http://slow.writerscafe.org/Her%20Heartbeat The original writings of author Alicia Nicole en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776186599 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Yeah.Maybe that's what it is. I just belong alone. Better dig that grave early 'cause I'm ready to fall six feet under. I wanna show you the other side of me.The happy one. That one that came out our first day together. Seems like ancient history now.Hey baby, do you think y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/844189/ I give up on this hopeless endeavor. Maybe, just maybe love just isn't for me.Seconds passingI slowly realize I could never be the one to fill your hopeless heart. He's still number one. He'll always be your night in shinning armor. You told me you loved me and I believ.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/844174/ My name is Evelyn Rose and this is how my story begins. It's mid June, 1823. As I awaken the sun has barely risen above the beauty that is Rome. I stare blankly into the nothingness as the same thoughts overwhelm my mind with a breath taking confusion. I can still feel their eyes boring h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/827024/ War hardend by a thousand criminals    Everyday something comes a long  Just a little girl innocent and naive. Her long blonde hair flows behind her as she runs through the endless summer sun. This time. That place.  She learned two new things.  Summer do.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/804614/ "When I look into his eyes, I think of you. Is that bad?"This confusion that flows, its over running with bitter exuberance Pick up the pace and spit it a little fasterLine after line its scribbled and scratched Chase the mistakesIts gotta be perfection And when your searching fo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/779831/ See it through my eyes  The bitter anxiety that tends to flow through my veins The unbearable desire to tend to the screams of sharpened steal  The pure obsession to repeat the phrases over and over to ears that never hear "And I'm surprised we got this far with th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/779827/ And this is the part of breaking down that everyone knows the best It always hurts the worst watching as she walks away But the burn always hits the hardest when you know your waiting for something that you may never get to see There's a fine line between so many things Forever a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/773001/ Maybe it was the stars aliening for the first time within these months  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/771801/ Its rains and it pours to fill the gaps consuming my soulAnd the time it passes so slow Its like the way your blue eyes shined that November night It was you and me Finally alone Waves crashed against the shore I worry I plead The way your lips decei.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/769946/ Do you think that maybe just maybe it could be me walking down that isle? Baby, please.Just take one step back and look in that mirror See what I see  Untouchable perfectionAll I desire and all that I need, is too hold your beauty and stare at you like you've got the stars shinin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/768083/ A single flame flickers in the blackness, illuminating the walls and casting shadows as one foot follows the other in a slow waltz of building fear.A pounding heart secretly frights behind a wall of quivering flesh.A scream filling ever wave breaking the eerie silence with a sudden quake, only an an.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/760781/ Its nothing more then a simple apathy You swore to never remove from the hollow by your throat what rested there ever so perfectly It was the one thing that held us togetherIt matters nothing anymoreIts nothing more then a bitter betrayal Its okay, throwing me off the cliff has turned.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/759603/ Gather the supplies and head for the hills Shaking hands remove the bands A pounding heart pumps the blood that is soon to be exposed Its been nearly three month since you've held the sharpened steal Its been so long since you've drawn blood by your own acquir.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/757542/ After every goodbye I never know what to sayIt always seems you turn my world upside down Every goodbye it was you that has broken me  I never knew it could be so easy for you  To fall out of love so fast I couldn't even grasp itEvery goodbye was soon followed by one more hello and .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/757537/ It doesn't matter how many happy moments there are They can never outweight the abuse Physical Mental Nothing http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/752933/ I can't forget the last kissAny easier then then the firstThis is nothing of a poetic nature This is nothing other then me missing a lovers kissI need you here with me nowI need to know the memories are realEvery thought turns into a deeper cutWithout a bladeOnly my fearScreams awaken me in the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/748782/ I want to lie nude in your arms.  Can you make it a dream in which I never awake? I don't want sex. I don't want pleasure. I want your desire to be heard.I want it to be raging so vastly. We've run out of words. And I've never given you a chance. I've never taken you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/748761/ It all begin so long ago. A girl fell in love and gave her heart away.Memories were made and words were said.Hearts were broken.Love was lost.Every night she sits around staring blankly at everything she's ever known.She wonders.Thoughts fly across her vision so fast its impossible to catch eve.