http://slow.writerscafe.org/skalicky12 The original writings of author Stephanie S en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776144216 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/770233/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/770208/ so yes  -  i know that it has been a long whileand i am no longer   able to dwell here in this place ofdenial.... I NOW! need to find a wayto deal with this desperate statewhich usuallyresults in me makingsome  &nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/609039/ and so here we go all over againits the same damn'conversation all over again  so we agree we cant e loversso we should   try to be freinds?but i dont understand why you cant seem to seetha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/596229/ So here I am lost againYESlost I sayAs I am withering and wishing time away....And when did every damn daystart feeling the sameand now the years passing by are starting to blendand everything seem to cant help but to feel the sameas i live the same thing over and over againwhere it startsit drags o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/560100/ oh i know this feeling YesI am familiar with this  painthis time it might feela bit differentbut in the end its all the sameohi know this emptinessi have dealt with  this before itsfrom when you come to realize   its all overthere is no lov.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/496171/ And now,this awful,aching, throbbing.this lonely shallowsobbing...And can you beleive me when I say thati hate this awful personi now have becomeand i cant standthese awful thingsthat,i allowed to be  doneand nowi cant even stand myselfand Icompletely  despisehow i allo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/491733/ and soI lost all faith in loveand everything that I am dreaming ofand i lost all faith in hopeas i cry and mopeand no longer long  to cope...oh i am done with lovei have lived my shareand learnt with love that nothing is fair! .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/489311/ - sohere we are  now,you and I,as we bothliefully   naked  side by side…with nothing left    for meto hide ...   And here we are now,in the darkcompletely nude  &nbsp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/449919/ - AndI can’t stop thisFeeling   Spinning        completely              out of controland all at once, I love itAnd  I hate it         with no way to escape it....... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/437546/ Have you ever been the one to make a grown man cry? and Have you ever been the reason ?   For the  tears To  well up in  his  eyes And then  know that because of you Something deep inside h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/424228/ rough draft,,,need to fix,,, http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/390251/ need to fix it up still...maybe a lil cynical but i think too many people are guilty of this foolishness... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/371148/ still working on this... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/356402/    I remember the scene,  so vividly,the Tearsstreamingslowlydown my cheeksthe look on your facethe way your lips movedas you began to speakthese wordsand howthey cameflowing freelyout from your mouthand they would soon explain,  .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/340707/  It was just one night,just this one timeand then I thoughtit would be out of sight, and out of mind,my god,i barely even knew his nameI never thought it wouldhaunt meAnd taunt meand stir up  such pain...  It just feltso damn goodfor that momentto.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/323927/ heading home... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/323236/     The words that you speakwhen we first meetwereFull of sincerityand sugary sweet And you did your very bestto make me believeAll these  embellished fabricationsyou would constantly conceive but what would come to be?fromall thos.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/306971/ Reminders of you, everywhereOne more token to showThat you no longer carePieces of youThat you left behindThey keep bringing me backto a happier timeand make it even harder for meto get you off of my mind Pictures of us, all over my placeAre making it hard for me, to for.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/305899/    Come lay uponmy tear stained pillowand become with methis weeping willowas I take refugeand comfortin her weeping branchesI ask herif life, might be so kind to grant second chancesso I no longer have tohide inside her sweeping branches... and.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/303062/   - I hideinside my safety boxAnd endure this much neededlife detox And I hide behindThese  mountains I builtAs I bathe in my ownpathetic guiltThe guilt from always beingso blind and naiveThe guilt from alwaysLetting myselfToo easily- believe&n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/302543/     - soI woke up today,and I gladly can saythat I am finally feelinga little bit better- a little more like myselfever since you went away I finally decidedit was time for meto climb up out of this messand try to find a wayto make this all hu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/301052/ to judge me?andWho are you!to thinkthatyou are above me ? how can you thinkthat you are better than meor anyone else?I think you shouldseriously questionyour own mental health!andRanting and ravingyou continue to preach!And who exactly is it?that you .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/299471/       - Love with an expiration date,Right from the start ,we knew our doomed fate. and so we started this off,with limited timeand I rightfully knewthat right from the start,you were never "truly"mine... and sometim.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/297582/ sometimesall i crave is the lonliessthat i used to alwaysdreadand sometimes i wonderif the onlytruly happy peopleare the onesalreadygone and dead.  sometimes scilenceis the only thingthat seems tocomfortall my silly fearsand the only wayto wash away th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/286192/  pleasedon’t let my sweetdemure presenceconfound or confuse youplease don’t let my naïve innocenceperplex or fool youanddon't let this shy simple smilebewilder or amuse youfor i have only cometo exploit and use you... as you have no idea.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/262547/    - Baby,I'm sorry- so sorry,for what I've done wrongAnd I hope you knowThat to my heartYou will forever belongAnd I would do anythingto fix this messEndless apologiesI would forever confessI would do anythingto mend all these piecesFind t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/262136/ I am so sick of loveand broken heartsThese lover quarrelsAnd hopeless fightsHurtful wordsand sleepless nights Im so sick of being left emptyAnd wanting morePointless argumentsand slamming doors!When did love become such a chore? And when did our lovecurdle ove.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/259833/     I will never forgetNor regretThese moments in lifeThat leaves us dripping wetWith these emotionsthat rouse upour soulsFill us up and make us whole. - Moments that will forever mean so muchThose from which my soul w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/259455/  Oh I can tell, she’s still on your mindShowing up from time to time...Her sweet memory still not dead...as she continuesto  haunt most your thoughtsthat run mad inside your head,And so tell me please this,does she join us tonight .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/259011/ And...I can slowly feel it creeping in and I dread this feelingdeep withinthis stagnant,   heavy, feeling deep insidefrom which it seemsimpossible to hide.And it slowly consumes me, Like a boa constrictorSwallowing her preyIt is the dark rain cloudThat&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/257858/ I wait for youon the cornerpatientlyjust like I do every dayI spent over an hourfixing my hair and make uphoping that today will be the day you finally accept meI have not eaten all week in hopes thatmaybe now I will finally be good enough for youbut i never am  .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/257813/  Oh-I know all too wellabout the wrath of loveand everythingthat she is capable of she is brutal and ruthlessand cunning and coyand she will treat your heartlike her own silly little toy she is a tyrant!a dictator!with a crushing ruleand out of .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/257771/  I lay my head, Against your chest, And feel it rise and fall I bury myself In side your arms, And indulge myself, with your familiar scent. There is no other place, In this whole wide world, That I would rather be. You tickl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/229455/  She has the hatred, of an over looming, Self-consuming, grudge... The envy of- A Petty, insecure girl... she has The deceit of a betrayed unforgiving lover And she is someone I wish I never&nbsp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/229453/  OH- I long to feel, The warmth again, Of the sun on my face, The wind in my hair and, that salt water taste. The freedom I felt, And the passion I knew, And Everything I had, When I had you. I want to go back, to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/229447/  I look in the mirror and stare.. at the girl staring back And I stare and I stare At her mousy brown hair, Her average body, average face, I look at what I see, And I know that what I see Can never be called pretty. So go on girl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/229446/  And yeshere we go againthere does not  seem to be an end one more hurt to add to my collectionone more painfrom which there is no protection these dissapointments that i know so wellone more sad story for me to tellthey are making it a little bi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/229378/   I miss you when I smile, I miss u when I cry, I think that I shall miss you, until the day I die. I miss your sweet kisses, And the warmth you made me feel, I miss how u made my happiness, always feel so real. I miss you when im lonely, a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/skalicky12/60314/