http://slow.writerscafe.org/pumpkingirl7438 The original writings of author Pumpkin Girl en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775984289 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 This poem is about a guy with a fear of people leaving him so he kidnaps a young child who thinks that the guy his her father. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2163010/ let me be and leave medon't need this tormentCame back into my lifeBrought me more tearsWhy are you so attached?Just let me beI gave you everythingGave you all of my loveI over-filled your glassyou always emptied minejust let me be and leave me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2145525/ Wish I could say your out of my mindYour words were too cruel for me to forgetBut the pain you put me through doesn't matter to youYou forgot the words and wants You said you hated me You threw me into depression's armsThrew me a bottle of pillsYou didn't need to say anything elseCould've .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2145524/ Those hallways are so difficult to walk throughNo matter who I'm withThe emptiness doesn't fade awayNo matter how many laughs I shareNo matter how many tragedies I faceThis loneliness won't disappearThose hallways are constant remindersMy depression is the only thing that pays attention to meGuess i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2145522/ My first month in high school and it's already miserable http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2145521/ Breaking myself apartI'm my own enemyDestroying everything I hold in my handsPushing away the people who careDamage the friendshipsHide away from the anguish Waiting until everything fades http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2141966/ All the words you said come flooding backYour statements brought me a new kind of painYou neglected every word that broke meLeaving me to think that it never matteredI shouldn't have cared for themYour words pained my heartI regret not saying anything about this soonerBut I couldn't say anythingYour.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2141965/ Warning! there is a bit of swearing http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2141827/ I'm slipping awayI let myself goTripped & fell into a deep rutI no longer care for medsI don't deserve the food given to meI let go of all the happy goals in lifeThis new addiction is driving me closer to depressionBut it's fineDepression & I are inseparable friendsWe'll die together in this.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2141826/ This is the realityI Ruined the peaceful tomorrows that I could've gottenBut it no longer matters anymoreI'm now confronting death Just waiting for everything to endSo I can no longer feel the desperationConsume the sleeping pillsI'll sleep forever This won't be like the fairytalesI won't .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2127619/ Left me behindGuess I’m not enoughDon’t know how to feel welcomedI could just leave this behind meBut your so gentle when no one is aroundDisregard me so others will like youSteal my greatest friendshipsJust to tell them your toxic liesPushed them into your web of despairConfine me in th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2124574/ This tragedy is the silence that destroyed meThe stillness is too heavy to bear More powerful than the demons that keep me up at twilightMore piercing than the depression that cuts me up on the meaningless daysAttempting to put me out of sightSo my mess won't manifest to a gory messPills didn't.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2124152/ Put on a disguiseSo perfect and niceDeceive everyone aroundOh how the pain hurtsNo one knows the truthTremble in the horrorHe stole her lifeStorm of pain rushes in allHow empty we feel He left us with grief and resentmentConfined in this cagePacing in circlesOh please just let me outBut I'm the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2124079/ Bury my loveCan't let it showIt's a sin in this townI tried to change their opinionsBut they shut me downI know I'm differentBut she was fine with thatYou made me feel so welcomedSo lovedI pushed you awayI didn't want to ruin your lifeLeft you with all your tearsI know I'm heartlessA coward who can'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2121191/ --QUICK WARNING-- This poem is a variety of all my poems so it's very confusing and it gets a bit choppy in some places. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2120095/ Smear the tears awayLet the wounds healLet it turn to old scarsShare the stories left misunderstoodDon't leave me bewildered I want to stay by your sideDon't leave the troublesome problems for tomorrowThey will still be thereI'll show you The rumors don't represent meGive me timeI'll tell .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2118409/ Treasured the happy memories that you gave meBear all the pretty lies you whispered to meShowed me the deep hatred that you kept hidden awayBut you showed me the strength that was stolen from meGave me the courage to speakHope rose inside of meI was able to stand up for myselfPushed down to the dept.