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747846/ And it happens once againI loved you, more than I've ever loved anyone.You used meI was a distractionI was just there so you wouldn't have to think about him all the time I gave up everything for you I let my walls slide down and I let myself come downYou took everything I gave you and tor.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747844/ You hear her name Your eyes squeeze shut As your heart screamsYou dig your nails deeper into your palms The pain doesn't comeBut the memories do Your blinded with painAll you see is her faceAll you hear is her voiceAll you feel is her lips All you smell is her sweet skinEver.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747843/ If there's one thing that I don't understandIt's peopleOppression.Depression. Murder. Rape.Suicide.None of it.Its like a mystery.Its sealed tight in an airless bottle ready to escapePuzzle pieces floating though the oceanHandguns riding the wavesNone of it.Religion. God.Deviance.Anger.None of i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747841/ A million words run wild None of them my ownI always remember what she saidWhat he saidBut I never remember what I saidNo one would have ever guessedThat it would turn out the way it didNo one would have thoughtThat I contain such strength No would could have stoppedThe path of destruction.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747840/ I never thought I'd feel this way Emotions all lost because of you.I don't know where to turn anymore.I'm so lost over you I don't even know what I feel anymore.There's the confusion and ecstasy with every thought of youThen there's the passion and hope I feel every time I'm surrounded by you.I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747838/ Words enough to fix a thousand broken souls.I wish for them to poor from my gaping mouth so I can fix it all.Pierced hearts magically healed, hateful words come un-said.Suddenly the sky turns back to blue and all that's fallen is no longer true.Your fingerprints stay and the memories hold.All the th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747837/    A million words spoken in my mind             Will they ever be heard by your ears?                          Your not a million miles away              .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747836/ Do you know what it's like?To feel nothingTo only be able to see the thoughts passing unseen right before your eyes.Your heart beatsAnd you breathYour sense of survival is all that you have left.The bite of the bladeIts all you feelIts all you controlThe blood that slowly risesIts all that you can s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747832/ Pencil to the paper, I'm finally ready to write something beautiful. Every waking day started to seem like a walk through hell.Every second just made me want to escape even sooner.I started to drown.I couldn't find my way back to the top."I feel like I'm drowning in ice water. My lips have turn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747831/ Now I lay me down to sleep I close my eyes filled with forbidden lure I close my mind to every thought that passes My body searches for a warmth it knows isn't thereI cry in defeat of over exuberant emotions A sweet symphony of bitter sobs fills the thinning air as tears stains b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747830/ If the walls had eyes could you imagine what they would be saying?Would they tell all the secrets that you hold close?Would it spill its profanities for all the things you've attached to it? What would it have to say about that night?Does it beat its self-up the same way I do just because it di.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747827/ Do you understand?It gets so much harder every day.Of course it could be worse.Every single last thing could be falling from the sky But, it isn't.It's what it is.It's the moment that I am experiencing so it's what matters.                  &nbs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747825/ Every night I'm lying here awake without you.Every night I miss you a little more.Every night I wish you were here. Every secondEvery minuteEvery hour I continue to fight It feels like an addiction that courses through my viesThe utter lust of wanting that painA desire .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747333/ Roses are red.Violets are blue. This heart is a mess with stricken skies.If the devil was an angel I'd be home.Her thunder as vast as a lighting strike.Her terror quakes.Her screams fill the silence with an eerie conscious.Her eyes deceive her by envisioning death.A vice grip around your mind, .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747332/ My fire.My vodka.  The fire. The temptation. The danger. The amazingness. The colors.The vodka. The burning. The relief. The head spinning. The happiness. The giggles.  The girl I love is more important Can't stop You've been stuck in my head. The conversations on .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747330/ What have I done nowWhere did I go wrongI had you, you had me. All the happiness without the title.  