http://slow.writerscafe.org/BleedMyHeartOut The original writings of author BleedMyHeartOut en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776223005 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 And then, with a final sighShe said goodbyeSlashing at the veins hiding in her wristsShe'd never be missedThen darkness fed from her hate,This was her fate.January 29, 2012 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/1143531/ She was walking aloneHis eyes were as dead as the stones,That lay beneath her, While she had to endureThe taking of her prideJust so he could get highOff her physical painAs hatred pulsed through her veinsAnd then he pulled a knifeWith which he took her lifeAfter using her as his toyIt was all .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/1120333/ Help.I am dying.There is not much left. Help.The end is near.I can feel the reaper's cold touch. Help.Is anyone there?Can anyone hear my screams? Help.It's calling to me.They are calling to me. Help....Go home.The dead are dead. Decemb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/842915/ I'm tired of swimming in the sorrowI want to drown.Angry? He asks.Anger, noTis sorrow that haunts my heart now.I push back the tears till the sorrow is goneTis sorrow that haunts my heart now. December 19, 2011 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/842880/ Staring into the monster's eyes,It's no suprise when I see only liesEmbedded in the darkest parts of its soul,Where there once was a heart, there is now only a holeFrom where it was ripped out long ago,By an early foe.Not much is left of the broken child.Just visions, and visions o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/831146/ Everything I say feels like an empty word,For everywhere I go, I'm never heard.I scream, yet there is no sound.I am amoung the lost, never to be found.For no one ever thought to care.Of our deeds, they were not aware.For we are the dead,Not in the body, but in the head.We have lost a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/818665/ Death.You may come,For my emotions are now numb.Death.In my arms I will embrace your presence.With every ounce of my essence.Death.I am growing tired of running into all of these closed doors.Come forth and take what is yours.  September, 2011 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/808334/ No matter what I do I'm never good enough.Even though, for you, I pretend to be tough,Like nothing you do or say kills,Even after all these pills,It still reminds meThat I am not what I pretend to be.And because it makes you feel better,I would never send you this letterOr let y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/804594/ Alone I stand in this battlefield.Without a weapon, without a shield.Except for the hardness of my own flesh,And the antisocial way in which I dress.For the heart has been blackened to hide the pain,Though inside t'will remain.I built the monster as to not let them kill me.But little d.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/789289/ You think I am one easy to control?Ha, what made you decide to be so bold?I know there is a part of you that doesn't want to be dominated.That, you know, cannot be debated.For the past molded me into my current structure.This is not an image easy to rupture.And no matter what you do, wha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/787286/ I never meant to burden anyone.Not one of God's creations under this sun.This life I cannot always stand,With its ruthless demand after demand.And I cannot always controlThe hate that dug itself into my soul.I cannot always hold back the tears,Or protect your ears.The abuse,The mis.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/783404/ Sleep, dear loved one, sleep.For the demons cannot reach you were you dream.And you will not hear me screamAs my heart bursts into a bloody mess. I will not let the blood stain your dress. Sleep, dear loved one, sleep.For the day's failures will arrive soon.Fading is the night's.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/782680/ You had called me your angelBut now I have Fallen.Fallen from the arms that embraced me as your angel.For you dropped me from those arms. How is it,That the same arms that held me so beautifullyCould drop me so heartlesslyInto the deepest darkness Ever to be experienced?&nbs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/781932/ I am the hidden blackness of the soul.I am what lurks in the darkest holes of the heart.I am the monster you fear at night.I am why you leave a light on.I am what smiles when fear is sensed.For the monster is what wants only control over allAnd fear to hold them in place.For the monste.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/781901/ Maybe if I slit my wrists time after timeYou will return and again be mine.But no, this object is not worthy of such things.But yet you still control with these strings.The bubbling blood that faithfully is surfacedIs as friendly to me as you are to being missed.I try my best to bleed ou.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/780041/ Not for those in relationships.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/772232/ What could be better, he saidThen falling in an endless black hole?There is only darkness.There is only emptiness.There is only you,And your thoughts.No one can hurt you.No one can find you.No one can save you.For he never wanted to be saved.April 12, 2011 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/772225/ Ever gone on a ferris wheel terrified out of your mind?Everything's okay until you start to get close to the top.You start to get nervous, so someone holds your handAnd tells you everything's going to be alright.He tells you to trust him.You do.Then you reach the top,And are no longer .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/771412/ As you force my bleeding remains,Into these ruthless chains,I continue to see no hope.Why should I have to cope?When noone ever wants me around,I belong in the ground.When noone understands these things in my head,I wish I was dead.When I am always controlled by the continous fear,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/771401/ This pain is worse than death.Worse than winter's icy breath.That sends a shiver down my spine.Every time I remember you will never again be mine.This heart of black can still bleed red,Even when the hateful demons have been fed. Their dailey dose of purpose to inflateWith ex.