http://slow.writerscafe.org/GoldNava The original writings of author Tori en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776012987 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I thought I knew you just two months of talkingYou could do the talk but failed to do the walkingAnd I could of gave it all to you I just needed a figureBut you have failed me because you didn't stand and deliverI know this feeling all to much and it's not prettyYou're not the man in my dream oh it'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/2786908/ It's about seeing loved ones again. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/2774173/ Growing up in a toxic atmosphere emotionally. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/2769247/ Love can heal deep pain no matter how long it's been there. *I haven't written anything on this site for years. I need to start writing poetry again* 3/15/21. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/2769246/ This is me in my doubtI'm afraid I'll never get out of this place I'm inSo deeply rooted in the painIt causes my heart such strain my hope lies so thinI can't even smile anymoreCan't even walk through the doors of joy in tomorrowI'm spiraling so far downCan't even find hollow ground because the sorr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1588146/ Sadly I fear the tears will never fadeAnd here I am in this down forsaken placeWhere I contemplate if I'm even worth itI'm hurting don't know if I can endure it anymorebut I've said this all beforeSadly I fear the pain will take the best of meYou don't walk in my shoes so you cannot seeYou cannot se.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1548054/ This is not necessarily about being in a relationship. It can pertain to wanting to be in one with someone and having it not work out and the pain it puts you through. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1528188/ I don't want to sleep to rid the sadnessI would rather be awake with happinesscomposed from a friend by my sidewith arms that are opened wideI don't want to cry hiding my tears awayI would rather make color out of the greymotivated from a friend by my sidethrough the thick and thin of life's rideI w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1527317/ I am in a mold of sorrow trying to envision that tomorrowwill be a better day that shinesIt seems like all I see is blackwhen will this mold begin to crackand bring me happiness this timeI am in a hold trapped in sorrows moldbut I'm going to break freecause I have what it takes and I am going t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1522413/ It's about making love. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1511882/ How do I recover from the all the lonelinessthe days spent in my room in despair cryingfeeling like no one cared and that I was worth nothingconvinced so much that there was no point in tryingLooking at my own reflection and not liking what I sawthinking no man would ever love me for who I am inside.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1494874/ You kiss me and I close my eyesI could stay in this moment till sunrisethe warmth and beauty so potentmy dreaming is crystallized with a love so goldenYou hold me and I take a breathNot so long ago I felt I had nothing leftthen you came like the moon to the starsand you have calmed the pain inside m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1481912/ I just can't forgetand I feel so inadequateIt pains me so muchI lose sense of touchof everything that made me wholeof everything that brightened my soulI wish the hurt fadeand take all that was madeand use to help me become strongI want to finally move on. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1466121/ I came to you with such fear in showing you the pain insideI let my guard down because I felt it was best not to hidethe scars and for you I let so much into the lightbut now I'm starting to reconsider if it was rightI learn to pick of the pieces that have fallen downIt hurts but I can just sit in m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1461868/ I realize I have no one but myself to hold my heartwhen I'm hurting so much thrown alone in the darkwishing I had someone who had put their foot in the doorwhen I was younger and now I feel I'll be scarred forevermore But I want to believe that I can rise above it allI want to believe I'm enoug.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1461862/ Man I thought you'd be different thought that you would shinebut in time you proved yourself different from the othersoh you proved yourself you and your true colorsMan I could of sworn you'd be the one in my dreamsbut in time it seems that you'd only slowly fade awayoh you'd let me down a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1459470/ I cry so much to myself in the darkcause I just want somebody to see my heartit's so big and I don't understand how it goes unnoticedand all the pain I hold inside makes me feel so hopelessI always feel like such a failureAll my dreams have yet to sail cause the sailorwhich is me doesn't believe in .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1457628/ My dreams will someday spread farther than my roomand I won't feel so small when I come into full bloomand the people who never cared will be surprisedat how such an underdog had came to riseIt hurt so much to feel weak and so alonehopelessness would set in from the unknownso much sorrow in a little.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1457549/ I feel I'm ruined and that there's no hope for meand I'm afraid to fall in love I feel I'll never be happyWhen I was young I was made to feel like I didn't belongand it's kind of stuck with me growing up and it's so hard to move onand be strong I feel like I'm in a hole that feels so impossible to g.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1455273/ I just want to say if there comes a day I see your face I'll say it's okay I forgive you and at the time I was in such a broken place a lost girl who desperately wanted someone by her sideat the time you didn't truly know all the pain that I tried to hide I was numb trying to run from.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1453181/ I wonder if I'll ever meet him again and have my dream right before my eyesif only he knew how much I hurt and to have him would soothe my heart's criesthat deep inside of me lies an emptiness that I've tried to dress with a smileso lonely thinking if he'd hold me everything would be worth the extra.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1452108/ I could never reach you the way I wanted toI know you'd probably never want me with all the pain I've been throughToo much to handle if you just couldn't understandthe way I did and that would be by first handI could never hold you like I could in my dreamsSo scared for you to see my heart ripped fr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1451959/ I often wonder whose really behind the wheel of my lifewho are the hands to lead me to all my dreamsWell I need to wake up and get my vision back in viewNo more letting other people take a hold of meI was given a heart that would lead me to my destinyand I can't let that become taintedSo I need to w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1449800/ It's going to be okay I say to myselfbecause I'm alone and I have nobody elseto keep me in high spirits when I'm downtrying to keep the hope in my heart safe and soundbecause if it's gone then I have nothing leftand if I have nothing left then what am IIt's going to be tough but I must go onand beli.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1448946/ Your skin against mine and my eyes so bright as I look in your eyes I see the sunrise and all the pain fades awayYou are my rock that I never had under my feet so young, and all I've become all I've done is from you it's safe to sayI was that girl who thought I could never change from the pain thoug.