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			<title>Love is just as painful as self hatred</title>
			<description>Time has past and everything has changedI scream and people comeI was happy with it all But even with all this love im still scaredI'm still frightenedI'm still aloneI can explain everything But no one will listenExcept the few who understand and willing to be theirGiven more and m..</description>
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			<title>Where you had</title>
			<description>Where you had alcohol I add nothing Where you had drugs I had pills forced down my throat Where you had friends and support I stood aloneWhere you held the blade I cut twice as muchWhere you see protection I see fear Where you see control I see panic Where you forget everythi..</description>
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			<title>The loneliness I hide</title>
			<description>It seems nothing has changed But it's worse than beforeI'm left to wonderWho do I really knowNeither Family nor friends When I sit in a crowd of familiar facesI am invisible I am lostI am always aloneFor none really know me Yet all see a outline of me without detailCause even in a room with the clos..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/1321126/</link>
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			<title>My untold fear</title>
			<description>It's clear to me that you are my dream come true But you bring more than just happiness and love You could never be just my dream come true But you are also my worst nightmareFor you have brought fear to meThe fear that I could lose youThe fear that I am not good enoughThe fear that I would be nothi..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/1309685/</link>
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			<title>The love we share, The memories we won't forget</title>
			<description>This poem is a collaboration poem between me and the one girl that means the world to me. Its because of her this poem was made possible, so don't thank me,thank her. That1PianoChick Jocelyn Rampental</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/1308576/</link>
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			<title>His final seconds</title>
			<description>A single tear rides down the plains of his cheekHe lays as the emptiness of the room engulfs himA subtle breeze from an open window caresses his body As cob webs begin to build up inside himLost to the world that is within him He cries out for his lose of loved onesFrom which his actions..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/1296102/</link>
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			<title>This is night, not day</title>
			<description>Running off a cliff only to fall into an awakened state Only to realize it was only another nightmareStanding there as my inner demon Pushing me into that portal of depressionThey aren't reoccurring always differentBut with the same pointMy inner demon pushing through the old closed wounds As it lur..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/1290146/</link>
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			<title>The words to life's book</title>
			<description>The story written before your eyesIs written with your eyes and mind It is the story of the beholder's lifeFor each word is a second in time Every paragraph is but seconds that have turned into minutesSlow to get to the end and full with suspense Words are seemingly spoken by a young&amp;nbsp;adolescent..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/1290112/</link>
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			<title>My biggest mistake</title>
			<description>This is a poem about the year in between being with the girl of my dreams. I never really told her all I felt about that year we were apart, so I hope this explains what I've come to terms with.</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/1282389/</link>
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			<title>Dreams you hold dear</title>
			<description>A dream that's never dreamt&amp;nbsp; A death that's never lived It is all the same to fight And time will never let goFor the person&amp;nbsp;you wereIs never the person you areAnd the times haven't changed A day to breathe lets loose The times that you cried Dreams let goAs you rush to hold onYou never se..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/1280466/</link>
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			<title>Your intentions</title>
			<description>A dream is set A day is open A lie is madeAnd a heart is broken The time is came Left less of a clue To them than your pastYour heart should lay Yet you make it standYou have no sense of loveNo sense of care You dream of better And lie to get your way As the day passesYou never close it to sleepYou ..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/1280457/</link>
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			<title>Blind by hate</title>
			<description>A day to breathe A day to cry Never to see the truth Once hidden behind a clothe of hateNow brought to eyeBy time it comes By time it goes Yet the eyes are blind And the ears are deaf The mouth is muteAnd without tasteAnd by time for the untold death becomes foundIt can't be sensed There's no change..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/1280453/</link>
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			<title>The Lie </title>
			<description>I can't believe I am standing were I amI can't believe it was all but a lieThe lie that I had softly spoken at firstThe lie that I let harvest within meFor I knew if I let continue it should become truthFor I had told it to the person that it would mean the most toIt had everything to do with you Bu..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/1279708/</link>
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			<title>The Healing Power of Love</title>
			<description>Throughout this war I've earned a purple heartYet the wound didn't heal The blood lose unaccounted forThe pain hidden And the fear shownThe end of war has come The peace treaty has been signedMy wounds healed My pain relievedMy blood containedAnd my fear changedThe peacemaker is youThe healer is you..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/1189245/</link>
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			<title>Carry On through Love</title>
			<description>You bring love upon the day And push out fear of being without nightYou carry my heart everywhere you goI believe you love like an endless fire Yet you are so far But we are so close I believe that we canAnd that we willTo explain our love Is to explain the meaning of life And we can always saythe s..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/1189238/</link>
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			<title>A Civil Love War</title>
			<description>Upon the sense of love rages a warWithout a light to shine I'll walk aimlessly through the fearThat has recurred since deathTo never let you go I will fightAnd in this warI shall be torn apartBroken without a fixA heart to hold two sidesTo be tornUpon depression the war shall gro..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/1112215/</link>
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			<title>Set The Stage</title>