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2111066/ Gun in handYour words are like bulletsPlunge through my heartPushed myself away Forsake you out of fearThe intense silence slowly choking usFell into the depth of guiltCrawling away from your graspRan away from your painful remarksYou became a distant memoryFound me in a better placeYour cravin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2108580/ Greeted with derisionBecame your punching bagBruise my body to show I'm insignificantA subject of your angerExploit me from my securityTainted my mind with violent thoughtsHarass me to remind me I'm nothingBreak me down into pieces Infect my peace of mind with distortionRob my comfort from meTh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2104874/ Pill bottles surround meWent back to the corrupt paradiseIt'll burn me in the endBut it doesn't matter Too broken to mend back togetherPieces of me are too small to findI'm too complicated to loveI'm too time-consuming to understandSinking in the deep sea that I createdSuffocating in my own gui.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2099098/ I am but a broken dream Your voice tortures the mind The anguish burnsYou wrapped the noose around my neckTrying to escape from your graspIt tightens around meNow, I'm only in your memories http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2098037/ Haven't seen you in yearsYou cut off every connection to the outside worldYou created a hell that you can't escape fromWhen I finally saw youYou were like airTransparent and goneEvery choice that you made disturb youForgot everything that you once cared aboutStumbled and sank to the bottomless abyss.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2096713/ I tried my hardest to make you happyBut I was just another toy to throw awayEverything I did meant nothing to youHated my sexuality You tried to change it to fit your expectationsBut I resisted After months of trying to fix me, I finally gave inI gave in to your needs to make you happy&nbs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2095589/ The silence is over-bearingI try to fill the silence with musicBut its always too quietSilence drags me to my addictionsI try to pull awayBut it's so temptingSo the music gets louder and louderSo every thought will disappearThe temptation will fade away Later to show itself againGoing back to m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2095505/ Home became more of a travestyIt became to be a ruthless enclosureWithdrawn and abandonedMore suffocating in their miseryThey are goneThere's not much time leftThis house will become a battleground Everyone's an enemyLearn to deceive to endureThis home is a war zone that never quitsThe pain tha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2094967/ Recovering is so distinct to meIt terrifies me to the point That I want to return to my old addictionsBut I'm trying my hardest to not return When the empty miserable nights comeI'll fill it with musicSo the silence won't asphyxiate me with my demonsWhen grief temps me with pillsI'll paint.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2094562/ Depression isn't anything new to meIt's been there for years on endMy anxiety is like cyanideIt's killing me in minutesI can't escape from itNo matter how many pills I takeHooked on overdosingI know I shouldn'tBut it makes me feel sereneIt's a never-ending cycle I'll try to get helpBut I can't .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2092930/ I swallow the pills to escape realityBut it's never enoughThe torment is still there It hides underneath all the liesWaiting to jump down my throat To remind me of my sinsIt pulls me closer to deathAfter each bottle is emptiedDrowning in fraud blissAddicted to being close to deathThe pills.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2091680/ Emptiness overfills meDepend on artificial happinessAnxiety traps me in my roomDepression drives me to take them againI have no control over my lifeInsomnia haunts me at nightAnorexia forces me to starveMy guilt overwhelms meSuicide gives me comfortFear dominates my lifeSociety restricts my opportun.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2091589/ I recently broke up with my boyfriend and I'm going through a hard time so I decided to write a poem about my relationship with him http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2090998/ Ripped me apartLeft me in the ditchFound my way back to youI can't live without youHatred is all I knowDrugged and left to be abandonedYou never showed me loveYour abuse was all I neededThen one day you decided to be out of this worldI was left with a new kind of painI told you... I can't live witho.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2089789/ Branded me with your liesYou played as the victim Took away my happinessLeft me in a deep despairForgotten how to stand aloneTreated like a foolMy wounds won't healThe rage deepens after every insult you sayI turn to alcohol for answersFor there was no hope left...You abused me for the feeling .