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1443824/ Some days I think about if I'll ever live without this hole inside my heart that breaks me so far downI'm holding onto so much hidden pain and I have been watching drain the little hope that's is left aroundIt hurts to feel this way struggling to make it through the day with only tears left to the n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1443588/ I wrote this for M.Yednak I hope we'll meet again and be together. I know he's the one! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1432106/ I imagine you because it's all I can do now so far away out of reachAnd you don't even know how much I need you here with meIt hurts that I can't have you when I long for you so muchyou don't even know that you are my one and only love. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1429192/ He pulls me in for a kiss but I pull awaySo afraid to fall in love because I fall deepHe pulls me back in such a loving mannerHe tells me he needs me and it makes me weakI am completely vulnerable in his armsand I feel the weight on my shoulders fade awayHe gives me everything that I've ever neededA.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1428551/ I write because I'm lonely and harbor so much painand it lifts me and it has away of taking away my shameI never could depend on people just a paper and a penand that's when I let it all go knowing I don't need to pretendand it lifts me and the weight doesn't feel as badIt gives me a sense of relief.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1408742/ So badly damaged on the inside from so many past painsI wish I could look upon it all and pour it down the drainbut my heart soaks it all in only letting out drops of tearsits been so hard being so weak but trying to be strong through the yearsI just want to know that everything is going to be okayI.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1402240/ I want to feel you on my skin I want to feel that i'm lovedI want to smile in your warmthbecause you make me feel enoughI want glimmers of hope to lightso beautifully afresh and strongoh the past will fade so far awaywhen i'm with you i can move alongkisses trail and my heart softensi'm not afr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1385992/ I want to believe he's still working on me and he's far from done yetcause I feel so at end and I don't know when I'm going to see the sunsetEven though I feel I have so much to overcome and feel so afraidI have to believe that he will lead me through it and the gift he's given me will never fade&nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1378262/ She struggles so much in trying to perfect her makeup to the eyes of mainly strangers Some days she feels beautiful but other days she feels bare and unattractiveThe girl next to her doesn't even seem to try yet eyes flock to her and men want herIt crushes her heart that this world can be so co.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1374649/ And someday I pray to overcome this pain of loneliness, the pain of sorrow.Will I be strong enough I think to myself will hope sprout miracles for tomorrow. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1366157/ I can't erase this pain but let it fadeThe subtle doubt lies beneath a happy facade it haunts me but I hope time will let me healand open a new chapter making my dreams real. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1364973/ The damage feels like it's already eaten away at meand there's so many empty holes inside of meI try to see beyond the pain and hold onto hopebut I feel too weak and I don't know where to goWhat happens if I can't do this anymorewho's going to be there for me to lift me upI don't know if I can keep .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1353800/ Look deep down in my eyes, not my smileSee a hurting girl that longs to be cared for and lovedShe's so scared to get close to anyone in fear of rejection and hurtShe's bottled up all the pain in for years and needs reliefShe wants to escape from the chains that hold her downNo more hiding in the bit.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1345561/ I believe this pain won’t hold me much longerAnd before I know it I’m going to finally break freeI can’t see the sun now and the cold is overwhelmingBut deep inside I know the light is going to shine down onmeI cry so hard because my dreams can seem so out of reac.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1344906/ I can breakdown harder than I showI can breakdown more than you'll ever knowcause the sorrow ignites in this fragile heart of mineand the time grows and the wind blows and I could play off as fineThe scars all these scars they burn and in turn I hurt so much I become weakI cannot speak and tears the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1341908/ I can't afford to have you walk into my life and not see my heartcause I'm afraid it only will end up breaking me apartYou see, I've dealt with it from other places and you're supposed to be the dividendand if I love and look up to you I trust for you to not open those scars againbut heal me in ways.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1340487/ Do you sense the hurt in me? Do you want to kiss it away? Please do. I really need that. I don't want to hide anymore. I want you to open me up and really see me at my core. I want to feel safe lying so vulnerable with my heart out in the open. I want you to understand and care for me like a bandage.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1334745/ As you look at me with eyes of love and I carry this heart of painI know deep inside that you're enough and to let the hurt wash down the drainI have to let it go to move on I have to let the tears be driedI have you to rest on now, I have you strongly by my sideAs you kiss me I awake and let my wor.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1332382/ It's hard to put value on my self worth because I've been, I've been so hurtand it's made scars upon my heart but I'm trying to overcome and rise abovepraying for love to find it's towards me.I want to feel it shine, I want to call it mine, I want to heal I want to feelthe beauty I've never felt bef.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1331406/ You want to see me well come look closerto get this girl well you have to know herdeep down inside is pain I hideThis smile it lies plain in sightbut in my heart there is a fightthat goes on to be strong Come closer I want you to feel the scarsFeel the tears and how warm they areIntimately I wi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1324388/ I wish there was a medicine to numb the pain. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1320665/ I need to learn how to breathe cause I always feel so tenseno more no more will I use this comfort zone as my defenseI need to learn how to be free and let go of it alland finally take the risks placed in front of me big or smalland let go of it all just let go of it all. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1310735/ Seeing beauty in someone and letting the bitterness dissolve away. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1242986/ One day you're going to of wanted that picture with meand regret turning me down babyOne day I won't feel as small as I do believe me babythe tables will turn aroundI'll prove to you with everything insideI'll prove you weren't worth those lonely nights I criedAnd now just a faint memory.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1224357/ Such a smile can hold so much painIt can fool you to believing it's not strainedby the sorrows of heartache.Such a smile can spread so wideIt can fool you to believing perfection is your lifebut your world feels like it's going to break.Such a smile can never be fully believed as fineS.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GoldNava/1216808/