			<description>Set the sceneIts time to breath Open the curtains Expose the moralEnd the fights And shed the tearsIt has begun Just as you planJust as you asked You wrote the script You set the actions Time for the showTime for the truth Time to check your position Not center stage anymore Try off stage Life is ju..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/1082236/</link>
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			<title>To Dream Without a Fear</title>
			<description>To dreamTo fearThe truth within the dreamHides more fear than the love To fightTo healThe dreams never change The thought for fear The thought for happinessNever to find compromise Yet your spoken words echoA dream less would and always is a mistakesWhy do you seem take my dr..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/1068632/</link>
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			<title>Heartbreak can continue through a life time</title>
			<description>From the earliest it started Through the years it travelsA brokenhearted 3rd grader Doesn't have girl to like enough His hear can still be broken from a closer bloodThat is what he lovesThat which a parent shall bring To the boy that lovedEven now he still feels the painOf very wrong done to himAs t..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/1024551/</link>
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			<title>Where Heaven meets Hell</title>
			<description>just something me and a special someone talked about writing 2 versions of</description>
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			<title>What isn't a dream</title>
			<description>A smile while i run through a fieldSeems like its a dreamA mind stuck to a single thingIt must be a dreamMy heart beating for one thingI don't want it to stopMy eyes set to one thingBut they're openIs this a dreamI can't be thenYou are my dreamMy happine..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/976789/</link>
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			<title>The day we meet</title>
			<description>The day we meet will be filled with warmthThe day we meet will last foreverThe day I see you my heart will skip 3000 beatsThe day i see you we'll lay smiling at each otherThe day we're together is the day you'll melt in my armsThe day we're together is the day i'll feel your warmthYears after we mee..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/930973/</link>
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			<title>Still searching</title>
			<description>I can't believe how long its beenA year to the dayAnd i still can't handle itI take a pill everyday to deal with lifeAnd as i continueI find thatI've lost control of the only thingI've had a hold ofAnd the friends nonexistentEven my parents don't knowWhere I amI still can't seem to graspThe emotiona..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/930972/</link>
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			<title>The untold truth</title>
			<description>What would be considered told from my mouthIs considered hidden by whispersNothing is said to be free anymoreIt all commons back with a fireTo claim my life in sweet sorrowBut even the truth holds liesWhen nothing is said i payFor it may be trueBut what does it matter to youI'll la..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/929601/</link>
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			<title>Daddy's happy</title>
			<description>You don't have a reasonYour logic is offYou don't careYou don't listenYou just wish I was never bornYou wish you could see me dieYou want my in the endless fireYou may say you love meBut when i screamedWhere were youWhere were you when I had died Where were you when they gave me cprWhere were you wh..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/928719/</link>
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			<title>Destructeur de paix dans le monde</title>
			<description>La ville est tomb&amp;eacute;eMais nous sommes ici dans un butRachat nous apporte un nouveau d&amp;eacute;partNos c&amp;#2013265925;&quot;urs vont tomber dans la fosseEt leurs mensonges vivra &amp;agrave; nouveauPour nous faire tomberParce que nous sommes n&amp;eacute;s pour lutter contreLe temps est venu de se soulever con..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/928424/</link>
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			<title>Tragedy of the heart</title>
			<description>As this kiss reaches its endWe follow a path marked by bonesThey say our love is a tragedy It brings back those painful memoriesIts like our love had dropped us Before we were happy Then it just falls apart I never meant to make this mistakeAs it consumes&amp;nbsp;my life with failure ..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/924924/</link>
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			<title>These dreams of reqlity</title>
			<description>These dreams of a new reality&amp;nbsp;Are coming to be&amp;nbsp;As my dreams of reality&amp;nbsp;Turns to reality of dreams&amp;nbsp;My pain is heartfelt&amp;nbsp;Without a hint of hope&amp;nbsp;I'm searching for this last solutionThe solution of peace and grievance&amp;nbsp;This dreams are all to familiar&amp;nbs..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/819078/</link>
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			<title>Painting of beauty</title>
			<description>Your beatuy is like a painting Colorful to the eyeI don't know how to say it But I float when we are together It's not as complicated in my mindAs it is to do My heart will sink When some one takes you Nothing makes sense now You're changing my world Give this a chance And take..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/798513/</link>
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			<title>What isnt taken</title>
			<description>If my heart was ment to be takenWhy isnt it takenWe hav held together for the time being But im not feeling anythingThis must not be real But i can feel it banging on my walls Truth is taken Lies are decieved But all i care for is her</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/777939/</link>
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			<title>Whats writen in blood</title>
			<description>The lives have pastAnd what is writen Is writen in bloodHis walls are covered in it His past is in himHis past was writen in bloodThat came from his wristWriten with the blade of truthHis pain and misery is shown through what he writesWhich heals his wounds in the heart The loss of a father and a mo..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/775612/</link>
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			<title>His name is truth</title>
			<description>The blades are hidden The blood is dripping The friends are hereAnd a life is takenCrys aren't heardNo one listens Hearts are taken Minds are lostHis best friend is painHis lover is the bladeHe'll sit in a chair Screaming Tears rolling down his faceHis name is truthHis life is fatal like a gun to a ..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/775358/</link>
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			<title>New daddy</title>