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/771236/ Cut, cut, cut.Who shall I cut for today?For you, ex-boyfriend?For you I may.What about you, dearest dad?For you never bothered to care.For you, I have been driven mad.How about you, judgemental society?For you have always screwed up royaly.For you reject variety.And I couldn't fo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/771217/ I climbed the stairs with your instruction. I lifted when you said lift.I stopped when you said stop.I climbed the extra stair in the air,And fell short. And now I've fallen,I'm on the ground.You don't care enough to help me upAs I look, in the daark, for the shattered pieces.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/771212/ I try to look into the eyes of the hooded figure before me.Blackness is all I can see.He turns, and motions for me to follow.This blackness makes me feel so hollow.If I go with him, the pain will stop.Over the bridge my body would drop.I would no longer have to defend,The attacks would.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/768233/ A broken man abuses his even more broken wife.He has a knife,She fears for her life.He laughes, a horrible sound.Her writsts are bound,She falls to the ground.Why would he kill her?For him, her fear is a thriller.His kindness will not fill her.She is ungrateful,Even hateful,Of .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/768199/ There is quiet here for most,But not I.In their solitude they boast,That their peace is not a lie.For I can still hear the screams,Of agony and pain,Joined with the images in my dreams,Of acts done in vain.This "quiet",Only echos the past terrors.Distractions are the only way to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/768189/ I can't believe I was so dumb.Just when I'd thought I'd hit rock bottom,I fell, bleeding, into a deeper passage.The blood pooled at my multiple gashes.The cuts have numbed the emotional pain temporarily.I guess noone deals with things fairly.All the greys and dark blues have disapeared,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/764498/ I hope noone will denyMy privilige to curl up and die.These feeling I don't want to bother to hideAmoungst all of the tears I have cried.This pain is mine aloneThe hate I will postphone.For your ears are too sensitive To be poisoned with my sedative.It is filled with all the dying sc.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/763315/ You don't understandThis fear, and its demandTo gather and hide this collective darknessQuietly releasing a hiss,Just as you say to let it out,My insides shoutTo put up the wall,That may never fall,And close all the ways inSo that you may never be under my skinAnd so that you can.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/763309/ You'd never let me restI always had to do my bestWhich was never enoughSo you'd storm away in a huff.The loss of you will not own meI will be who I need to be.I cannot always be your whitest matThat will lie down flatFor you to tread uponI am not a weak little fawn.And cannot hel.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/763299/ Here I am, in my vulnerable remainsGo ahead and judge meAs I aim for the veins.How the insults help, I have yet to see.Here is all of the blood I continue to shed,Go ahead and tell me that it isn't pure.Here are all of the tears that I cried alone at night in my bedGo ahead and tell me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/763291/ What a fool was I, to ever hopeIt made me act like one who was on dopeIt brought all the disapointment that I knew would comeMaking me more and more glumWhat a fool was I to let hope destroy me yet again. What a fool was I to show my insidesUsing my heart and emotions as guidesW.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/763282/ "Innocence where did you run off to?" you ask.It didn't run off.You stabbed it in the neckAnd let yourself be indulged in guilt, While innocence bled to death.So congratulations;You killed the innocence in both of us,Leaving me to wonder why. July 7, 2011 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/763278/ My life is a tree.Once I grow big and strong,I am cut down and chopped up.Then they throw me into a pit.Splinters go everywhere,Inflicting pain on anyone close. July 9, 2011 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/763275/ You can't make me cry anymore.Better things have stopped the internal war.No matter  how hard you try,Another tear, I will not cry.You have bruised me long enoughTo make yourself feel tough.The scars I cannot healThe pain was just too real.But now I have the courageTo build a .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/763271/ Please, don't get too near.These terrible sounds you don't need to hear.Like this monster trying to tear open my flesh,Like it is made of only mesh.I cannot stand to let you see this rage,That won't remain within its cage.When all Hell comes free,You will blame me.And this monster wi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/763241/ She took you from me,I was shocked and dismayed.You made me feel just as rejectedAs the abuser makes me feel.I'm battered,I'm broken,You'd left me for dead.Then she left you,You saw I was recovered,Saw someone found me worthyOf being loved.No I will not take you back,No I wil.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/763234/ I cannot explain the emotional painsOf having a million problems rushing through my veinsThat is why I reached for your help, but you pulled away.I know I'm not worth much anyway.So I'll keep trying to cut out the problems I know I possesWhat you think of me, I can only guess.And I can u.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/763042/ This is a new form I decided to try. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/763037/ Don't expect happiness, positivity, any of that. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BleedMyHeartOut/763031/