http://slow.writerscafe.org/messynva The original writings of author messynva en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776049538 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Anyone who'd come after you, would be a second choice.And I'm afraid, you'll always be my first choice.I can feel it in my entire body. Under my skin. In any nerves that your contact wakes up in me. Any heartbeat that you provoke.You know how they say you just know?Well, I just know.And I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/messynva/2038843/ It's like as soon as we're happy you're freaking out and you have to ruin it. I started to feel a truly, genuine happiness, and you have to remind me that I'm such a failure to your eyes. That I'm nothing you'd want to be with in the future. The worst is that I'm not even asking for it. I'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/messynva/2036842/ I mean. I get it. It's so much easier to be the one who hurts then the one who is hurt... Sometimes just one person can say one thing a certain way. It can break me down inside. It's like "wow okay. I'm done for the day then." The same person can apologize or do anything. Unless it's .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/messynva/2036841/ p.p1 {margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px 'Helvetica Neue'; color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke: #000000}p.p2 {margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 11.0px 'Helvetica Neue'; color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke: #000000; min-height: 12.0px}span.s1 {font-kerning: none}I&rs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/messynva/2036840/ I wrote this ages ago. Don't take it as a suicidal letter. This is just how I felt. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/messynva/2036835/