since pre-k. I found the voice to write this now :) Have a voice! it helps. <3

Inverse the world.

Birds next to airplanes,Grass next to cars,Trees next to concreat.What has this world turned into?Do you reamember when this world was not like this?I know I dont...I wish i did.

Day 7!

7. List 10 activites that help you calm down.

Hope-Acrostic poem

Help is here.Oh dear,why don't you take it?People are trying to help you. They love you.,Believe it or not.Even though your not hearing me... I love you. <3

Day 6!

What do you like about self-harm?

Walking into the garden.

Inspired my walking home. :)

Day 5!

What part of self harm do you dislike the most?

Day 4!

Do you consider yourself “addicted”? Why or why not?

Day 3!

What is your motivation to recover?

Day 2!

What part of your body is most affected by it?

Day 1!

1. How long have you been self harming? Discuss why you started.

30 Day Self-harm Challenge!

Heres a link because it wouldent let me post all the rules : http://teenagethinks.tumblr.com/post/8917431022/30-day-self-harm-challenge <3 <3 <3

Be a lady flower.

Be a lady flower,Show the world all your power."Sit up right!Do NOT fight!Make those clothes fit right!No! You can not sighn up for the football team.Put this cream on your face so your skin will gleam!"Im tired on these games.I refuse to be the same.I will not be a lady flower.

A dreamers nightmare

Made it for a contest :)

Your what?

I would like to know...What am I to you?A daughter?I thought that to...But lately Ive been feeling Im,A punching bag,A roommate that you deeply hate.I dont have the nerve to tell you this but...Im not your anything,Im done with this,Good-bye...

Do I need to give this up?

I went looking through my room and bathroom for the objects that I needed for my oh so twisted trade. Or at least a few of the items.While looking for the items a thought came across my insane & hectic mind. I wished I never thought. , What if Ali, mom , or Kieth (my brother) sees ?I..

Inside out dreamer.

Let the beat move your hips,side-to-side.Let the smoke turn this world into a wonderland.Let these lights in this rooma cloak of invisibility to hide from reality.Let the leash off of your rabid mind.Tonight,Dream outloud an awake!

EDNOS

Eating disorder not otherwise specified...My waist line,SCREAMS to me. Strave me,binge for me,purge me...But because I look healthy I dont have a promblem.Im fakeing it,Im just saying it so you will look at me,Its a stage.Well...I have no more wo..

There still here.

Crystallized tears,There still here.The scars from the fear,There still here.These thoughts that enclose my mind every night,There still here.My thoughts when I look in the mirror.There still here.But your not... I am madison.Im abuse survivor.

Im done.

Im tired of this world.Im tried on this pain.Right now Im wanting to cut all my veins.Good-bye.Im tired.Im done...

Home-sweet-hell.

** This chapter way be triggering **

Lovely love.

My try at a acrostic pome. :)

Emo has nothing to do with it.

Another old pome. c:

You label me as...

Try not to label people. c:

Pretty picture.

Try to get help. <3

Coming out. <3

If your going to put something hateful dont read this pome :)

Rainbow marriage.

I think its bull to people cant just beacause there the same gender! :O And apparently I have to put this as "mature" or else I get hate messages...

Have you? part 2.

---You find out what "it" is. ---Katelyn opens up.

My drugs of choice.

Im fine now. This was just a outlet pome.

That littel girl.

Not one of my best :P Made it for the word prompt.

Have you? Part 1.

---Session #2

My secrets.

I have ALOT of secrets! Post this if you have secrets to!

I smile and say "love you."

You yell at me every day but I smile and say "I love you."If I were talking to me mother that way I would be beaten!" but I smile an say I "I love you.""Ill be damned if youve had a bad life!" but I smile an say "I love you.""So what your dads gone! At least he never beat you! *slap*" but I sm..

One more day...

Count the #'s on the scale,exercise till your ill,you feel like your weight's going down hill.Starve your self another day,goal weight 128.You have to get like the models."Im never going to get that far",another day of this hell...

Been there done that...

Been there done that.Us writers write from the sang "Been there done that".We write from are past loves,fights,pain an more.The best writers write experience,are you one of them?

Me & wonder-land

Some people say Im InSaNE an others say Im deranged.Well?Im here to prove you WRONG.Wonderland is real!My freinds the mad hatter,chercher cat,an the rabbit were all there.I may be alitte InSaNe but the best people are. (:

Im speaking out... I hope it helps <3

If you ever wana tlk just send me a message :) Love you all!

To soon.

---katlyns 1st session.

Dear dad,were doing ok.

Letter to my dad

I AM ME. Deal with it. (:

"Someone" called me a fake,wana be,an more...this was a outlet pome intsead of stabing her. lol (:

Runaway...

I try to breathe eyes wandering aimless.I try to scream but no one can see me, no one can hear.I shut my eyes tightly,And hide out here for the nightEscape to my safe place.Let go of my thoughtsVanish without a traceI'll never be caught.I hope so...