Now she's withering in pain and I have to live with those eyes.It's gonna kill meI'm gonna be singing all those songs Humming along with the melody  Please don't hate me&nbsp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747326/ "After everything that has happened you should be happy." You left me stranded, falling down to hell.                   You left me all alone and now you act like it was never anything. " I'm scared to death that everything you had sai.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747322/ "Star night, star bright. First star I see tongight. I wish I may, I wish I might, for the wish I wish tonight." I silently watch as the blue fades away and the sky becomes inveloped in flames.Soom my world becomes a tunnel.It seems it will never end as I reach high about trying to grab hold.My.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747321/ Snap my heart and grab the glueFix me up as good as newIf it only was that easy, the broken crumbled lifeless stand.Stand by your side, hold you tight.Never gonna leave your side.Never gonna let you fall. Drops like rain fall from your eyes, they drip down into this puddle of fear you've c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747317/ Is this another one of your twisted games?You find me deep inside the dark abyss I've buried myself inYou say the words that make a heart burst.Just one lookJust one.It's all it takes to make me breakI see the look in your eyeThe pain written all overI take the pain and keep it locked away That.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747315/ She looks in the mirror and all thats left is heart broken fearsShe lies awake at night and imagines your body beside hersEvery now and again a few tears fall Shes in love with you She will wait for you  What do you do when everything you've ever wanted is out of reach?When you h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747313/ I kiss his lips I taste your mouth Why are you so afraidWhat happens when you can't see it What happens behind closed doors And this is for all the nights we spent alone, waiting for the moment that we could be together. I messed up againI'm losing it all  One.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747312/ The problem is I care too much.Living like I'm broken.Falling from the sky coming down into reality.Letting it all come down and knock me off my feet.Your eyes look and they show me without the words.You look at me with open eyes and there it is like a broken reel.Words spill out and .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747311/ I'm not going to stop thisI'll just let it bleedCan you stop the past from coming back?Can you take it all back from me?Smudge out certain parts of my life and put in better memories Bend down and kiss my scarsLook me in the eyes and let me knowBring me back and fix us upDon't let us tear apart.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747308/ You want the truth, I don't want to let go.</span>I've held it all inside for so long. Maybe, I don't want to let you know.Maybe, I don't want to let you know what I feel inside.Maybe, Just... I'm afriad. It sent chills down my spin, my heartbeat increased, I lost all thought, my palms ti.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747305/ I just wish one person would notice I just wish someone would ask "Are you okay?" and truly mean it When is some gonna notice I'm falling to pieces I'm that girl walking around with the smile on her face The one that always picks you up when your down I've always been t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747301/ Imagine it nowA cemetery filled with lifeA heart filled with deathThe lines of a page filled with nothingThe brightest blackAnd the darkest yellowEverything is backwardsYou can't seem to make the pieces fit in one place or anotherYou're lostAll you are and all you were, is goneThe monster finally fo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747297/ Take me away Far away from this placeLet me die young, I wouldn't mind. Steal my heart, just less pain.Kill me, do it slowly.No longer afraid, to feel.Clowns SpidersPain3 fears. Still around, haven't disappeard yet.Just take me away Far awayAnd I'll live on forever, become whole .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747296/ That tiny part of you is sitting there waiting for the phone to ringEven though you know it won'tAll you want is to pick up and hear her voice"Hi"That's all you wantYou want her to be waiting for youWaiting for that moment till she can runRun back to youAnd tell you everything is going to be okayNo .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747295/ Here I go.This time I'm not gonna look down.Keep my eyes ahead of me.I find my self looking back again.I'm running down that roadWith know where to go.I see your faceI see his eyesI hear your voiceI taste his lipsI see your wordsI feel your embraceI need all of themEach in a way of there own.I can l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747292/ Tears like acid run down my cheeks It's all this pain coming alive I miss youI love youI need you It's so easy to push away the feelings that bust apart my heart with a single thought. It's so easy to ignore, even though it hurts. It's so easy to pretend that every little word is noth.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747291/ When I look into your eyes all i see is left over tears and broken promises. You should have learned by now.When a heart breaks rarely does it ever breakeven. For all the broken hearts you've given me you know I'm going to have to get you back. Revenge. Such a sweet word that rol.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Her-Heartbeat/747289/