http://slow.writerscafe.org/Rayne212 The original writings of author Rayne212 en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776047020 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Every night I drift off to another place.Another reality.Where we sit in your truck and talk about life's mysteries. Where we lay in the sand and stare at the stars.Where you still smile at me with that smile that lights up the night.Where you're still here.And the saddest part....... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Rayne212/2050958/ My heart is only able to open rarely, and it chose you.My heart found you and it didn't just open it blossomed.Never has someone elevated and healed me like you.You were my best friend and lover.I thought it was the same for you.But........ then you threw me away.It made me feel like I w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Rayne212/2050651/ I've been at war so long.At war with my world.At war with myself.I'm so tired, but I dont have quit in me.There are moments, though when the weariness overwhelms. When I stumble. When they swarm.When hope drains like lifes blood from my veins.When the darkness consumes.Then she walked into.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Rayne212/2036329/ Some how when I'm cracking you don't see me as broken. You quiet the rage and sadness in my soul.You help me see what I can't in myself.To see the parts of me that have long been buried.To revive the shards of my heart long thought dead. But I know when you look at yourself all you see is .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Rayne212/2033013/ Everyday I hear their voices in my head.Asking for justice. Asking for vengeance.Asking why....They constantly call out my name.Some days the volume is louder than others.I'm not crazy. I'm just guilty.Its guilt that drives the storm on the horizon.A storm forever threatening to crash into.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Rayne212/2033001/ Sometimes life feels like a firestormA constant assault that burns me to ashBut I refuse to be a victim I live like a Phoenix  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Rayne212/2031729/ Crack!Confusion.Crack!Confusion gives way to terror.Terror that locks you. That makes you want to curl and wish the world away.Crack!My buddy kneels. He's looking at me. No pain. No anger. Just suprise.Crack!The spark lights. The ragr consumes me.Crack!It burns .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Rayne212/2024845/