http://slow.writerscafe.org/sweetangel2050 The original writings of author Lisa Parks en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776082186 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sweetangel2050/2039818/ Mommy loves you girls very muchYou girls are my world.Being around you girls makes my day.Even though you can't talk.And walk.Understand that I wish you were real.Though you are very cute as you areI love you and I enjoy every minute with you.Fun times are ahead of your girls.U are unique and specia.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sweetangel2050/2039524/ Today is gone , tomorrow is nearHow I wish you were here.Understand me when I sayNo more hurting, no more pain.Don't even call me.Even though deep down I want you to.Remembering all the good times we had.So now waiting for someone new to fill that hole.Thank you for trying to be my friend.Oh how the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sweetangel2050/2039482/ Someday I'll be happy againUnder a moon in the nightMemories of us having funMemories of  good timesEvery day will be a good day.Remembering how nice it was tohave you in my life. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sweetangel2050/2039446/ Anywhere I go, I feel you.But you are not really here,And you died long time ago.Don't worry about me, I am fine.Dreading everyday for you to be here.Realizing I won't see you again.Everyday, I miss you.And I cry for you.Mom, you mean everything to me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sweetangel2050/2039442/ U will never understand meNever get a second chanceDon't say you care, cause you don't.Everyday I'm so sad.Right till I go to sleep.Today is the best day.Hope it will get better each day.Everyone please give me time and space.So what if I'm angry?Every right I do.Also, I feel my heart breaking. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sweetangel2050/2039430/ Never going to talk to youI am hurt on what you didGoing to cry now.Hope you are happy.That you said those things to me.Time to move on.I'll be okay.Maybe someday we will be friends.Everyday I'll miss you. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sweetangel2050/2039428/ Laying in the field somewhere,I close my eyes.I hear birds chirping.The clouds are rolling in.I breathe slowly...Taking everything in...I imagined that I wasin a very dark room.Walls were black,there was just a couch and a fireplace.I sat down on the couch.As I was staring in the fire...It.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sweetangel2050/2039409/ You...who makes me laugh.You...who makes me smile.You...who makes me mad.You...are the one who loves meYou...are the pain in the butt.You...who's a lot of gun.You...who likes anything.You...call me your princess.You....are warm and fuzzy inside.You...who is trustworthy and honest.You...who is my bes.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sweetangel2050/2039395/ She was always there for me,we talk about things that Iwould never talk to anyone about.We laugh and cry together, we did a lot of things together.we argue about things that weboth disagree about.There's a lot of things that Imiss about her. A lot of times Iwish...She was here.If she was here r.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sweetangel2050/2039387/ Oh pretty flowerwill you comesing to me.Sing me a happy song...Or a sad, sad song.A song about cloudsA song about childrenA song about birdschirping.Oh please pretty flowerCome sing to me.I promise I'll takegood care of you. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sweetangel2050/2039267/ When I close my eyesAnd listen to my soulcry.The heartache thatI feel deep inside ,The hurt I feel when people do me wrong.My soul says it can'ttake it anymore...But I keep movingon and on.Oh, how much I justwant to sit in the darkand cry.Cry and cry till then.I'm surrounded by water,floating i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sweetangel2050/2039255/ When it comes to me about my personalboundaries...It meansyou need to respect me...For example...I ama reborn mommy...I collect reborn babies andtoddlers.They help me through each day without any fears, or any other emotions.I consider these dolls as myown children.Doesn't mean I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sweetangel2050/2039164/ I will not let youscare me away.I will not let youstand in the way.I will not let youdestroy me.I will not let youin my life.However...I will go on with mylife happy as a bee.I will get closure and youcan't stop me...I will fight you because I amstronger and you're just a weakold man.I will keep mom.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sweetangel2050/2039142/ I just want to run awayWhere no one can find me.Where no one can tell me what to do in mylife.Where no one tries to change me.I want to run awayTo another planet..Where I am alone...in my own thoughtsWhere there is no one nagging, telling me nota nice person.Where I am not disrespected.I want to run.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sweetangel2050/2039130/ You can't tell me what to do...You can't tell me what kind of person I should be...You don't know me...You don't understand me...You don't know how I feel.You don't know how hurt I am...You don't respect me..You treat me like garbage...You make my soul dead inside of me...You make me feel worth.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sweetangel2050/2039121/ I don't like it when people don't ask forpermission to touch me orkiss me.It freaks me out.Especially when the manis 61 years old.That feels like I'm beenmolested by my dadall over again.I did not like it whenyou kissed me on the lips.I did not like it whenyou showed us your privateparts.I did .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sweetangel2050/2039100/ P1: ChildhoodThis is when I was5 years old...I had no idea what wasgoing on at that age.I didn't understand.Why were they hitting us?Did we do something wrong?Why is this lady who says she's our mother but she doesn't act like it?I remember the one nightshe left me and my brotherhome alone.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sweetangel2050/2039076/ So now I'm walking in thewoods.Away from the evil spirit backin the cemetery.It won't follow me ( or at leastas far as I know).So as you know, my house is justover the woods.As I was walking, I seen thisbig huge shadow and the other shadowfrom the cemetery. Oh great, I said to myself. It follow.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sweetangel2050/2038845/ Here I am walkingdown the street in themiddle of the night.No cars, no people arearound.It was really peaceful.As I was walking downon this beautiful night,I listened for some birdschirping, wolves howling,cats meowing.Nothing.It was dead to theworld.I turned down another roadthat leads to the cemet.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sweetangel2050/2038691/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sweetangel2050/2038531/ Go away, evil spiritYou don't belong here inmy body.You don't own me.You need to stop comingin my home.Freaking me out withthis evil energy.Go back to the graveyardWhere you don't belongand don't ever come backto haunt me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sweetangel2050/2038530/ I choose happiness in my life.I choose to be okay.I choose to have peace.I choose to have positivityin my life.I choose to laugh.I choose for no drama.I choose the gratitude formy life.I choose to have God part ofmy life.I choose not to be bullied.I choose no more abuse ofany kind.I choose to close .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sweetangel2050/2038445/ Why let it go...Some of the things in mylife, I will not let go of.I've been bullied, abusedover and over again.I can be mean sometimesAnd other times I'll be niceto your face.Letting go means to methat everything is fineand its not.I battle with my mindeveryday.Some thoughts are scarier then o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sweetangel2050/2038427/ About how I have been feeling lately http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sweetangel2050/2038418/