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2085291/ Recovery was hard without youBut I went through with itI was stopped along the wayReminded of all the painIt was too hard to bearYou sent me a locketI kept my problems trapped in itSo I wouldn't face them aloneI know I'm a coward But with you far away...Life is so very difficult...You once visi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2083654/ Overwhelmed with mixed emotionsSelf-hatred tore me apartThe tears wouldn't stopI questioned myselfWho am I?I'm losing this battleEnd this lieMake this go awayChoke down the pillsLeave it behindScared to knowledge itBury it under the liesThis is who I amAsexual http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2078801/ Tumbled into your roomManipulated and controlled Told me liesGave me false hopeCrushed by your demandsYour words murdered meScared to enter your roomBut forced inI want to escapeI want to disappearI askYou refuse Breathing will fix my problemsYou statedBut you see My anxiety doesn't g.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2077119/ Caging my depression So I can feel emotions againIt ruined my sleepBut I feel the happiness that I longed forMy chest feels heavyBut everything is stillNothing changedCan't control my actionsTears welling up insideEverything is falling apartLosing people I loveEmpty hope fills my mindSolitude c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2074397/ Dragging the expectations alongPlaster a fake smile  Scared of going backThe empty void is terrifying It eats you away 'till your dead insideTakes everything away from youLeaves you with your thoughts Too much to handle Too much to bear aloneRun away from the dark abyssDevou.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2070972/ Burn the picturesForget everythingNothing matters Stop the blood flowSmiles saves you from the painSplit into twoSleep brings painful memoriesNo outletNo helpResentment in  your eyesI know what I didI'll leave this placeSo you'll be happier  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2070969/ Forgotten memoriesThe fear still lingersThe past still hurtsAnxiety is invading my sleepMy opinions are starving meLonging for the unreachableLiving in emptinessDulled out Anxiety won’t let me leaveDepression pulls me downMy strength disappearedI can’t climb back upTime has stoppedThe pa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2063753/ I'm sorry I can't continue http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2038818/ In Memory of Nadia Deming http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2035817/ Took for grantedLeft me with nothingRegrets piling up Burdens kept a secretCan't do anythingMistakes are knownKeep everything safeLeft me for anotherTorn apart by your wordsPull the triggerMy passion still burnsBut that doesn't matterIntoxicated by your loveDrowned in the abuseDied trying to su.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2033873/ Drowned in sorrowLost in the shadowsCan't get outLosing my battlesLoved ones leftAlone with my thoughtsBurdens piling upCan't be left aloneScared of livingPills aren't helpingGuess they were right I guess their abuse was adviceShould've listenedFailed to live Everything ripped apart from m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2030099/ Crept out of my dreamsParalyzed in  your game Torn apartLeft cryingCan't breatheMy lungs burnEscape through the windowFears come aliveCan't take this anymoreGetting in my headHow do I escape?I can't win this game...I'm afraid I'll loseUnwelcomedThey won't leaveThey refuseDragged outLeave a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2028485/ Stained with the despair you leftBlur the memories awayKill me if keptHatred grows after every  thoughtShredded the pride I  holdYou're the most painful memoryRight moments don't existReasons that I don't have any moreDeath isn't painfulYou were my only reasonSecrets are common knowledgeSp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2026852/ Sitting in the cornerReady to dieI know how many you murderedMy arms tell a storyYour screams are the monsters in my dreamsDon't worry...Father has left us Suffered too muchBlood on the wallsHis life didn't mean anythingWhat you give is what you getFather payed the priceDestroyed her heart&nbsp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2025884/ Perching in the secluded residenceDeserted by the frightened mistressSuppose you had to leave tooMy sedative song couldn't secure placid towards thouSorrow held you backNo longer can lastIt didn't need to endI'll become annihilated without youExistence is insignificant without himAs you droop beneat.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2023113/ Always 3:00 am More cuts and bruisesMore grief and shoutingMistakes can never be overlookedTorment is the price I go franticAs blood spillsAgony becomes enjoyment Existing is vainMother was too innocentFather was too aggressiveMisleading was the solutionReality isn't worth itThe corru.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2021153/ Chains ripping my skinThe freezing bare floorTouching my bloodly bodyStuck in a cageNever saw the outsideUnable to moveLooking down on meUnlovedBlaming me for the problemsChoking on the drugs'I'm sorry' is what I should've saidNo need to remind me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2020158/ Our friendship was specialBeauitful as a fresh roseStunning as the sunsetEnchanting as the night skyAnd best of allYou were radiant like the sunYour smile was indescribably wonderfulYou had one fault thoughYou would never tell your storiesYou would always get hurtYou denied my helpLeft to cry a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/pumpkingirl7438/2016335/