			<description>The boy still crying is approached This older kid is thereHe hears it allThe boy is taken in To find a new fatherHe is taught how to catch up on what he missed&amp;nbsp;The boy's name is Decaf This story was true This was my story</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/770301/</link>
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			<title>Daddy</title>
			<description>There was a boy Born into a loving family Til his dad left for milk Daddy never came back The boy crys out for the father that he wantedAs he grew he's tears never went away Daddy come back He crys</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/769236/</link>
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			<title>Moments</title>
			<description>Every moment taken seems so wrongNothing makes sense anymoreLives are changing People are decieving The truth comes out to a stop New life dies in that hole As the moments go by The time is short And life hurts We can't help to see the painIn our livesAs we stare life and death in the face</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/766233/</link>
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			<title>Truth an deception</title>
			<description>Ignite the light of future destinations Destruction and power Is what they built within meI'm not built for love Only for heart breakAs the tears shed It starts to rainIt all seemed so decieving As the truth Turns to deception</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/766232/</link>
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			<title>I'll catch you</title>
			<description>I'll catch you when you fallAnd hold you till we die I'll catch ur tears as they fall I'll kiss the pain away You'll feel loved like You've never been loved And as i fall into a deep sleep I'll ull be my last thought</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/765587/</link>
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			<title>Alive</title>
			<description>You are my love You know what makes me&amp;nbsp;happy You know what makes me sadAs long as I have you I feel so alive</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/764339/</link>
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			<title>Ch. 3</title>
			<description>As Bill&amp;rsquo;s journey begins he doesn&amp;rsquo;t know of the horror of oncoming event. The sky is blue and the birds are chirping and the town is empty. The tumbleweeds blowing in the wind. Emily just sitting in her old run down home. She weeps for her past, crying for all her memories. As the sound ..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/761918/</link>
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			<title>Your heart means everything</title>
			<description>Feelings lead to depression Depression leads hate Your heart may be broken And feel like your uselessBut your heart means everything to me You are so amazing to me I think the most of you For I love you soYou take my breath away So please listen to me And don't hurt yourself I'..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/761441/</link>
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			<title>Ch.2</title>
			<description>&quot;Mr. Costello,&amp;nbsp;I need you to go to the recently found ghost town of&amp;nbsp;New James, Mr. Costello do you hear me&quot; said Mr. Williams.&quot;Yes sir, I'm just dazing out&quot; answered Bill.&quot;Well snap out of it I need a report from you by the next end of next week&quot; replied Mr. Williams.&quot;Ok, sir&quot; said BillBil..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/761043/</link>
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			<title>Dispose </title>
			<description>This all seems so unreal I must dispost of this one last kissI'll dispose of it like a lighter and fuel&amp;nbsp;To show that they lies are true And the only way is to dispose like you sayYou may want respect but I disposed of it When you last threw me out It&amp;nbsp;all hurts the truth I s..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/760438/</link>
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			<title>What happens</title>
			<description>What happens if I die Who will care What happens if my life is turnd upside down Who will be there for me What happens when my family gets brutally murdered Who will let me live with them What happens when I cryWho will let me cry on there shoulderWhat happens when your family dies a..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/759180/</link>
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			<title>Horrors of life</title>
			<description>Unwanted hate know destroying the my life People in worlds of their own don't releaze The horrors of my life can be seen through those who listenThere are few who listen Now nothing makes senseWhy would you care now It seems hopeless Lives are changing People are hurting But why do..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/758031/</link>
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			<title>What life gives us</title>
			<description>With what we are given in life We can choose&amp;nbsp;to us it For best of mankind or for our own goodNothing is free we pay for everything What have you paid for recently</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/757869/</link>
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			<title>Death by destruction</title>
			<description>The destruction makes the world stop The pain that Imade kills more than onTheir lives&amp;nbsp;are now messed up with what i didWhat happens to the worldWhen you lose a loved one Destroys the lives of manyDeath makes a destroyed city Heearts of thousands lost to the untimely deathWhich ..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/757752/</link>
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			<title>Beat this</title>
			<description>Beat this last kiss For my life is endangerBeat this last kiss For you were once my saviorBeat what I layed down to you before For it means nothing to me nowBeat our last day For I'll regret having you later</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/757547/</link>
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			<title>Her life</title>
			<description>Her tears are breaking out Her heart has been broken She crys out for what was lostIn the beginning as the murder of her heart Came from the most likely suspect Her loss of love destroyed her very coreAbused to the point of being scaredShe'll feel alone for the first timeShe'll sit a..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/757517/</link>
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			<title>Cheer up</title>
			<description>I'm here for you Trying to cheer you upSo I'm seriousI've been on the path that your onIts a long and hard road There is a wall that you have to climbEvery five feet The walls are lik twenty feet tallAfter all that you walk on a tight ropes Its hard but it toughens you&amp;nbsp;up to b..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/decaf95/757478/</link>
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			<title>Light at the end of the tunnel</title>
			<description>You are the light at the end of the tunnel You make me smileLike I've never smiled in my lifeYou love me more than anyone ever has You make my life so much easier And I am so happy that your&amp;nbsp;mine</description>
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