http://slow.writerscafe.org/eacummins The original writings of author E.A Cummins en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776103968 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 My head is spinningI try so hardTo please youBut when I teeterIt’s a let downI am not perfectBut try so hard to beMy clothes are never good enoughMy appearance is sub parThe way I hold my mouthIs an embarrassmentThe way I respondIsn’t to your standardsI feel picked apartLike a Thanksgivi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/eacummins/2782559/ It's a bit upsettingThat it's all too uncomfortable for everyone elseThey want to avoid the situationAnd avoid conversation about itEspecially in front of those involved Let's just leave her in the darkAnd make her feel all the more aloneIn the muddy waters.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/eacummins/2770510/ Sometimes I felt as if I crossed oceans foryouI stood in discomfortI made sacrificesTo make your life easierI traded my peace for your own pleasures All I asked youWas to be stillTo let me have my peaceBut you decided to abandon everything you hadFo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/eacummins/2770458/ I read about quiet love todayAnd I fell in love againStorybooks portrayLoudIn your face loveBut quiet love is preciousHolding hands in the darkForehead kisses in the kitchenLaying our clothes for himFor his showerHim tiptoeing aroundWhen he gets up before meI never needed flowers deliveredI never ne.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/eacummins/2479226/ OverwhelmedTo say the least I feel like I'm drowning In situations beyond my power Beyond my control I feel so heavy So weighed down By the weight of the world A world I cannot control My head feels fuzzy Like a TV that cannot find a station I feel like I'm running a race With no finish li.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/eacummins/2462040/ I want to park my carAnd turn the lights offAnd lie in the middle if the roadThe cold asphalt on my backI need the stars to come downAnd heal my brokennessAnd I need to listen for JesusTo tell me how to healTo tell me how not to feel so damn brokenTo tell me how to deal with .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/eacummins/2164518/ You've been goneFor quite some timeYour memoryFollows me like a shadowIn the latest hoursOf the nightI see your faceGracing my dreamsCreating memoriesThat I long forI knowThat one dayI will see you againBut until That time comesI will sleep a little longerTo remember your faceAnd create the memories.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/eacummins/2117806/ My thoughts turn into wishes and fly far away.I hope they carry on...and one daycome true.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/eacummins/2041261/ And in that moment I realized he was my mountain man. He was a mountain of a man. He withstands so many seasons of life, with little wear. He takes it all in stride. I've met many mountain men, but he is the tallest and strongest. The words against him, roll over him, like weather does a true mo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/eacummins/2040990/ I feel as if I keep Running into dead endsJobs RelationshipsDreamsAndAspirations They all fade awayAnd cease to existI want to build kingdomsBut my peers Are giantsWho tear them downBefore the first stone is laid I'm tired of dead endsI need a journey .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/eacummins/2040089/ I love to write in colorThe way I can Express my feelingsBlack can be dullAnd hide the inner feelingWriting in redBleeds my angerWriting in blueCries my tearsWriting in yellowReleases my joyBut sometimes There is no colorNo words to be expressedAnd no words to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/eacummins/2038441/ Some things are just inevitable The way I love youAnd the way you love meThe way the sky is blueAnd the way the grass is greenSome things are just inevitableLike the way God worksLike the way He answers prayersThe way we feel His presenceThe way He's in the airSome things are just inevitableThe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/eacummins/2038317/